Emptystickfigure

It is beyond good and bad, light and dark. I get that. Because even labels like 'good', 'bad', 'perfect', or 'imperfect', are labels the ego mind labels, and puts into form, a thought form. I'm just stating my preference. I just prefer a spiritual person who isn't self-indulgent. But then again, that's just my ego's preference, the self that is an illusion. When I had my awakening I was shocked for about three days, maybe a little more, of what true reality was/is. I saw nothing, and everything, both altogether. An eternal void, if I were to describe it.

I should probably read more about him. I guess enlightenment doesn't necessarily make a person perfect, or a good person. I wish it did.

:.shrugs shoulders:.

I believe that an awakened/enlightened person can still have 'leftover' desires, like sexual desires, a normal human love of money. Or even have somewhat of an ego (the key word here is somewhat). But I highly doubt that Adi Da is enlightened. Once the Wikipedia article read 'Adi Da declared that he was a uniquely historic avatar', my doubt/inner cynic came up. Because I had an awakening experience a year, and a half ago, and I realized that enlightenment isn't about being 'unique', or 'special'. Because there is no shape/self to be unique. I do believe that you, Leo Gura, are awakened/enlightened, but not that Adi guy. As for personal development, yes for me!!

Maybe you're too hard on yourself. Even expecting perfectionism right away. It's great to strive for perfection, but if you start off thinking you're going to be perfect right away, that can make your unconscious rebel.

Was the monk that punched Shinzen awakened/enlightened? Maybe he wasn't. As for the teacher, maybe he was just showing tough love. I mean, enlightenment is all about being ego less. What a better way to shed the ego then hit someone in the head with a stick, or yell at them?