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Yeah its crazy $20/kg here where in the tropics you can get them for 1/10th of the price.

Its often the ones that are bad quality and over-ripe or shipped over for weeks to months that people try at the supermarket in western countries that can often be on the terrible side. Its very rare to come by a truly fresh one unless you live in the tropics. Otherwise sometimes you can find frozen packets in asian markets that are often still good, but yeah its rare. There are some very odd tasting durians, but most of them taste absolutely delicious, like no other fruit comes close to the taste and texture. Its fatty and eggy, tastes like a mixture of banana/vanilla custard, and then depending on the type of durian and ripeness and what not, come the different tones which is why the flavour profile can be so complex and people around the world chase them just to try all the different ones out there and pay thousands of dollars. Its like the caviar of fruit. Other times its often a psychological thing due to the sulfuric-content and chemical-complexity of durian that off puts the consumer before one even tastes the fruit, so when they do taste it the chemical-reaction in their minds and bodies changes to make them feel repulsed when its more mind-over-matter thing. The done this experiment with people who never tried a durian and had their noses taped shut and most people enjoyed it. There is also a theory that durian mirrors the diet of the individual, that if the diet is poor and high in processed foods, they will usually hate the taste of durian and feel repulsed, whereas most healthier individuals, especially those who eat more fresh fruits often, enjoy durian very much and have no repulsion whatsoever like myself. The only thing truly repulsive is if you let it go bad and sitting on the counter for too long then your whole house can smell like rotten fruit shit lol But yeah there are odd tasting ones, but something terrible is usually a bad / old one (most ones in the supermarkets in US/Australia ect..) are old, fumigated and semi-rotten, but this is most fruit at such supermarkets in the west, thus why we don't enjoy fruit because we are getting old and poor quality and chemically-treated fruit. If we eat fruit closer from its source from the tree, we will be blown away by how good most fruit actually is.

The most delicious and smelliest bizarre, funkiest, eggy, creamy vanilla/banana custard, pudding fruit you never tried That sometimes has tones of onion, garlic, gasoline and smelly socks Its called Durian - The King of Fruits, people go crazy over it in SE Asia and people all over the world fly there just to try it and go durian hunting. Buddha told me in my dream, this fruit is the fruit of MARA so be careful with the intense temptations hahaha

Yes, its how many natives adapt to poisons from toads, snakes, toxic plants for medicinal use ect... taking a little bit more and more the immune system adapts so it doesn't kill you even when you take larger amounts but if someone was to randomly have a large amount after never eating it or not eating in a long time such poisons can very easily kill you and many people have died from fasting and breaking the fast with such foods because they are at the very far end of the "natural food" for our bodies (spectrum).

Oh they do, the thing is modern human behaviour has become so normalized that what is actually sick humans walking around has become normalized so they think / appear they are normal, when in fact, they are very sick, physically, mentally, psychologically. This is why when you stop the junk food, after a period of withdrawal and detoxification, behaviour, thought patterns, moods, how you feel and perceive life, changes dramatically in a positive manner, you realize you were an addict on drugs, because these are not actual foods but drugs, mostly chemicals and waste products and maybe 1 - 5% real food. Most people who eat such things are half-dead zombies / bio-robots, a by-product of such science experiments like junk and fast foods behave in our bodies. My first time stopping McDonalds was 6 months, then i ate a burger once, and i could not get out of bed for 24 hours felt like death. Since then I haven't touched any of that stuff maybe 15 years now.

Those who achieve great things always start in "this moment". So if you cannot appreciate the "now", you'll never get "there". Paradoxically, A master can experience greatness even in the smallest things. Another perspective ~

I guess Its just what came up.

No worries. My dad used to yell a lot and my family had many yelling battles when i was growing up so i also feel that plays a part too. I always like to try connect the spiritual side of things because of my years living with many natives and indigenous / spiritual healers and shamans during my travels i learned this stuff and i had some issues healed that no other methods worked so i started to investigate more deeply into spirituality and how every illness stems from a spiritual imbalance or blocked energy / channels and what not.

Well said. This gave me an analogy. Having sex is like lighting a fire to complete your evening duties, cooking, lighting, and keep you warm throughout the evening. Watching porn is like lighting up a candle and expecting it to provide the wide array of things the a real fire can provide.

I understand that my friend, the issue is eating healthy and the general things we do are not enough to truly rid our bodies of these poisons that have lodged themselves deep into our system which are mostly / only released when real fasting and detox is done, otherwise the body holds unto them until its safe to release them, which often never happens because humans do not eat or live in natural and safe environments for such a thing to occur. What you can do is start by incorporating more and more fresh fruit and herbs for stress / detox support like tulsi and maybe even something like a green powder, chlorella for binding toxins and heavy metals. Sometimes jumping straight into it can be harsh for our bodies but if you feel fine then go ahead, some people naturally feel good and supported, others need to transition-in with the support of other foods and herbs and gradually weaning off old things that cause issues and introducing more whole fresh foods and medicines that are helping and supporting. No worries, just my 2 cents and experience Even 3 days water or dry fast can make a huge difference.

Tbh i've had dreams more wild than most drugs I've taken, especially as a child. I remember a few dreams i lived out entire lifetimes and then woke up...

Australians will get this @Natasha Tori Maru

In the real world

3 days maybe not but 2 weeks on fruit / salads and natural herbs for detox and healing and then 1 week water fast will do wonders. You should be 80 -100% back to normal. People that abused their bodies for years get much better from prolonged fasting and herbal medicines. Stay away from processed and junk foods, eat clean, green powders, visit the sauna, swim in the ocean and river, spend time in the sun daily, do some yoga and meditation practice, in 3 - 6 months you'll feel like superman. Consistency is key.

My dad has Hashimoto's and I experience some thyroid issues from time to time but this post makes sense https://sacredascensionmerkaba.com/2026/01/26/the-spiritual-and-emotional-roots-of-hashimotos/ Also had this written down somewhere. Hypothyroid. Underactive thyroid Hypothyroidism affects mostly women. There is generally a stuck feeling with a tendency (but not always) to put on weight and feel depressed, tired and a decrease in mental and physical activity, together with low body temperature. A kind of emotional hibernation. They are afraid of taking over their lives, taking charge. and stepping forward to what they want. In doing so can lose out in happiness, health and prosperity. This may have come when finding it difficult to ask for things as a child and eventually giving up. This can be made worse by a lack of forgiveness for those who held you back. Because of that lack of movement, a great deal of unexpressed frustration and resentment can build and turn inwards. Hyperthyroid. Overactive thyroid Whereas the underactive thyroid type may feel inactive, the hyperthyroid type can be too busy expanding energy outwards, resulting in an increase in thyroid activity. It is difficult to slow down and there will be a tendency to take over other the lives of those you love as well. In doing so you do not prioritize your own life. There is a strong need for validation from others, especially by those close to you. You have high expectations for yourself and others, together with rage at being left out. The result is a speeding up of bodily activity, causing irritability, weight loss, excessive perspiration and weakness. I find chanting, singing, expressing my voice / truth more and helps circulate build up of energy. If god gives you the charge and you don't use it, it becomes a dis-ease eventually to wake us back up to who we are and what we truly came here to do than work a 9 - 5 job. This is my overall recognition of it all as there always seems to be a clash within reality when I suppress / limit my truth / true/full expressions. Truth expressed is medicine, truth withheld eventually becomes poison. Another perspective ?

Did you take chlorella beforehand or any form of binder? It is important to take binder 30 - 45 minutes before cilantro dosing, and always start small, and increase the drops / dosage. Cilantro herb is safer but the drops are more potent. Panic attack is common with increased circulation of heavy metals in the bloodstream and often those who have panic attacks have a lot of heavy metals and parasites in their systems. Otherwise a lot of stimulants, coffee, sugar, excess processed and junk foods all contribute to such things because they are more drugs than actual food. Hope this helps.

You speak of love, truth, death but i don't feel it... just words, one ear ~ out the other... Enlightenment is about All-Inclusiveness, love the body, the life, the experience, the journey, to become totally alive and in love with life itself, not only death / all is illusory mindset, that is lifeless and cold, its totally suspended, thus void, nothing grows there. Its about planting seeds, watering your garden, growing flowers and fruits and embracing the juices of life. You are here for a reason, not to observe and label, but to live, truly.

You wont find butterfly people in caterpillar environments.

Yes dancing is great, a full trip is not complete without dancing (release through movement) and a shower / swim / cleanse. In my understanding, through deep contemplation and observation of such states and medicines, the reason we often feel a strong urge to move is because we are, in a way, (shedding an older layer of self), so and the movement, shaking, chanting, dancing, helps release stagnant/old energy that no longer serves us and weighs us down vibrationally, and thus we create space for a refreshed / realigned aspect of self to re-enter/integrate back into our body/mind. So for a greater aspect of yourself to come through, we need to open-up, and release that which is filling the space and needs shedding, old habits, thoughts, beliefs, material/food debris, ect... This is why Osho's dynamic meditation was so powerful, and yoga and other arts have been practiced for thousands of years, to keep the body flexible, strong and healthy so a higher energy or greater aspect of ones soul can host within the body of consciousness. The cleaner / healthier / more flexible and stronger the body, the higher the charge / current it can carry. This is at least what I have come to realize for myself in such states and medicines, its like poison for the old self that no longer serves. One shaman once told me such medicines instantly kill or neutralize energies / entities that prevent you full embodiment. The challenge then becomes living in alignment with the newly realized state / consciousness, or going back to old habits which then reintroduce such old energies ect... that only then keeps one trapped in a cycle. This is often why some who haven't (done the work) realized deeper truths (without substances) struggle to integrate higher states of consciousness because they haven't tapped in and (anchored in) such consciousness naturally, hence "there are no shortcuts" to enlightenment. However if you gradually apply at least one thing after each experience, it eventually sticks and less becomes more.

https://www.instagram.com/p/DTg7CzPDP9c/ https://www.instagram.com/p/DVRHf8tEnfA/ I've met men in the past who dress like women and "rock it" and are beautiful, but most of these modern people are severely mentally ill, cutting their body parts off, taking drugs to change their nature, not realizing they are going against nature / god because their bodies are poisoned from artificial things / food and minds have become corrupted by harmful technology and bad programming. The more damaged the system, the more susceptible to bad programming. There is a weapon of mass confusion that has targeted these poor individuals, and mental illness is only the start of their issues, its a side-effect to something deeper. I've met people who did extensive fasting and detox and no longer have gender confusion and homosexual thoughts or urges. Often its heavy metal & parasitical related, as with most illness today.