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I solely filter for empathy. It's the lock-in trait or at least the oil for literally every other quality as a mother, and for what I'm looking for in a relationship. Everything else is Play-Doh around that. I don't even have to watch the video. I have thought about this topic for literally thousands of hours, and I have spent thousands of hours raising my nephews and nieces as well. So when I say empathy, you know a guy like me has more refined narratives on what that actually means than standard memetic soup. Absorb as much life as possible, fine-tune the release. Aaaand... Exhale. It's been my dream to become a father and a husband since I was a teenager, everything since then has been adaptation, attunements and deeper life experiences. Until then, I enjoy the Play-Dome.

This is exactly why I held off on releasing #3: Meaning. I’m enjoying the interview. What surprised me wasn’t “overlap” in ideas so much as convergence on the same pressure-points, aka how meaning isn’t just interpretation it's allocation of salience and value, the mechanism that decides what gets foregrounded, what becomes identity-relevant nad what starts steering behavior automatically. As I’ve gone deeper since I started framing Meaning, it’s become clear that meaning goes further than merely psychological engineering. Psygeometry is a term I coined in the moment, later finding it actually has some track, encompassing rather than descriptive of psychological feedback loops like perception narrative ~> motivation ~> self-model. Holding off even further. it's unusually easy to speak about it in a way that sounds clean conceptually while quietly installing frames you didn’t intend, so after taking in the first part of the interview, I've decided to take another month to notice every interlocking edge of the release. I’d rather share it when I can express it with precision and responsibility, not just enthusiasm. The share isn't the next 67 steps track to success, that said it'll re-write everything you ever thought you knew about how you create your entire reality in the moment; and how this action feeds back and fourth with, just to give one of many overlapping bridges I have away, Simulacra and Simulation by Jean Baudrillard. That's a really important read if you want a valuable but not all encompassing lens by which to take in my coming project. This work on #3. Meaning has already done as I set-out to do. Radically change the wiring underneath, and it's set me up for the rest of the year now. Keep tracking on your projects, keep the faith inside alive, on fire and continuous. Best wishes. Good work Leo (and ~ @Dmyst ~ ), with a capital Andrea Tate G, as expressed in the interview (there's a hidden spoken language we have in our inner circles). Sincerely, take care. April 1st. I'll be quiet till then.

Aight, had to drop this in my journal for obvious reasons. Still not entirely sure though… If we’re being methodologically consistent, Tai Lopez technically has more books and book cabinets. By classical YouTube epistemology standards, that might make him the more reliable authority. It’s a solid car choice, though. Personally, I would’ve gone with a 1967 Shelby GT500 Mustang, however that’s just aesthetic preference. On a more serious note, respect to Leo for stepping into this format. It’s genuinely valuable seeing ideas discussed in a different room and pressure-tested in long-form dialogue. This is excellent moving forward, DemystifySci strike me as thoughtful, serious interlocutors.

Yeh I’m done for the rest of the month on the site. Took me literally ten minutes to sign in, and 15 minutes to make my last two posts including this one. Thats… post anti-ageing technology use of time not pre-anti-ageing technology use of time. Just keep getting this. It’s no big deal to share later it’s less than a couple of weeks away. It’s better I drop it April 1st anyway, comes out cleaner. Hopefully the site is ‘defragged’ by then. Time is precious. Best. - oOo.

@Cred you should make a book thread! Add: Marcus Aurelius, Meditations. I’ll read your book list tomorrow.

Family circumstances still turbulent, so holding off on release. Site speed seems a little better. Good news on 3.Meaning, have derived a new (? I’ll have to find as many related ones to at least connect references) theory, or what is the intersection of many theories surrounding the understanding of meaning. I will release a preliminary sample this coming Sunday as well as the first draft of the song. March 1st however will be when #3 Meaning will be resolved both musically and abstractly (shared the architecture of my theory along with references). In alignment with my previously stated existential goals, each project has to serve as much transformation as possible, as well as with each endeavour expanding my consciousness and the integrity of my social feedback loops as well as I can do so. That said, completing each project in under a week in light of all of my other changing priorities and those that sustain long term, I have decided each month over each week is a deeper lasting remedy. I tried, ha, and I am glad I set that initial term, at least I did one thing right, I proved myself wrong in the practice, and now I pivoted. Transforming in one month, and doing so each month from here what would have previously taken me potentially years to achieve, is now a genuinely feasible compounding point I am now positioned on. I think that all of my difficulties with epilepsy, despite being thrown into hell in many ways I simply didn’t take seriously enough, and that delayed many areas of growth, coming out of whatever struggle life throws at us theres always going to be satisfying wisdom that we learn to appreciate implementing on a day to day practical basis that we just don’t get to have gratitude for if we are either too selfish or too spoilt on our lives. Concerning the last point I made in my previous post, a line that probably came out of all of my mind mapping meandering around understanding as the above picture reveals, believe it or not directly after I got out my pen and paper again to spend some time writing down what my deepest truths actually were, so that I could consciously practice and meditate on the art of living my life, closer to them. That’s what “know” meant in that sentence, we sometimes underestimate what network of activity is required in our minds to pass the threshold of what qualifies as us actually “knowing” our own wisdom our egos may just present the illusion that we’ve truly integrated when in reality, the “on” switch is actually just waiting for us to follow whatever steps are required for us to flip that switch to act it out. So I recommend doing that. Get out a pen, paper, and remember what it feels like to be back in primary and high school when we were forced to write. My grandfather and my father had magnificent writing, and I am starting to find my cursive again. My writing is still not as beautiful as my fathers (businessman) or much less the best of how mine used to be, it’s far from being as beautiful as my grandfathers (artist, daily practice in finesse)… but it’s an improvement compared to what my earlier picture above revealed ha. All in all, because I don’t want this to drag out too long, March 1st is when I’ll share the first draft of the technique I made on developing Intentional Agency, and as stated and at the time of sharing then, I will provide at least 50 research papers thst corroborate. Sincerely, best wishes. Stay strong.

People are out of touch if they can’t see the asymmetry concerning the extra emphasis on looks these days. Outside of how I brought up earlier regarding people being trained via social conditioning to see people certain ways, asymmetry in opportunities is why physical asymmetry is a global problem that should be taken very seriously in terms of solving. I agree with Mike Israelite that it will be solved within the next 10-15 years. Blog entry by Leo Dec last year. https://www.actualized.org/insights?p=21 Symmetry applied analogously is at the heart of solving most internal and external problems. And it’s important that people understsnd that at a core level in helping them accurately diagnose not only this particular issue, but their response to it (as Leo mentioned in his blog regarding the building of social skills which have their own important developmental curve) and how they can apply their minds in understanding their developmental curve in other areas and their own internal resolution in response to the realities that unfold there. The root of most political campaigns is just posturing either about resolving disparities or paradoxically, revealing how one side is better than the other. When symmetry is solved in not only physical beauty which in itself will have a massive impact on global politics, but also intelligence, creativity, social ability, empathy and including financial and general resource power, which seems at this stage may actually become the easiest point to solve in the relative future, many things collapse into the kind of Oneness that we’re all kind of looking for. In a good outcome to future tech advantages, I am just looking forward to going to a party for the first time in ten years or so time where everybody is just happy to be themselves without any insecurities anymore 😉. It makes you realise, just how much absence and lack vs ability and abundance have defined so much of the problems in both global and local environments as well that which we take for granted, creating the attractor point of the black-hole each individual and collective ego orbits. Isn’t it going to judt be so cool that no matter who you walk up to in the party you can just say whatever you want however you want and you’ll both no doubt be able to engage in a fun deep conversation? Heh. The days we have ahead…

Sites running really slow for me continually, it’s saps a lot of minutes in a very busy schedule. Family emergency right now as well. Reprioritisation. Will drop #3. Meaning next wk and hopefully speeds good then too. Keep your closest truths… close. Sometimes they need us to know we still care. Stay strong.

I’ll be sharing my homework FOR EACH FUTURE SONG from now on, ha I know a disaster right. Give me a break! 🤣 THIS is ALL while I am enjoying afternoon in cafe HEH; and like I said about the mind maps etc, theres others but this is all I had time for! MY HOMEWORK FOR TOMORROWS RELEASE: #3. Meaning. Any words/lyrics you see may or may not be used in the song, it’s all just random careless free styling. I barely ever write with the written word, so my writing will improve pretty quickly between now and next weekend. I have broken new ground but. And that’s precisely what should be my aim from now on. Not to just map, but to truly transform my own internal maps from each creation to truly make the endeavour really worthwhile for everyone inclusively. And while tying up the endeavour fully through my own appreciation of what becomes really its own personal challenge to training to evolution.

I am just going to be honest. I do not fully understand the concept of “meaning”, #3. Meaning being the third release by the end of this Sunday. It envelops our entire experience, and yet, I don’t know anyone nor any philosopher or otherwise that has fully grasped the totality of its authority over us. I am therefore trying a new creative approach to lyric creation. I am mind mapping just any associations that come to mind then building from the ground up following the synthesis of the mind map. From drawing pictures to mathematical equations to poetry, I am using whatever miniature candles I can create to just light whatever space I can in the dark lyrically, as I truly just do not fully grasp what meaning means, and I am openly very confused. I will share what I have done tomorrow, and I know I will be very proud about what I have made, but please, I encourage any listener to question absolutely everything, as it is your meaning and your meaning alone. I hope you enjoyed my share from Chase Hughes just above. Best wishes and enjoy your weekend. oOo.

We’re so simple minded here in Australia 🇦🇺 . Today’s news from the most popular mainstream newspaper: I usually never take the news seriously because of this. But it just goes to show my comments above have some credibility I am not just talking out my ass 😉👑. Our news is so dumbed down from the actual complexities of our realities here 🤣. The irony of Angus Taylor’s words is that at least 50% (and I am underestimating) of Australians habe immigrated into our country in only the last fifty years. If you go into our city of Melbourne, 90% of people will reveal that to a casual viewer I don’t need to go into specifics. I am not at all racist, as I have stressed my step-mother is from Beijing and I have many friends from Asia and am friends with many immigrants as I say. It’s just the obvious deceptions at play which now can only be viewed with a positive sense of humour to break the ice! 🤣

Chase did a great job (see directly above). Best wishes. oOo.

Totally get I am biased as he’s a fellow dude that has epilepsy, but I recommend the watch even if it’s all wrong. I have watched about 39 seconds in ha, he’s done a fantastic presentation and for me it’s good to just see where he’s coming from on these issues regardless while just being fun to watch after a stressful day for kicks heh! I rarely watch his content but he’s introduced this really well:

@CARDOZZO not towards you directly of course, that said, I feel a little suspicious about this kind of content from its creators. Look, my parents were not exactly Sigmund Freud, and I think the majority of us probably side with a sentiment that doesn’t at least stray too far from here. However I know, even if as a child due to their own misunderstandings around how to raise a human being to avoid these struggles, I felt many of these issues that have been raised and I have consequently had to do a lot of inner work. Inner work, that has transformed me in ways though that I never could have imagined achieving, and I hope that brief note inspires others to continue on their mindful path by the way. Our parents are human beings at the end of the day, and I know the tendency exists for people wanting something or someone to blame for at the very least some inner life circumstances. Some closure, some way to put a nail in the peg of a tent to figure out how they’re going to setup camp. That can be okay for a while, however eventually, you want to build a solid home for yourself. Strong floors, walls and a roof of protection both inwardly and outwardly for life circumstances, and part of that is a foundation in logic not ego, psychology not victimhood, self-awareness and other awareness not blame projection. Telling people their lives suck because of other people is a multi-million dollar industry and telling people that it’s their parents fault is the biggest money maker of all because they can stay mad at them for an entire lifetime given their parents were most responsible for their well being from day zero which always quickly answers the question to oneself “How did I wake-up in this shitty world? Oh my parents, well how irresponsible of them to even have me. How did I wake-up with this pain in my heart? Oh my parents didn’t teach me emotional management skills”. And it just goes on and on even though the parents most often are just naive and ignorant no more than anyone else in their times. Having children was encouraged in most of western culture and brainwashing was as good as its ever been in the times that most people were born. Emotional management, self awareness skills and trusting psychology beyond the stereotypical belief that “psychology is about how Freud wanted to convince his patients that they wanted to sleep with their mother” is a very new thing which is what people don’t really get. Even if many of the techniques date back as early as the 1980’s they were not mainstream until at least 2010 or later. In answering the questions, it’s all 6 for me without a doubt. However my father had a bit of an Asperger’s streak while at the same time he had a massive heart inside, my mother has her own trauma growing up. These two things alone for any reasonable person forces their humanness to be considered before we tie em up for however many lashings we believe they deserve concerning from Satan himself. Moreover, it’s not even the case that for many parents you’d even be able to sit down and have an honest conversation about some of their early imprinting that at the very least didnt exactly go to plan, something that would only fuel an offspring’s own projection about their parents. Missing the fact that its not even just human nature to not want to own up to responsibility and think reflectively about potential past mistakes, rather it’s the horror as a parent to think that you may have done something wrong given how serious parenting is taken in society, extreme denial is far more likely to cover extreme shame than for them to sit one down and say “Jimmy you know what, you’re right. I didn’t build the emotional skills you needed. I didnt help you enough with your math homework. And I should have played soccer with you more growing up. I am sorry”. These were not the norms growing up, not only were so many working families so stressed from their jobs that their cortisol levels impacted their judgements at home with their children, they themselves simple we’re not equipped to think about anything else other than praying they can put food on the table for their children as opposed to dealing with the devastating shame of not being able to provide for their children. And sure theres many children from wealthier backgrounds with similar problems, however it doesn’t mean the terrain suddenly changed on the availability of information, the questioning of societal norms and the amount of denial projection that would result from undesirable consequences from simply combining those two alone. I am not saying there are not terrible parents, I am saying that it needs to be compared to societal norms at that time not now and also with all of any aspect weighed against who the human is underneath simply being called a mom or a dad. That’s what we want them to do for us, so at the very least we can take it upon ourselves to learn all the information we can in the world to ensure we don’t make the same mistakes if not towards our own children but continuing the problems within through a lack of self education in an age where we are in knowledge overload over how to handle inward struggles like these now. For anyone struggling, I totally get all the struggles above including wanting to judge a parent this or that way becsuse of this or that we didn’t get that we believed we deserved for the simple fact of being their child. But it’s not going to be the path towards full closure, only self education and doing the personal inner work will set a person free and not only reclaim their own sense of well being but also be able to view their parents through the same lens following their renewed sight. I’ll inspect the resources anyhow maybe theres a little something I can learn. And for anyone struggling, you have my sympathies but please take an honest look within both yourself and your parents, then take proactive action on a small steps today in preparation for the practical step of tomorrow. Human ignorance is usually the issue first and foremost over the failure of being human, even for the most selfish of parents that shouldn’t escape accountability, unless they’re pure psychopaths theres usually a little something there to bring context to. Thank you. Best wishes.

If: I have the ambition to reach the highest state of consciousness potential in my life Understand that my social network is vital as a support but not a crutch in achieving Understand that the impacts I have on my social network is impact the rest of the world and therefore my social network snd therefore me Why would not seeking to raise the consciousness of the entire universe be as equally important relative to balancing that equation and at no stretch compromising the original intention? Why would I not treat every consciousness action as one that impacted the smallest and largest aspects of the universe that in return impacted me via the butterfly effect? 4. In understanding the implications in whole recognition becomes self evident. And therefore to act with the highest level of one’s consciousness potential as if the universe depended on it is not only not irrational but is the only existentially valid causal starting point. Everything is me, and everything is you, and together we are the verse of unity in universe. This is the meaning of when one understands themselves as Source, and therefore the source to the entire universe. This also divides Will to its truth, generative of “True Will” divided from every false separation division. oOo.