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Intermission.

My head. Not my body. 

 

The first step of a series in sharing and reinforcing of each stage of the technique. The Intermission until the rest are completed by the end of the night. Each song is very carefully considered. This technique, surrounds the development of “Intentional Agency”. This playlist is devoted to its full disclosure in practice.

 

 

Disclaimer: I am not yet a medical, counselling, psychology or psychiatric professional, so with my personal gratitude, please be responsible with all decisions you make following my shares. Thank you and best wishes.

Edited February 8 by oOo

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8 hours ago, oOo said:

Intermission.

My head. Not my body. 

 

The first step of a series in sharing and reinforcing of each stage of the technique. The Intermission until the rest are completed by the end of the night. Each song is very carefully considered. This technique, surrounds the development of “Intentional Agency”. This playlist is devoted to its full disclosure in practice.

 

 

Disclaimer: I am not yet a medical, counselling, psychology or psychiatric professional, so with my personal gratitude, please be responsible with all decisions you make following my shares. Thank you and best wishes.

I have now added step 2. Memory to the playlist (starting with “1. Awareness”) directly above.

“2. Memory” took me 6 straight hours.

What I thought was going to take me just a few days or so has now become a month long project. 

The first two steps of the project above, “1. Awareness” and “2. Memory”, are done so freaking good that I may as well turn the project into a masterpiece, which arguably, it already completely shows the signs of becoming.

I was just planning on translating the technique I made on developing intentional agency and research I’d completed into an essay around it. Now, it’s become so much more, and will be far more useful to myself and others if I just take my time with it.

I will add two more steps/songs to the playlist by the end of the week, I just want to spend hours and hours refining my reflections on the nuances of the words to get it all right. Maybe we’ll have less/more than ten vocalised songs by the end of the month to finalise the project which will include both:

(1) the essay around the technique

(2) the 50+ research studies I have completed to give credit to my work.

Let’s see what March 1st reveals. But yeah, this is a completed project that will be valuable to me for the entire rest of the year.

The playlist may not work properly so I will just share the second step/song here, likely need to take it off unlisted will see later:

 

 

Disclaimer: I am not yet a medical, counselling, psychology or psychiatric professional, so with my personal gratitude, please be responsible with all decisions you make following my shares. Thank you and best wishes.

 

Edited February 8 by oOo
Tested. Yeah turns out “Unlisted” playlists don’t work on site.

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#3. Meaning.

Yep, I gotcha one. 

It's purely preliminary though. 

The finalised version will come April 1st.

"Who are you.
By that I mean, who am I?
By that I mean, I don't know what this is all about."

^ This is the beginning of Verse 1.
These lyrics have particular significance for me, taken from a song I did ten years earlier.

Intermission music until my return April 1st.

Enjoy.

Best wishes.

 

 

 

 

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April 1st.

 

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Preface: Thank you in advance for not commenting on my journal.
 

I’ll drop something July 1st thereabouts.

If anything I create thats more than a paragraph is going to be called AI, or scrutinised as such, worse if it’s reflective of the bottom of the barrel concerning my cognitive effort… and while jet lagged, under-slept, it’s better to just post publicly when I feel much less emotional investment in the sharing itself. 

Initially a branch-off from my two (one is quoted) comments here:

Ha! No hard feelings on my end, it’s economics.

Welcome the dystopia with open arms otherwise you’ll become too frustrated and become its own example. Simply continue to make calculated moves to your next strategic intersection.

I hope I haven’t disappointed anyone with the lack of April 1st release, you just gotta see it from my perspective. It’s simply not smart anymore to invest effort when the environment is going down this kind of momentum. When I share, people can just call it AI, and I won’t care. This is the end of my journaling I guess, ha. 

I promise to share July, but the series likely stops there onto something else related to helping me in my studies (as that’s what this series on the mappings of consciousness was mostly going to be about), so I no longer have the emotional investment into the sharing itself given the trajectory of where things are likely heading now.

To ensure after my break this doesn’t happen again, I’ll avoid the rest of the forum as intended so I don’t get hung up on anything external to my own personal activity.

Heck, if I only stick to the journal section for my entire reading I’ll have a positively distorted perception on the progress of the site and maybe thats a good thing heh!

Heh, you kiddos will be fine. I’ll clean up my journal anyway and go back to a purely detached posting here once I return then.

Best wishes, good luck.

Prologue: Thank you for not commenting on my journal.