Getting unconscious causes 10x Amplified feelings (compared before awakening)

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Hi!

I've made this fascinating notice now that i've been on this path for 4 years. I can hold myself pretty well in the present moment, and when i'm in that state my thoughts don't really matter and i'm just enjoying the moment.

However i very rarely go like angry etc, but i've noticed that if i do, and decide to express that feeling. I can feel that anger or w/e negative feeling so much stronger than before, it's like it goes through amplifier or something. It's so crazy, it's impossible to not be aware of it. I was just wondering if this is something other people have noticed on this journey because it was just so fascinating to watch myself go full blast unconscious hahahahaha. But the feelings are so intense, i didn't feel it like that before i started this journey.

But please share your experiences!