No More Average

[Artsy]

I fall into so many loops that waste time. I'm on a clock, 24 months.

-Escaping Wage Slavery / Achieving Financial Freedom

-Clarity on and Delivery of my Life Purpose

-Excellent Foundation in Health

-Excellent Intimacy, High Value-Provider and Leader in my Relationships

 

These are the areas of my life that I need to bring to new higher stages within that time - Vision, Clarity, Process. Let's go.

 

[Artsy]

My current Vision: 

£1,400 per week through purpose aligned entrepreneurial value creation with the first payment made to me on June 15th. How will I know when I have succeeded? £1,400 will be in my personal bank account on June 15th. Why is this a meaningful vision? £1,400 a week enables me to cover all my bills, comfortably save for an emergency fund, festivals, travel, therapy and puts me in a position to develop myself into a conscious leader and powerful creative value provider through and by embodying those things in the process - because that is what I can see it will take for me to achieve this goal consciously. Cutting through my limiting beliefs/fears/assumptions about money, grounding in - what is something I can provide - a tangible result, consistently, that aligns with my values, (Awareness, Courage and Ease) and life purpose - Inspiring people to take action and turn inwards to create purpose driven lives (I am still contemplating and refining, the vertical development of humanity and and fulfilling the true value of what education could be - embodied education that creates conscious purpose driven leaders is a consistent theme.) 

 

I recognise what I don't know - my own value, I have worked with start-ups, overcome fears and limiting beliefs, coached, created results in my personal life over the course of the past three years such as letting go of addictive habits of thought and creating a zest for life - a drive to live an inspired life and the discipline and consciousness to begin to do so. 

 

This is where my reflection and clarity begins - What results have I created that is worth £1,400 and who is it worth that to? What can I do, or have done that people would pay that for that moves the needle in line with my purpose? How can I find out? How can I stay on track with my vision - how can I step into the shoes of my new identity - moving from someone who is thinking about and wants to create £1,400 per week into the person that creates £1,400 per week - what do they wear? what do they do? who do they speak to? how do they speak? what are the disproportionate actions - the clear proven steps to make this change happen and position me to share the creation of this result too expressed in line with my purpose.

 

My next steps:

Contemplate and get clear on -

"What results have I created in my life?"

"What result is worth £1,400?"

"To whom?"

"How did I create this - what is the story?"

"How did I create this - what are the core (80/20) decisions/actions/habits/skills?"

"What does it look like to create this for someone else?"

"Who wants these results?"

"Why would they want them from me?"

"In what frame/scale is the result worth £1,400?"

"What is the system for making this result and income replicable?"

"How can I test these insights?"

"What action needs to be taken to fulfill this vision by June 15th?"

"How can I document and capture the value of this process?"

"What is the no bullshit system (series of decisions) I need to take to cut through to actualise this?"

Edited May 30 by Artsy

[Artsy]

18/06/25 

My main two blocks are decisiveness and maintaining clarity.

I have too many competing priorities to meaningfully break ground on any one.

On the brightside - I have defintely developed my level of impulse control to a profoundly higher level since one year ago. 

I've integrated a sustainable routine that covers my bases for health and self-development work.

Career is where I'm suffering from fragmented priorities. 

I have value to share - I've missed a huge opportunity over the past four years of doing self-development work and entrepreneurship for the past two years - of actually learning to capture and communicate the value I've created in this time. 

I have inner game blocks around money - I'm needy. Simply. I feel I need money. This gets in the way of turning up for people and giving all I can to solve their problems detatched from outcome and in it for the learning. Neediness moves the focus from what I can give, to what I can get. 

Reconciling these frames I believe is found in having an artistic realtionship to creating money - it's one of the many canvases you can paint that make up your life.

I think also I have a block around giving people what they want versus what I want to give - I don't want to hop on the stage orange explotive band wagon. I want to contribute to causes that uplift the world - education and environmentalism primarily. 

My path forward now - I see substack as a way forward - my decision: to create a retrospective toolkit that would have helped my past-self get to where I am quicker. One hour a day to write. One hour a day to create. One hour a day to connect and network. Daily, Weekly and Monthly reflection.

What results have I created? 

I let go of unhealthy eating. 

I massively improved my imulse control.

I have a consistent routine of daily excercise, affirmations, contemplation and meditation. 

I'm going into the third year of my relationship. 

I've led start-up teams to deliver profitable events and learned exactly what I don't want to contribute to the world and the importance of value alignment in saving you stress and hours of your fucking life.

I've facilitated workshops on cognitive bias, team coaching, entrepreneurship, and tomorrow creative design. 

I've worked with 5 clients delivering pro-bono coaching sessions.

I think my most valuable integration currently is my relationship with life - I have a grounded, creative relationship with life, it's my canvas, self-development practices are brushes in my collection make paintings with. I see, feel and am connected with a sense of beauty and purpose - even though everything's not quite clear yet. I have coped with, laughed off and breathed through a tremendous amount of stress working in start-up and integrating radical honesty into my relationship.

What are these things worth? 

To my past self - years of creation. I don't know where I'd be or what life I'd have lived if I had these experiences at age 12. I know it would have been a much richer, more connected, fuller - fulfilled life than the one I led. I know I'd have been more capable and in a position to take on responsibilities that would have led to the thriving instead of the suffering of people around me.

I want to learn to pay forward where I am, and break ground even further so I'm in the position to uplift those around me.