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@clytaemnestra damn, I can relate with that, thanks for sharing your thought and experience

@Loreena yes, I understand that perfectly and very true what you just said, but it's hard as hell. Hopefully things will work out good. It's hard not to loose myself, but yes I go first, after my family

What are your thoughts on LinkedIn? Do you have any success stories to share? I'm thinking of buying the premium account for visibility seeing the fact that alot of companies and businesses people have an account. Thank you ?

Ok so everybody you got to check this guy out, 4 hours of smiling, at 2h36 I think someone tries to get inside and people call him thief online I don't know the truth he still doesent move. he did one video of public speaking were he doesent make much sense. But wow, 4 freaking hours of smiling folks! The only explanation I have is that he is either enlightened with some psychological problems, or he just has problems https://www.youtube.com/shared?ci=MY21Htpw2mI

Hey there people of actualized.org I have a big dilema. So I've started personal development 2 /3 years ago,started hard and heavy and gained some great results even a glimpse into enlightenment. But a lately in the past 4 5 mounts I lost almost all of the willpower and positive energy and started becoming really lazy, I quited gym and meditation in the last month, I don't know how to get back on track! If some of you guys experienced backsliding it would be of great help sharing your story with me because no video can help me to get motivated and moving. Is it just a matter of time? Is it normal? Thank you very much

Infact at the beginning I skyrocketed and built the momentum instantaneously, after 2 years I ran out of steam in a slow rate. right now I'm trying to start slowly but surely again. thank you guys for the help, I'll try implementing the meditation habit that way and start focusing on a few things at a time so that I don't get overwhelmed. Damn personal development is hard work but worth it 100%

Its impossible to start a business, there is to much scam information out there, everybody making promises and talking crap and just trying to get attention. I don't know if somebody could help somehow, it would be very appreciated

Thank you for the golden advice leo

Yes exactly!

Hey, I recently started following elliot hulse and saw a very raw and in contact with his body being. His very grounded as a person and treats sport as a form of meditation. Plus showed some pretty cool ways of dealing with stress and getting it out of your system throughout your body. Wanted to know what your opinion is on him I think I'll keep following because he gives some good advices

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Day one of my journal. Let's take a look on what my past offered me until this present day. I was born in Romania, my mother's parents were in the upper middle class in society, my father's family I don't know nothing. I was born out of a neurotic love between a woman who had too much faith in men and a father that would always get into trouble. They divorced when I was about 3 years and some of the traumatic things that I lived in my early childhood I oddly remember. Things such as staying awake walking around the house at night crying for my mom because she was always at work, seeing my father bring other women at home. Finding the furniture missing when my father decided to sell everything and disappear with the money. That didn't affect me much at the time because I was a little baby, nothing a nice cup of milk with nesquick couldn't fix My grandparent bought a new house and that's where I made my first friends and lived a pretty decent life without a father, but after my mother also decided to move away in another country to find a better job. So I got raised by my aunt. Wich is a person that suffered a terrible depression, was always angry and violent. Growing up without a mother or father and a depressed aunt was starting to affect me only when I was seeing all of my friends parents and I was starting to have a need for a mother and a father example. But nonetheless I was still pretty happy, the thing is that the more I was growing the more needs I was developing of having a family. When I came to live in Italy in mid teens with my mother and her husband it looked great. "finally I have my family now" I couldn't possibly immagine the dysfunctional place I was getting myself into. My mother was a victim of her husband, who had drug and alcohol addiction and also some screws loose. Well fuck me right? Ahahaha After years of mental terrorism by that narcisist man of hers and living the brutal disfunctionality I ultimately became a victim also. Lost al of my friends and my girlfriend everybody. The only thing I kept having was this neurotic disfunctional relationship with a beautiful girl, and we kept on getting tougher and dump eachother, of course I was playing the victim, I couldn't know better right? Wrong! When I got into personal development it was like a dive in the warm ocean on a sunny day. Happiness!! All my demons started to die, one after the other. That also made me become a rebel and got kicked out from my mother's narcissistic husband. I had only one euro and a couple of luggages. I found a decent job and rented a house and with the euro I bought a toothbrush, you can't go at a job interview with a stinky smell coming out of your mouth (and I still have that toothbrush as a memory) Most of my struggles have passed, I have many friends and girls like me. When I got my game together and built my ego I became strong like a mountain. Maby too strong. I got back with the girl I mentioned,but this time instead of being her victim I became the fighter in the relationship. Nice pattern there in the relationship hah? I got out of the relationship for the 7 th time I think and I plan in ending it for good. My goals are to never get back with that person ever again not because she is a bad person,but actually good and loving, but with her own patterns of family trauma; fix all my patterns and keep actualizing, and this will be were I will publish all my results

Update. Several weeks had passed since the last update, very hard ones with ups and downs.Relationships really fuck your mind up when you're attached. Now the state of peace and of no neurosis starts coming back after being able to constantly record to myself that reality is what it is and that is not me that suffers but my lack of acceptance of the present moment. Today I feel highly present and in contact with the now, wich means that I'm getting back in my stronger version as I used to be and grow even stronger. From suffering everyone gains new added strength and evolution. The rain starts ending and the clouds start going away, after I remembered to close my eyes and to watch myself. Peace ✌

Hey there everyone, does any of you work at home using the binary options? If yes what is the best system to use? I just got a brief introduction to this world but it looks like gambling to me and I would like to know some opinions, thank you

I'll look it up, thanks for the insight

I'll give it a try, although I don't really know what opinion to give seeing the people that lost thousands of dollars and saved money in it, looks pretty addictive in that sense

Ah btw u don't have to wait much anymore now you have the 30 seconds auction

The only reason I'd do it is to be able to travel the world and see it all and help needy people, so you're basically telling me that I should just try and try with the demo money until I understand the mechanism, if there is one, because online people say only false things?

Hey there, hope you're doing fine I'm doing awesome anyway a bit of time ago I broke with my girl, (she broke with me) we had pretty bad fights but the worse thing was lack of comprehension. She said that the ring is just a gift in her eyes and had always been, witch of course sucked to hear ahahah. I was thinking of asking it back because at the end it wasn't just a gift but a love token let's say, I'd rather give it to somebody that would appreciate it.

Thank you guys so much appreciate it grately

She actually wanted it very bad and was practically begging for it yes, I would never take her to court for it would be too messy.. The relationship was founded on codependency on her and interdependence on me, now that the roles flipped I became the codependent and got emotional attached so the relationship got fucked up pretty fast. All the personal development Ive done helps but I'm very neurotic and lost my center and I see it very very obvious and actually am closing inside of myself and feeling all kind of strong negative emotions so I'm a bit of a wreck and can't even think right. I ultimately dont give a shit about the ring anymore I just want to grow from the experience and get her back at the same time..

Thank you I apreciate it

Heard that from corey Wayne :D, tried to rekindle but didn't work even she moved on fast, I posted the same question in the pua community forum and the answer was the opposite, "you had that ass but if you can the ring back, it's money!" not exactly the answer I was hoping for

Makes sense infact that's another thought I was having about the subject, the thing is that I'm still emotionally hit by this thing and I'm still hooked after putting in years of time for only hearing that she always saw it as a simple gift and nothing more