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I will be joining my uni next year. I am very interested in studying computer science and Mathematics. However looking at the state of things it looks like AI will take over software engineering jobs. I am also learning game development through youtube rn and there are already software that can create 3d models by itself. Things are advancing so fast, its hard to tell what happen. Will I able to get a job after 5 years when I graduate? Should I learn something else? maybe dancing on tiktok is the only possible option lol.

I didn't mean kill as something you should be worried about. Of course complete death and unconditional love is very very scary to me as well. But there is no rush. Kill your ego slowly (Don't harm your body). Slowly work towards the realization that you are the universe. Unveil you ego step by step until you find there is nothing left. That is what I meant by love.

What are some Tier 2 forms of media that you have come across? It may be a series, game , movie, music, anime, comics, novel etc. I recently came across this song and have cherished it ever since. Would love if I find some other conscious media that I can enjoy.

I am you lol

What is "you"? What are you? What is self? isnt it a differentiation from things that are not self? Love is the realization that the differentiation is false. that it is an illusion. That you are equally a book as much as you are your body. If you become everything in the universe, isnt that the death of your egoistic little self? I dont mean your body stops breathing. What I mean is differentiation between your body and surroundings will stop. Death is much more a egotistical phenomenon than it is physical

How can loving be easy? loving means to die at least to some degree. If you loved your neighbor and then loved your neighbor's neighbor and eventually loved everyone and everything then you would cease existing. Your existence is defined by lack of love. The less you love the bigger your ego, the bigger your self. Do you think unconscious beings would choose to love, knowing that it would literally kill their unconsciousness, it would kill their greed, their pride, their attachments to everything in the world. No! they would rather preserve their essence, their fantasy and their delusions. To most people, higher degree of love is threatening. Why would a self seek their one demise? To really love, you need a very translucent sense of self. Which most people don't have.

I have been reading from the 10th page for almost an hour lmao. Awesome work btw I hope I can also integrate spirituality into my job when I finish uni

Oh my god the blog is running again. I didnt even notice it. Yayyyy

Dave is full of "scientific" shit while James tour is full of religious shit. James tour literally believes human were directly created by god or sm shit. His argument was also pretty bad. But hey he is at least a polite human being unlike....

was he stabbed because his son didn't politically agree with him or smtn?

I had this accumulating realization that the Chinese model of governance is not bad for China. I would even say it works great. That is not to say that you will have free speech and your rights will definitely be not violated by the government, but rather that the current system is perfect for China. What I have been noticing is that when we talk about political system like capitalism, socialism, democracy etc. We rate them from a very modern western standards and try to apply them in Underdeveloped nations. For example: Socialism works great in Scandinavia, Switzerland and some other European countries, but it birthed a new dictatorship when it was applied in early 1900s Russia. The difference is people. Scandinavian people are generally upper stage orange, green and some even tier 2 where as Russian peasants were stage red and blue. OF COURSE A STAGE GREEN SYSTEM IS NOT GONNA WORK IN STAGE RED. Using the example of China, most old people are still blue whereas young people are slowly shifting orange. How can we expect them to vote for the development of the nation instead of whatever serves them immediately the most. Democracy is not the best governance for them. In my country Nepal, People vote for the party that gives them free meal and petrol. Remember, the government that was overthrown was democratically elected. The same thing might happen after this interim election. Hopefully people even in remote villages that are prone to the meal petrol tactic have developed enough understanding to not vote for the status quo. In a democracy, people must be sufficiently developed too. Even nations like USA is suffering from a political divide. People who normally don't give a fuck about politics, feel a need to participate in US politics which radicalizes them instead of making them more truth oriented. Of course, it is only bad because the people are underdeveloped. If everyone was stage yellow and above democracy would sail as smoothly as a ship on calm waters.

This forum is massive conformity. Very few people here have experienced actual god realization (I haven't) yet we accept it as a regular truth. We haven't experienced solipsism yet we accept it as truth, but then again talk to each "other" as if it weren't true. Even people who have "experienced" god realization are simply confirming to their memories of god realization. Are you experiencing god rn? Prolly not. You never experience the past, you experience the memory of it thus it is only second degree(not direct) and you cant trust it. Even I am confirming to the idea of god realization as I am writing this. Conformity is huge, we cant completely escape it. The only way to do that is to experience the present moment and nothing more. Meaning that we must discard the idea of a earth, universe, our parents and everything else that is not in front of us even then we can only truthfully know that we are "seeing" or "experiencing" some events not that they exist in a physical plane. Conformity is a necessity to live. Choose what you confirm to. There is no need to confirm to god realization or no self or solipsism. If it is true, it will come on its own, if its not no need to chase it.

I mean, you gotta feed yourself at the end of the day

Do you use some strategy to analyze the best time to upload your video so that you make the most profit off of it? If not then why don't you upload a video just after recording it.

He gonna slam the door on the pizza delivery guy again lmao

Hatha yoga (stretching and all that stuff). I always use this channel as a refrence: For breathe work there are other channels as well, but this one is my fav: Actualized.org has a video called shamanic breathing, you can watch that as well.

yoga and breathwork are my favorites

Andrew Tate and Leo Gura, the enlightened duo mashup to reprogram the subconsciousness mind. I dont know which fan of actualized.org made this video, but I think they missed the entire point when they included these 3 in the same video as motivation.

A guru that I visited is a big fan of Elon Musk lmao. he says elon is one in a billion working for humanity tirelessly

I know there are some subreddits about psychedelics , meditation and awakening but none of them seem to focus on consciousness , god , spiral dynamics, society etc. all in one. Is there any forum that does?

Which else forum does he post on?

Meditation centers that have laughing dancing and hugging as a part of the retreat along with meditation works the best. Perhaps going out of your comfort zone and using your body is useful to letting go of attachments just as much as meditation and other spiritual practices.

I think my mom would be a good example for this. She always worries about me and my sister's future. Every time we have talks, she always mentions how we must be successful to be happy. When we tell her that she doesn't need to worry and can relax and be happy, she says that she is doing this so that we can grow up to be successful and make her happy. The thing is, this isn't helping us in our carrier and this is definitely not helping her become more happy. 😭

Bisecp curls at the time of writing. Today I did shoulder.