The Psychedelic Jaguar: A Diary of Exploring the Depths of Consciousness.

[ExploringReality]

I am grateful for this experience of consciousness. I love reality. I love being fucked by reality. I love seeing the beauty of existence. I want my mind to be penetrated by wisdom and insights that make me cry and ecstatic. I love changing. I embrace trial, failure and adversity. I want to experience pain fully. 

I love exploring psychedelics and raising my consciousness. I love self help. I love growing and also accepting myself. I love paradox. I love learning how the mind works, I love reading books. I love boxing. I really love skateboarding. I love having deep conversations with people about anything. I love questioning and learning how to ask better questions.

Edited February 28 by ExploringReality

[ExploringReality]

Discipline is doing things when you don't want to, and doing the things you want to when you don't feel like doing them. Stay focused. Remember the big picture, don't get lost in petty human drama. Accept death as it comes, embrace life as it is. 

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Suffering is a door for deeper awareness. You can learn so much through pain. I have grown so much by suffering enormously. You don't have to intentionally suffer, but when it comes, it can be transmuted into a deeper consciousness. It sucks and it hurts I know, but you must remember all is impermanence, suffering is inevitable. Now inquire into what this "who" is that is suffering. Who is experiencing pain? Who Am I? You can use Ramana maharishi's method of self inquiry especially when griped by an intense emotion or pain.

[ExploringReality]

I Am God.

[ExploringReality]

I am training with a world class boxing coach, I am utilizing Kriya yoga, breathing exercises and shamanic breathing outside the gym, connecting mind and body into peak physical training and performance. 

I am willing to be broken down and built from the ground up through hard work, repetition and being dedicated to the process.

Using the spirit of the Jaguar and wild cats, I am channeling my own abilities and power into my training, having the edge over world class fighters. 

I am pushing myself past limits and expressing universal Consciousness artistically into the rhythm of boxing and fighting.

I can withstand and overcome any adversity and any challenge that life throws at me.