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i have invented love meditation, i am not sure if it is something new but anyway i will explain it here. like in nothing meditation where you suppose to do not nothing and if you feel some pain you should do nothing about that here you do something, you just love and accept it! love and accept it to death, love and accept the pain, the itch , the thoughs or anything that is a problem for you till the problem goes away. if a small amout of love doesnt help then you show more love till the problem is gone! you can love it in any way you want , doesnt matters, even in multiple ways. i fell to the nothingness super fast this way , after i just felt great ! gonna do at least 30 days of this kind of meditation

so i used magic shrooms before 3 years , took 2.4 was super intanse for me but i felt that i could take more. i stopped after the first trip to intergrat all and also i was 19 so i wanted to be older for using it , i understood that i was too young for it and also i needed to learn more about the topic. now i am 22 , i now tons about the subject, i read lots of book, saw all leos videos , got rid from my social anxiety, found recently a method to pretty much stopp the adhd . i feel like i need another trip, the last one stopped my depression permantly , i feel like now i doing the trip to grow up , i have done really good right now and i am ready to grow . how much should i take now? 2? 2.5? 3? more?

so should i take 3? or 3 is kinda the insanaty zone? i took the 2.4 and felt pretty insane but not too much pretty complicated, i am trying to develop it more for market use, if you want to know more you can dm me

you say the leo is deluded ? lol 1 gram is super weak , i just need the psycadelic effect. i am just not sure about the dose, 2 gram or 3 is pretty safe but still if i take too much it might make some problems

i really want it but it is so boring , it is not about discipline, i dont feel that connection to kriya yoga, the book say that i need to do what i feel good for me not what is boring. what should i do?

i have a bussness idea that probably gonna work but i need to program it , the problem is that i dont have the skills and getting programming skills will take lots of time because i am in univesity, also paying for a programmer is too expensive for me but it is not so expensive overall, i saw estimates for building a site is 6k and not more than 10k which the site gonna probably gonna make much more than 10k per month without me doing anything. how do i find a reliable partner? how i get maybe some investor?

actually i can see the site become successful pretty fast, this industry is super small and it is relatively easy to get noticed , my site is very unique and offer something that is not existing in the market . for now my only worry is coding because without it i pretty much can do nothing about the site. it should be pretty easy to build the site and fairly inexpensive , maybe i should start to make the stuff that i dont need a programmer right now but it would be not much successful. maybe i should talk with some consultant for knowing how much this site would cost

the busseniss is a site so i need to program it , also it is have some complexity to it , not an average site. because of corona we are learning in our homes so i cannot go to any proffesor i have pretty much all of the plans for it, just need to build it and market it . i am very confident about this idea and i have lots of profs

it seems like i get disconnected fromr reality from time to time , it is when my "concetration " ( i am concetrated just on other stuff lol) drifted away but i might not think at all or some times some thounghts but not being in phisical reality. might be a positive of adhd?

holon is the city that i live in all of my life so far, pretty trippy to see leo says holon 3 hours staight . holon means sand (hol) and small (lon) just a city that built on a small area,also pronounced with the hebrew heth so all the english speaking out there cant say it . hopfully it was funny to someone here, i tried to stop myself from this silly post but here i am

yap, he have not wrote it in the right way and also wrote like a name of a city that he new lol, he should have known about holon

statisticly speaking, getting psychosis on psycadelics is less than getting psychosis without it

so after years of trying to find the workout that i like i finally got it! ldp skateboarding (long distance pushing/pumping) ! the only down side it the wheel size even though it got pretty big ones. it is the perfect workout , not too hard ( it can be hard if you really want to) , always there are new things and options to learn or to do , different styles and setups , get full body workout! include your hands (also if you need to stop at a pedestrian crossing or you need to pickup the board because of sand you can do exercises with the board).

ldp is different lol it is symmetric , try and see

it acutally pretty symmetric sport

i found that marxism and spiral dynamics are very similar. they both have dialectics and they are changed by the material conditons, second they have pretty much the same predictions. they both think that there is a "state where individual, organizationor societal "MEMEs are in a healthy dynamic tension with surrounding Life Conditions"-marx didnt new about memes but he new how idiology is used for justify the material conditons and that people eventually will try to make a revolution that will take them to a better way to organise soicety to reduce tention. i made a picture to help you see my point . i will make another post about marxism leninsm and spiral dynamics. please ask questions because i have some more points that it is really hard for me to communicate

marx was not about psycology and sociology and those stuff like this theory does capitalism works in red countries? nope, only in blue- orange and above why flawed? where is red capitalism? they success oriented that use some red why you think that i need to drop it? i will make another one about marxism leninism and why it failed and what will happened . i think that marxism leninism is good for non western countries , thats the only way to be a normal country, look at asia, do you see non communist counries that making money? inida is fucked up with the liberal democracy shit. why not ?

you can make the book and also just make this kind of videos ,sounds like the best balance

is this way much better than the dictatorship of the bourgeois? ( aka "liberal democracy") . the dictatorship of the proletariat is a democratic way of the proletariat to controll the state. this way the state is will not be controlled by the bourgeois class and make the economy better because the poletariat seeing the contradictions in the economy opposed to the bourgeois that might know about the contradictions but will profit from them short-term so they will not do anything to change it the right way. for example the colldge debt in the usa is pretty stupid way to run a country but the bourgeois are profiting from this becuase free (or cheaper) education will costs them lots of taxes and also some bourgeois will lose their way of making money. of course that in the long term free education is better for the bourgeois class but this class looks for short term gains . the poletariat can see that education will help them and also help the economy so if they had the power they will push for free education

they just in different sub category , it is known all different sub categories . their instrest is still getting their full payment for thier work, not fearing getting fired and getting to the street .like petite bourgeois, big bourgeois, today factory and digital bourgeois, they still have the same incentive just act differently at some degree. this is exactly like feodalism just with some more complex at the french revolution the knights was for the common people even though they where different lol, they knew they dont get the full paiment for their work

doesnt really looks much different , they both work for someone else and not getting the fruits of thier labor . it is more like some are having some advantages because the market giving them more of a fair share but this is it .i will agree that now working people have differnet interests because some payed pretty well and some dont but still the system needs to expand and it will expand on the richer workers too , you cant expend Infinitly and it is not like tech will keep developing forever (at least the for profits one). also as we get more advance the capitalist crisis is comming faster

not seeing that materialism is part of consciousness . at least not saying it .materialistic philosophy is right but not the whole story

defenetly das capital, really nice written for his time

so i just though about the last topic that i made (sorry for the spam). by leo, more consciousness is more consciousness reflecting itself so it becomes conscious. so the brain should have some way of two neurons to be conscious of each other and make other neurons somehow know that and act acordingly . every neuron is consciousness and consciousness is infinate and everything, so every neuron can see and feels everything by using the other neurons and multipule neurons see more stuff together. am i right or super far?

i preffer them than the usa