Ramasta9

You fell in love with my flowers but not my roots, so when autumn came, you didn't know what to do.

Its hard to say really my friend, It happened both ways for me, i both did and didn't i was born always knowing the truth but not always seeing it clearly, i clashed with the world and everyone around me but never really knew why until i started to heal and "activate" and reconnect and see clearly again, its the best way i could put it. At one point in this healing and (undoing/unlearning) process, i did have a 3 - 6 month or longer (time was odd enough) where I was in a non-dual state of consciousness, i even forget I had a Name and was "this human" living "this" life... Until a moment of reintegration. It was all about the same time i fell in love with a lovely lady, which only amplified the heart-expansion, which i felt my mind was always already expanded, often too much and unbalanced. I also did abuse weed and alcohol a lot as a coping mechanism because I felt alone in this world and grew up in a family of violence and harsh streets of thugs and gangs. I actually found home in my garden, connecting with nature daily, growing plants and cannabis, which transformed my relationship to the plants, to people, to nature in general and most importantly myself. My greatest obstacles have always been unconsciously giving my power away to others. This is why i often have to retreat to hermit life to reclaim my sovereignty, or then its endless emotional ups and downs.

@LordFall I am simply a mirror, a reflection, showing you something bigger I could... but timing is excellence.

The modern texts of Buddha and Christ are highly distorted, its very rare to find the original characters expressions, and there are some out there, but most importantly they are found within. That's how you know for sure. It becomes clear without a shadow of a doubt. That is Buddha Nature or Christ Consciousness, then the need to know the guru or master dissolves as you know Thyself.

An age-old story people cling to. Maybe Buddha ate meat at one point, as did Jesus, or maybe they were fully vegetarian, but more importantly, as they became more grounded in their spirit, and as consciousness deepens, compassion naturally expands. When you truly feel the oneness of all living beings, taking a life or consuming a being who resists death becomes impossible. You literally become what you consume. Everything is consciousness. And the more intelligent the life-form, the greater the karmic imprint. That’s why almost every enlightened master ends up vegetarian or vegan. It’s what naturally happens when the heart actually wakes up. If someone can’t see that, it’s usually because the awakening has only happened in the mind and hasn’t yet been fully embodied in the heart-space, and often because the attachment to meat filters their perspective. In the end, awakening doesn’t decide for you, rather it simply reveals what your heart can no longer participate in.

Projection. I may feel things like anger, sadness, heartbreak and darkness in general, but they are not negative, nor i see them as which. The fact that you see 'negative' is a reflection of yourself. I see it all as 'love' playing itself out. I don't claim anything, I simply AM.

I see it now as a vibrational misalignment. When i used to abuse drugs, alcohol and cannabis a lot, I was often suspended in between dimensions, i would tap into places and say things that where quite scattered and not truly grounded in the here and now. My nervous system was a mess thus energetically i was all over the place. At one point it was quite messed up, almost scary, i could see everyone's thoughts, words, actions before they even perform them and i would not allow anyone to live their own experience, so it became challenging to be around me. These last 10 or so years have been undoing all that damage and stabilizing more. Everything I do now is far more intentional and sacred.

The reason why most people, if not all, will never know exactly what happens or can share what happens when they die, is because its meant to be a surprise, your not meant to know the endgame, otherwise it would be boring and almost cheating... it could be unique and different for everyone, or ultimately the same. The best way is to simply drop it and allow it to come naturally. Enjoy the ride because you never know when you will wake up. Here is a fun analogy: Imagine you are playing a game, lets say super mario world, and you go through all sorts of fun and meet and play all sorts of characters in the game, but you, your main character, being mario, finally completes the game and then has to finally log out. When the player finally turns off the console and comes back to "reality" all those characters, all those plays and rides and roller-coasters, love stories and so on... were all within a greater divine imagination or players mind, a greater oneness pretending to be an infinitude of all different little things and creatures. So like we die in a dream we wake up to this reality, maybe when we complete the game of "this life" we then wake up into an even greater or more profound reality or life, and maybe it goes on and on and on, or maybe not, who knows, who cares, enjoy it while it lasts. Play well, and have the most fun that you can, that's the true winners mindset

As life goes on you will wind up realizing none of this really matters or will make a difference down the road, rather that you will always attract exactly what you need, and not always what you want. And when what you want and what you need unify, then that's what is called divine alignment.

A beautiful mind you have there miss, that took me on a little journey More please <3

I am aware, my words are my greatest obstacles online. Its a highly limited medium to express the fullness of a soul or spirit.

I never became "more spiritual" I healed my body and mind, fasted, meditated, ditched the toxic foods and animal products, ditched the social media and fake friends, spent a lot of time in nature in solitude, took care of my mind, body and spirit, and eventually I started to "turn on" a greater part of me that laid dormant or asleep, which was always there, just bombarded and clouded by layers and layers of "shit". When the body and mind became more purified, the greater spirit walks-in, so to speak, and I feel the deeper the purification, the deeper the surrender, the greater the amount of spirit/light that comes through.

Sister <3

It is not made up, the proof is out there, but I cannot simply hand it to you, (it doesn't work that way), nor I have to go around digging for what is already known and obvious, rather you have to discover the truth and align with it first, which then attracts the outer reflections you may or may not need. If you are not in alignment, even if i laid it out in front of you, you will still not see it. Welcome to the universe, its paradoxically so.

Use your imagination? turn off the devices, get bored until things start exploding in your mind. This is how it all begins, 2 - 4 am is the sweet spot, for me at least. Not sure why but things turn on to the max at these times, especially after sleeping on the forest floor for a few days.

@LordFall The issue is you rely on "sources"/external validations, which I do not rely on, which have no true ground, rather I am attempting to show you to tune-into "Source". Only then you will see and realize the greater Truth of the matter. Its a completely different paradigm I don't think you are seeing or can make sense. I could be a thousand years young for all you know

I been a hermit most of my life, then occasionally you meet someone and a love-story blooms, eventually heartbreak occurs, back to being a hermit, only stronger and more self-loving and accepting. I've been to many spiritual and conscious gatherings, very few people I can meet at that deep level. Most are still surfing the surface layers, few are courageous enough to go deeper, to be truly alone and feel whole, even with another. The rarest thing of all is finding someone you can be silent with for hours and not a single word is needed. That's Rare ! I think the deepest souls will always be alone, and its both a blessing and a curse, blessing when you can truly make peace with it, curse when you cannot relate to anyone else and feel out of dimension altogether no matter the people or environment. I've probably met three to five people in my life I can truly talk to and be seen and met at the same level. Otherwise you always have to dumb down your conversations and it feels more draining than useful.

A master knows that everyone is their teacher. The challenge is to see beyond the plays of teachers / tricksters / characters in the game, realizing the true meaning behind it and what is it trying to teach you. Every little minion in life is a character in your dream, no one else's. Each is the center of their own universe. Each universe is uniquely dressed-up for your unique experience. If we can remain in Awareness of this, life becomes more and more effortless.

Exactly, proves my point, the level of consciousness speaks for itself.

You have common sense right? You don't just take some drug, you learn about it, meet the shaman, feel their energy, make friends with them, live with them, learn to speak and communicate with the plant teachers, this is the proper way to do these things almost no one does.

You cant sell true health, nor buy me out. Its not a belief, its a knowing, immutable, universal. If you knew how the system actually worked you would understand why all those who exposed the false medical science and modern health systems were silenced, because there cannot be any profit in natural methods that actually work. A simple example is Fasting. The body is infinitely intelligent if you can surrender fully and allow it to do its thing. The issue is, we are always trying to control or manipulate in some way, either physically, emotionally, mentally, technologically, chemically ect... we are still "resisting" creation, which prevents true healing and regeneration. Its all possible, even physical immortality is possible, but as I said before, with your "programming" and "framework" will never find or figure it out, because its not something you can learn, or even know, its an understanding. When i say Understanding of Nature I mean The Universe At Large. Nature / Tao is not purely physical, it is the very nature of existence itself. I am already outside that viewpoint, it is you who is still within a limited perspective, still within the collective-program, which i have broke free from long ago. Its simply a way of life you have to surrender too, but it requires you to drop everything you've learned since the day you were born. Our cells actually regenerate faster than they decay when we are in full alignment or if we allow them too. We transcend exactly when we are ready to, not a single moment earlier, not a single moment later. Not everyone is meant to live for 50 thousand years, often a few hundred years is enough, then you wake up to greater ways to live beyond the confines of the body/mind. 120 is old for the western world, yet in the east 200 is quite common. Globally there are people even older, but you won't find them or meet them on the trajectory you are on, its a completely different wavelength. When you can tune to the correct frequency, things will start to make sense in a completely different way. Until then its always going to be black and white. Something needs to be tasted or glimpsed at least...

@NewKidOnTheBlock Its mere programming, nature does not work that way my friend, there is always a trade-off because you are God born, so if you even slightly alter your energy field, you automatically distort the innate intelligence and full potential, rather a mutation, which is ok, but... living naturally and ordinarily is superior in every possible way, and the taoist and zen masters speak for themselves. Effortless Living ~

Humans can live far longer than that, and some are out there, but you won't find them where you stand because of your programming. And have been long before modern science has been around, this history has been long forgotten. No offense, but the guy looks far from healthy, very pale and lifeless, lacking greatly in spirit and soulful expression, little color in his aura, he won't live long, I can already see it, and its becomes he relies on artificiality, supplements ect.. that only makes you less human and more robot. Lacks real understanding of nature. And even if that were the case, what kinda life is that when you can live 200 years but are not truly yourself but a by-product of technology and chemicals? You do realize these things change you inside out, the more you rely on what is synthetically created, the less you there is left, so who's really living? existing is not living, surviving is not living, the point is to thrive. I'd rather live 50 years of a rich quality natural life than 500 of an artificial one. Death is not a disease, its a completion of energy.

This is more honest than most people are admitting about psychedelics, maybe today is a day of honesty but its refreshing to see Indeed, when you surrender to Being, God is felt as Being, yet when too restless or invested in mind/ego, its fervently seeking God, which is merely the struggle to surrender to Being. Shake the body up a bit, go for a nice run or big dance, activate the whole body, then resting in being is easy. The medicines can only do so much, we must apply and live the realizations to truly allow them to grow and bloom within us. A little tip, don't make plans, don't quit or not quit, because this too can backfire, rather just be and align with what feels natural to you, everything else will balance out in divine timing. And we don't always need to tell people our plans, rather show them our results. And we don't always have to have a big ego-death trip, sometimes a little nudge is all we need to return to being or presence. I feel psychedelics, especially those made in a lab or synthetically, are too easily accessed today. Some of the more powerful healing experiences have been the journey to find them, grow them, time, patience, care, self-nourishment ect.. that when you do the medicine, it becomes the integration of all that hard work, and vice versa, like going to the amazon, living with the people there, learning their ways, working on the land, your body, your health and when the time is right, dropping in with the medicine. Less chance of abuse this way. All the best.

@Emerald Yes you always come first, after all, our bodies were never designed for this "online world" we overuse, and yet surprising we adapt. What I have come to realize is that if we spend more time online, which is mostly mental energy, than the other valid energies (physical, emotional/spiritual), we soon after become out of balance and out of alignment with ourselves and our true needs. I notice when I am starting to clash a lot with people, or get drained, or things become repetitive, its a call to return to nature, to my body, to nourishing the other parts, to self-time, attending to the inner-garden... then when you feel nourished on all levels, you have the energy, you are more whole within yourself and yet detached from others, and then can provide more empowering words and support for those in need. Kinda like when you exercise and move the energy through your entire body, not just your mind, you can rest and meditate more deeply afterwards, because you have physically and energetically moved the stagnation and over-stimulation out of the system. Yes follow what "feels" best and most "natural" to you, that i feel is greatest importance in our lives.