Bodhidharma

It seems preety safe, it's with a shaman and with a group, but I am still a little afraid of going absolutly nuts or having a bad trip. I've been telling my self that whatever comes, comes, still...

Ask yourself that, and tell me your opinion.

Thank you for your thoughts, very interesting points, later today I'll just lie down on the ground and surrender to the sound. I've been making peace with it for a long time. I surely didn't fucking know it could be a consequence of raising consciousness, that's new. Could you give a source where I can know more about it @Leo Gura? @RickyFitts Interesting as hell, never saw that.

I have this sound that comes from my right ear, I cannot describe it very well, the frequency is high and I can hear it only when there's at least a mild silence, it's called tinnitus. So, you can imagine it does not disturb me very much and it doesn't, normally. The problem comes before sleep or meditation, it's only in one ear and it's high pitched. I just toss it aside most of the time, but when I give space just to listen to it or sleep with silence, it drives me mad.I mean, imagine not hearing actual silence, just a shhhhh and nothing else. The solution that comes to my mind is just to observe it and the emotions it brings, but that is quite diffucult at times. Perhaps that is the reason I can't go to sleep without a OSHO talk in the background and that since my childhood I always listened to stories in the CD radio to sleep. Although I don't know for how long I have this sound in my ear. So the reason I'm writing this is because I was reading a book and the author was talking about silence and I cant hear silence. Perhaps it's an inner silence. Even so, Any advice or thoughts? P.s: Be mindful of forceful advice and commandments, I wan't to hear your honest advice and thoughts about it. Thanks

@Leo Gura I have a question. Ok, after you finally landed a girl you want to commit with, you still have to be a delusional confident ass? I imagine that keeping someone is rather different, but I have this doubt.

Well, it's not necessarily wrong dude, it's just not how I want to be. I want to make music, study, meditate, exercice, be a better boyfriend and son, but it gets in the way. Of course people can play and do all that, I can't, it robs my day.

It is. Lmao you guys really do see Leo's videos, he said that in that Life Advice series I think, let's try it right? Also, do you guys have the same or a similar problem?

Holy shit man I will! I also think a lot about becoming a therapist and for sure this is one of the topics I will cover, because I know from experience how it is to spend quality time playing. Actually I'm already looking it up, it's a youtube channel, right?

DOTA 2 and in just that I've wasted 8000 hours!

I think a book will explain more profoundly on the matter, I'll watch the video as well, thanks.

I know this topic is a little off the forum category but since my topic on the "Book Reviews" is getting unheard I've posted this here I've noticed a strong addiction with a video game and I'm wasting my life playing it everyday. I need a book about addiction so I can understand and solve this problem in a efficent way. I'm not asking for Leo to add a book to the list necessarily, I'm just asking for a quality book about addiction . Thanks!

I've noticed a strong addiction with a video game and I'm wasting my life playing it everyday. I need a book about addiction so I can understand and solve this problem in a efficent way. I not asking for Leo to add a book to the list necessarily, I just asking for a quality book about addiction . Thanks!

We've discussed it a bit. The thing is that she is very jealous person and porn gets in the mix of that, I'm trying to be compreensive about it, but at the same time I notice that I have a high libido and porn just helps. It just doesn't affects my personal life, I think porn is fine, nothing wrong with it, with exceptions of course. Repressing ain't the way, until I understand my desires for what they are.

I actually thought about this saying. as I can see right now, no . But for me it's just a way to release sexual energy bro, I dont view it as right or wrong

you know that this is a metaphor right? lol I didn't do that