Ponder

Ego Backlash my friend. Happens to the best of us. I've had manic episodes (I'm "diagnosed" bipolar), where I've become enlightened during a manic phase but then reverted back into depression afterwards. I'm fully enlightened now tho and there's no going back. Life is blissful, joyous, peaceful and every other possible virtue you can imagine. Enlightenment is highly underrated by enlightened masters (possibly for good reason), but I prefer to just tell it how it is. Enlightenment is FUCKING AMAZING!

I didn't read the whole thing, but to me it seems as if you should pursue material success before focussing on the inner work. The reason for this is (as some enlightened masters say), you have to develop a strong ego before you can transcend the ego. That being said, everyone has their own unique path. The paths are infinite (as there are infinite manifest possibilities in the universe and beyond).

I am an classic INTP. As a self-actualized being, I have learned to utilize all of the functions in a harmonious way, such that even my Inferior function (Fe), is being activated at a high level. I have also unlocked my ENTJ shadow which allows me to get shit done in external reality. A lot of the time, INTPs get stuck in there heads too much to the point of being unproductive externally, but once you activate your ENTJ shadow (who have Te as their first function), you become ambitious as fuck and you have the raw intelligence (that comes with the territory of being an INTP) to back it up. So, now, and with any self-actualized INTP (as Leo is one himself), we can make monstrous changes to the world, and change it for the better. Einstein himself was an INTP.