The Meandering Riff

[Dominic Quintana]

Today was overall pretty awful. I was so tired that my psychology was all over the place and I couldn't think clearly. 

I texted my ex, got a positive reply several hours after. At this point my brain was operating on like 2% power. I tried my best to give a decent response but I probably fucked up.

I wasn't able to nap because of the 70mg vyvanse I again had today. I noticed the vyvanse gave me excellent concentration but this didn't matter since my mind couldn't process anything well. 

My next oldest brother visited and we found out that we have the liking of rap in common. We rapped some songs that we had learnt, and he blew my expectations out of the water. It was fun. 

I somehow organised a date with a girl I'd been talking to for a few weeks.

I was very irritable and angry for the majority of today and snapped at my brother who woke me up twice. I blamed him for it, but I really know that I need to take responsibility for everything. It was wrong for me to display that anger and I apologised.

I'm going to bed incredibly early tonight. I figured it's better to write a kind of crappy entry than nothing at all so here it is.

Edited September 2, 2022 by Dominic Quintana