Road to turquoise

[Metarani]

Hello guys!

I just watched all of Leo's main videos explaining Spiral Dynamics. Those videos were cadavaruvic and provided a strong method to perceive reality and where my mind is at. 

I scale myself to be a good 45%orange and 55% yellow depending on if I am in my lower self or my higher feelings.( I am a huge systems thinker as an actuary who has to learn a bunch of complex systems which I feel was how I smashed my way out of green)

I have just recently started thinking of a decade long journey where I want to attempt to reach turquoise in some aspect during the 2020s. (I'm going to call it "The Turquoise 20s"

I feel like I have a general idea of how to do this: breakthrough all of the stages of meditation and finnish the journey of realizing the truths that cannot be conversed. I think that will work.

while I am aware that the self is an illusion that doesn't exist,(thanks leo for the video!) It seems way easier and convienent to be aware of this truth than to completely stop using Pronouns.(like instead of thinking I like to play video games its really video games are entertainment for the mind.) I have started to become aware of thoughts that pertain to the self and those thoughts are questioned on their significance now.

Anyhow I want to reach enlightenment  by 2030 and gain turquoise powers. it sounds like fun and it is a desire to max this vessel since life feels like a game. share your thoughts, be critical, and give it to me straight with no bullshit!!