shadow journal

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fear

doubt

depression 

anger

resentment 

rejection 

abandonment 

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compassion 

love

forgiveness 

joy 

determination

commitment 

perseverance 

Edited April 8 by moonawakening444

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grieving what i thought i was

grieving the illusion of control 

how is it possible to be soooo delusional? 

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we create our own misery 

why do we separate ourselves from God

so fucking stupid

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what are you running from?

where is the rush coming from? 

inner dialogue.. who/what are you talking to?

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why do you want to avoid negative emotions? 

where did the positive mindset come from?

why are we obsessed with feeling good all the time?

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why am i carrying the weight of my responsibilities like a burden? 

even when i do all the stuff it still doesn´t guarantee that things will work out the way i want them to work out

why do i walk around holding this notion of having to get everything done? 

be positive, think better thoughts...

it still doesn´t control how things will happen 

and when  a little thing happens differently you become a child  

Edited April 10 by moonawakening444

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life isn´t a goal to be accomplished