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An example of a healthy transvestite who embodies and owns their role is someone like Alexis Arquette in their performance in The Wedding Singer. I re-watched this movie the other day and Alexis appeared beautiful and owning the transgender vibe without appearing deformed and mentally ill as most appear today. An example of an unhealthy and mentally ill person is one who rejects their god-given nature, jabs needles in them, cuts off body parts, lives on drugs, ozempics, and processed foods/substances, and chemically / technologically alters their system to the degree that they become genetically modified mutations and barely natural humans anymore. This is a disease, a sickness, which is often why when they go through deep spiritual purification processes, detoxification,prolonged fasting and healing retreats, either they return to balanced sexuality or simply be who they feel most natural without rejecting their given nature but accepting and embracing it fully. See the problem is when one rejects and tries to cut off, and chemically or technologically alter nature, is when one goes against god and truth, and that's where a soul starts to degrade and lose consciousness and sovereignty over their mind/body/spirit complex and the d/evil takes over. Going against Nature is going against God, so if one does such things, God can no longer help or protect them, because everyone has free-will. Eli touches upon something similar at 36:23 on some of the background energies creating these false signals.

Maybe this would be a good introduction https://www.amazon.com/RATIONAL-FASTING-Regeneration-Natural-Diseases/dp/B0BGNMCQ9C

A little reminder to be cautious of the mainstream news https://odysee.com/@januszkowalskii1979:e/No-Planes---911:1

If you never done any kind of herbal cleanse / detoxification of mold or fasting then yes there is likely in your system for a long time, especially since you are having issues you stated above so even if its not mold, the fasting and beneficial herbs can help the body significantly. I don't look to AI for answers, i follow real people and experts. Watch some youtube videos, or better read a book on fasting and detoxification and go from there.

Absolute nonsense, the healthiest people I know eat mostly fruit and low fat and never get sick. Here is a video of education.

The point here is when you reach higher states of consciousness and surrender, god is there with or without substance, hence he was not phased by 5-meo, and through his highly surrendered body, God said "are you happy now" to the young seeker who solely relies on psychedelics to enlighten him. In another video he was asked: Can you be happy without cannabis? He answered (paraphrasing) that cannabis is a sacred ritual plant of Shiva and our ceremonial rituals, we don't always consume it, only for special occasions, nor we reject substances, we simply are showing that with or without substance, god is here in our deep surrender. In the video Bhavani Baba had not slept or eaten for seven days, so cannabis is part of their closing ceremony, its like they are using there bodies as 'incense burners' in a type of ritualistic way along with the dead peoples ashes, skulls and other strange but misunderstood practices. So we don't consume it to become happy, its mostly for energy alignment that support in meditation of our rituals and service to Shiva. Aghoris deliberately break taboos, use substances, engage in shocking practices ect... because their path is mostly about non-duality through total acceptance of everything, even what society rejects. So using cannabis is not contradicting enlightenment for them, it's part of their philosophy. Cannabis is one of the oldest substances used on earth, the deeper you go back, the more sacred and useful it becomes. It hits differently than other psychedelics, just enough to support your Sadhana (spiritual practice) but not enough to amplify beyond what you have already accessed and surrendered too.

Yeah its crazy $20/kg here where in the tropics you can get them for 1/10th of the price.

Its often the ones that are bad quality and over-ripe or shipped over for weeks to months that people try at the supermarket in western countries that can often be on the terrible side. Its very rare to come by a truly fresh one unless you live in the tropics. Otherwise sometimes you can find frozen packets in asian markets that are often still good, but yeah its rare. There are some very odd tasting durians, but most of them taste absolutely delicious, like no other fruit comes close to the taste and texture. Its fatty and eggy, tastes like a mixture of banana/vanilla custard, and then depending on the type of durian and ripeness and what not, come the different tones which is why the flavour profile can be so complex and people around the world chase them just to try all the different ones out there and pay thousands of dollars. Its like the caviar of fruit. Other times its often a psychological thing due to the sulfuric-content and chemical-complexity of durian that off puts the consumer before one even tastes the fruit, so when they do taste it the chemical-reaction in their minds and bodies changes to make them feel repulsed when its more mind-over-matter thing. The done this experiment with people who never tried a durian and had their noses taped shut and most people enjoyed it. There is also a theory that durian mirrors the diet of the individual, that if the diet is poor and high in processed foods, they will usually hate the taste of durian and feel repulsed, whereas most healthier individuals, especially those who eat more fresh fruits often, enjoy durian very much and have no repulsion whatsoever like myself. The only thing truly repulsive is if you let it go bad and sitting on the counter for too long then your whole house can smell like rotten fruit shit lol But yeah there are odd tasting ones, but something terrible is usually a bad / old one (most ones in the supermarkets in US/Australia ect..) are old, fumigated and semi-rotten, but this is most fruit at such supermarkets in the west, thus why we don't enjoy fruit because we are getting old and poor quality and chemically-treated fruit. If we eat fruit closer from its source from the tree, we will be blown away by how good most fruit actually is.

The most delicious and smelliest bizarre, funkiest, eggy, creamy vanilla/banana custard, pudding fruit you never tried That sometimes has tones of onion, garlic, gasoline and smelly socks Its called Durian - The King of Fruits, people go crazy over it in SE Asia and people all over the world fly there just to try it and go durian hunting. Buddha told me in my dream, this fruit is the fruit of MARA so be careful with the intense temptations hahaha

Yes, its how many natives adapt to poisons from toads, snakes, toxic plants for medicinal use ect... taking a little bit more and more the immune system adapts so it doesn't kill you even when you take larger amounts but if someone was to randomly have a large amount after never eating it or not eating in a long time such poisons can very easily kill you and many people have died from fasting and breaking the fast with such foods because they are at the very far end of the "natural food" for our bodies (spectrum).

Oh they do, the thing is modern human behaviour has become so normalized that what is actually sick humans walking around has become normalized so they think / appear they are normal, when in fact, they are very sick, physically, mentally, psychologically. This is why when you stop the junk food, after a period of withdrawal and detoxification, behaviour, thought patterns, moods, how you feel and perceive life, changes dramatically in a positive manner, you realize you were an addict on drugs, because these are not actual foods but drugs, mostly chemicals and waste products and maybe 1 - 5% real food. Most people who eat such things are half-dead zombies / bio-robots, a by-product of such science experiments like junk and fast foods behave in our bodies. My first time stopping McDonalds was 6 months, then i ate a burger once, and i could not get out of bed for 24 hours felt like death. Since then I haven't touched any of that stuff maybe 15 years now.

Those who achieve great things always start in "this moment". So if you cannot appreciate the "now", you'll never get "there". Paradoxically, A master can experience greatness even in the smallest things. Another perspective ~

I guess Its just what came up.

No worries. My dad used to yell a lot and my family had many yelling battles when i was growing up so i also feel that plays a part too. I always like to try connect the spiritual side of things because of my years living with many natives and indigenous / spiritual healers and shamans during my travels i learned this stuff and i had some issues healed that no other methods worked so i started to investigate more deeply into spirituality and how every illness stems from a spiritual imbalance or blocked energy / channels and what not.

Well said. This gave me an analogy. Having sex is like lighting a fire to complete your evening duties, cooking, lighting, and keep you warm throughout the evening. Watching porn is like lighting up a candle and expecting it to provide the wide array of things the a real fire can provide.

I understand that my friend, the issue is eating healthy and the general things we do are not enough to truly rid our bodies of these poisons that have lodged themselves deep into our system which are mostly / only released when real fasting and detox is done, otherwise the body holds unto them until its safe to release them, which often never happens because humans do not eat or live in natural and safe environments for such a thing to occur. What you can do is start by incorporating more and more fresh fruit and herbs for stress / detox support like tulsi and maybe even something like a green powder, chlorella for binding toxins and heavy metals. Sometimes jumping straight into it can be harsh for our bodies but if you feel fine then go ahead, some people naturally feel good and supported, others need to transition-in with the support of other foods and herbs and gradually weaning off old things that cause issues and introducing more whole fresh foods and medicines that are helping and supporting. No worries, just my 2 cents and experience Even 3 days water or dry fast can make a huge difference.

Tbh i've had dreams more wild than most drugs I've taken, especially as a child. I remember a few dreams i lived out entire lifetimes and then woke up...

Australians will get this @Natasha Tori Maru

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