Reaching To The Ultimate Level In Life

[Peak]

The start

6.10.2016 

Introduction:

If you don't know me already. I recently turn 17 years old 6 days ago. And I have this plan to became the best version of myself in life. I plan on using this journal to hold myself accountable and write what happen on the day and anything interesting. If I fail than I will have to write about it, if I succeed than I will also write about it. I basically can not let the self actualized community down. 

I did 1 hour of meditation today during 7:08 PM-8:08 PM. It wasn't all that perfect, my dog scratch the door made me jump. My thoughts won't quiet all the way. And I got disturbed during my 1 hour of meditation. I did the do nothing meditation because it was the easiest to do and strong determination sitting. Of course my eyes move, I wasn't that perfectly still but I was close to being still. And I only had some periods of quiet silence while the other periods had music in my head.

[Peak]

Cleaning my room and ugh...

6.11.2016

Well today I cleaned my room by throwing away old school papers that I don't care anymore and will be doing the same thing tomorrow. I didn't start my meditation until 8:59 PM-9:59 PM this meditation had noise in the beginning but was quiet throughout the rest of the period. I did the same as yesterday. The first part of this meditation I was very still and had little thoughts in my head. The second part my eyes were crying, well not really tears were dropping out. I was still though. Even though water was dropping I did nothing.

I also should say that the day went somewhat fast. This is not what I want though. I plan on making tomorrow better and not being late to anything. I wasted my time watching videos, making a logo for this account and other things.

[Peak]

This Journal is now Closed Go to the new one: Personal Growth is my life