By EddieEddie1995
in Dating, Sexuality, Relationships, Family,
Im sure that my Presence and Love allowed the space for my gf to exp. the things that I will shortly share It was amazing!
I got her to start smoking weed and that helped her to open up and see new perspectives.
She said that at the room where I meditate she gets into a tottaly different state. And last night we started talking when she started to unconsciously speen around in circles. This happens to me when I meditate. After that she fell down on the bed and started laughing touching her nippls haha, then she bursted in tears becaouse I forgot to bring oranges hahaha She relived a childhood trauma(she said that she felt like a 5 year old child). And after some huging and talking we started to make love.
Here are few insights I exp.
I usually have premature ejaculation problems, but that is also becaouse she has strong devine energy in her, she suckes me dry, I cannot handle it! But this time there was no thoughts like "focus on the breath etc." There was no eddie entering hes gf. We were one. It was one dance that took place. I was the orgasm itself. And it lasted, and lasted, and lasted... OMG
I backed up my intuition becaouse I always knew that she has very strong spiritual side (she is infj like me)
I realized what it means everyrhing is me on a deeper level
It was amazing dance that played out by itself
Evrything that people need is acceptance and love. Now when I can let go of my egoic needs, I can really listen. And the allowance and patience that I had with her, with no judgement... paid millions times more then me trying to control the situation
My girlfriends insights.
she had continuous orgasms that increased
she said that we were energies flowing in space, like two different shiny color particles mirging together in black space (let me note that she is at stage blue/orange and little bit of green without any previous knowledge or insights of spirituality)
she said that it was a bliss she never experienced before etc.
She said that the music in the backround was lound and that she was in flow with the music (I didn't hear it at all)
today, she says that she is still high in love
She is very brave! Im so glad she is opening up for spirituality now. Im so glad that we can grow together(we were groing together, im pretty sure she was the one resposible for my enlightenment)! Im so glad that now she understands what Im talking about when I say "Baby, Im diferent dimention right now and I can't go to the market" without her rolling her eyes ahahhahahah
I cannot explain what is possible for you guys! It is a Miracle! You are Beautiful, You are Perfect, You are Love! You are one big Orgasm!
And hey, all this, right here! Righ Now! Do you know what that is? It is God playing with it Self! It is God jurking off! hahahahah ?❤