Bought into Solipsism as a child - Did anyone felt like this?

[innerchild]

Of course, I was not aware of particular jargon such as 'solipsism', 'matrix', 'quantum position' nor taught by some wise-ass about such philosophy or concept.

 

Like most of you all (assuming), I was a loner, had no friends (literally 0 friends) when I was growing up. Due to my physical pathologies, I had very low self-esteem, a lack of denial, and a victim mindset that I nurtured with. I have not tried to make friends or subscribe to any sort of hobby in my life..

So, I was initially programmed and tend to be a shy, awkward and introverted person, also believed that being an Autistic Asshole is a highest attribute of wisdom one can ever get (very Autistic & Literal!).

Of course trust me, at a time of having such an experience I never ever watched movies regarding any multiverse, time travel, or any other shit. Especially not even aware of the Matrix. The only movie I familiar with at that time was Spiderman (original 2002).

So let's come to the point. Although I had a very healthy relationship and loyalty with my family members. I used to think of them as they're trying to deceive or manipulate me some way.

They're faking this damn world (obvious and given) to make me fall for it.

Conceiving Experience or Scenario of my neighbors

As I said to you before, I had no friends or in-person contact with anyone besides my shitty family members. In fact, no one else from my family members even come to visit or greet others (entire family as a whole). Is that creepy right?, As it is!..

I don't know what my neighbors were doing at the time I experienced this stuff, I don't know how they look, what they prefer, and know shit about them.

Yet I feel or conceive what they will be doing.

For example: At one random event I was looking for some random shit around my closet, at that point I was very curious and playful about that thing, Almost, not even bother of my existence, I was that curious!.

Although I had unknown inception of some odd visual of what my neighbors are doing now, I exactly remember to this date.

I've got an image of some old-looking person, trying to reach the upper rack of a shelf in order to get some cookie jar or something..

I felt like, I was that old man, and I was currently in need of that particular article.

So, please tell me, is this an insight of solipsism?. How one child could get there even if he's not acquainted with such a concept before?

Also, please share any of the crazy experiences you had as a child.