Taking a Break from Youtube

[Kiamber Blake]

I hate to say it, but I have an addictive problem with using Youtube too much.  When I wake up, I get on Youtube.  Before I go to sleep, I am on YouTube.  It has gotten to the point that I would eat and watch Youtube at the SAME TIME!  This is crazy because I have gotten rid of all of my other social media accounts, but I have the urge to hang onto Youtube for as long I can.

To break this cycle, I need to cultivate awareness and understand why I feel the need to hang on YouTube.   I think it's a force of habit since I have been doing it for so long that I lost the level of awareness I have had when I overcame other addictions.  

Taking this break is much needed so I can focus on what is going with the life I am living and I can also focus on creating music that I have stopped doing for a quite some time.

I don't know what happened, but I am not giving up.