This is the tree under where I cried.  I realized that what I needed was Love, appreciation and Being in the present moment and then I cried out of Joy.  I think this is the right direction.  I went into this park as if it were the first time I went there.  It seemed to me that nature was smiling at me.  I noticed the magnificient of the nature. Every single leaf, tree, branches etc.  I observed single leaves, branches and such.  I smiled at the sun and it glowed stronger almost blinding me (coincidence)?  I still don't feel any major shift but hey, at least I am a bit happier