I'm Not Doing It

[EnRoute]

THOUGHTS THAT BUBBLE UP

Well, I should do it, even if it's hard. The mind doesn't wanna do it; I'm referring to the hero's journey. My mind is so deceptive and full of neurosis that sometimes I barely keep myself alive. But because I'm conscious enough, I remain detached and try my best to let go of my neurosis. Sometimes I'm so tired that I have to force myself to be able to practice my writing skills. If I were to stop and abandon my self-actualization journey, I'll suffer the harshest consequences. Not acting also has consequences. When I think about my future, I see myself as a great communicator that has a pure desire to help other people. The work that I'm going to do will have a virtuous aspect behind it. Without manipulation and deceit, I'll do the work properly. And I'm so encouraged sometimes that I feel like I'm unstoppable and that not even God can stop my desire to be a good individual that's able to help other people.

Namaste! 

Edited May 1, 2021 by EnRoute
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