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Its common because its evident all around the world. There is a reptilian / parasitical energy that has hijacked many, if not most human systems, even Putin speaks on this and David Ike has been for 40+ years now. Its not completely black and white of course, there's far more too it, but Aliens (or alien energy) have been playing puppets with humans for thousands of years, and humans sorta did/do it to themselves by going against natures / gods way, the original SIN, and many know this including indigenous people who have been through the whole facade all along even without media exposure. The serpent (or nahash) in the garden wasn't a snake, it was a Reptilian who tempted the woman. Nahash means "enchanter" which means that the Reptilian enchanted the woman and it caused her and her husband to sin. Mind control literally starts from the beginning. Now I can understand your stance, because the very conditioning we receive since young is strategically planned out so well that if anything like this was ever to come to light it would be instantly dismissed / rejected as a false / illusory / conspiracy theory. But as we progress, more and more people from all different types of fields and positions come out and speak out the same / similar conclusions, some more refined than others, but at the end of the day, stargate and many sci-fi shows aren't too far from the truth. You ever watched the movie Little Nicky or Jupiter Ascending? See the very examples of whats going on have always been 'hidden in plain sight' as a type of "subconscious reverse psychology" and that such things are often allowed to be shown in our media / entertainment because its all apart of the programming / conditioning. That when something were to come to like in this reality, it would automatically be tied to children's movies, fantasy, sci-fi, fiction ect... this is how the brain works, so users subconsciously remain blind, protect the illusion, fight for those or that which enslaves us, than see the truth that your fellow man is presenting. There is a person named Arizona Wilder (SRA (satanic ritual abuse) & MK Ultra survivor) who spoke out about the shapeshifting reptilians and the encounters she has had with Royal families, world leaders and such and such... who alike many went missing shortly after speaking out on video. There are thousands of files of people like her and many children speaking the same things over and over again, and now you have the "epstien files" (just the tip of the iceberg) of how deep the rabbit hole goes, and i feel its another "distraction protocol" to keep us busy and not realizing the deeper truth that matters. Almost every big face we see on the big screen is all part of the same system of trickery, all part of the same boat, only dressed in different clothing and projecting / appearing different stances and ideas, its all to keep us 'distracted' and 'scattered' from true our sight and focus. Sometimes we don't want to be even open to such possibilities because its far to scary for us to accept that as a reality so we prefer to turn a blind eye. That fear has been gradually and incrementally instilled upon us through the very enter-train-ment system from a very young age. They know the power source, our minds, and children's minds especially, so the programming from the very get go. Hence why its so unbelievable this to actually be true, its all fantasy / sci-fi, horror movie flicks, it can't be true of course... No way ! On a religious note: When a very sickly man was pushed to fast for 7 days under the guidance of Christ to rid the body of Satan, a long and terrible looking parasite / worm came out of him after Jesus warmed a warm cup of milk and held it close to the mans mouth where the parasite needed to feed and then as it came out Jesus crushed his head and the man felt transformable difference afterward and realized how controlled and enslaved and blind he was. Then Jesus said that was satan, now he must no longer consume meat nor do any sins if he wishes to be free from such control. This is common with many people who do fasting or similar work, often reporting worms, parasites, reptilian energy and mentality leaving the system afterwards, but returning if they go back to old habits and ways. When we go against gods / natures way, we invite other / alien forces to take host in our bodies thus we become shaped gradually inside out. Anyways hope this helps in some way. At the end of the day, just my 2 cents, take it how you wish.

A lot of conventionally grown rice/grains and meats/fish are high in heavy metals, and especially processed / junk foods. I would look into organic, grass-fed, wild-caught varieties if possible. Especially after the detox.

What i found interesting is that the first energy she got from him and many other political leaders today is "reptilian". I get the same reading. They don't feel human, as much as i try to stay down to earth, something has felt off all along and especially now I can see the whole show / distraction in especially the political scenes and parties presented to us. I feel they keep us trapped in a false sense of reality and scatter our focus.

Its very deep / shamanic / intuitive, something a conditioned mind will not understand too easily. It takes years of surrender and practice to allow spirit to flow through in such a way. Often people experience these things during high dose psychedelics from where their vibration and energy is accelerated enough to be able to tap into such states. There is a mixture of 'channeling' going on so she is not totally alone in these readings but has assistance from a higher energy, which she calls Grandmother Maitreya, hence the behavior, sounds and gestures. The sounds and gestures are sort of "harmonization tools" that help clear the space / field and read / process the energy coming through better. This is only new-age because such examples were rarely known about and had access too in the modern world, but in indigenous cultures and more ancient people have always had these types of people, psychics, shamans, oracles, mediums ect... its actually old-age coming into new light. Ancient ways resurfacing and reintegrating into humanity at the time of need. I hear where you are coming from though, there could be a slight performative aspect, but then i realized its what helps them "tap-in" and what works for them to channel the energy better. Often you will find with this type of work, its the imagination that allows you to rise even higher and channel better. Its distracting and disturbing only for our minds, when we shift back into our hearts, we see the higher truth. This is probably not the best section for this stuff, it would probably be better in the spirituality section, maybe @Leo Gura can move it?

Yeah, well, she is more importantly, reading the energy field / intentions overall, than just focusing on the individual / puppet / character. Its not the mind that we focus on, but the overall energy. That's how you properly read and see through people. Its a feminine aspect. She does energy readings on many popular subjects, and most of the time she is spot on as to my own readings.

Yes and I don't see why they would lie, they whole village confirmed it, they are very old, and i can easily read energy / see auras, if someone lies, their aura / energy changes instantly, its subtle but noticeable. Even through the screen, that 141 year old woman, her aura is radiant and stable, she glows with more health / radiance than the 48 year old lab rat above who completely misunderstands how nature works and thinks you can cheat / beat nature with supplements and technology. He will likely die at 68 keeping this up. Its unfortunate that most people have almost completely lost the true understanding of how nature and the universe works. Humans have become bio-robots who think they know or can out-smart nature, this is the root cause of humanities downfall and fall from divine intelligence and attunement. We live in severe limitation and illness we don't even realize it. How do i know these concepts? Cause i just know, somethings you innerstand through the levels of awakening and higher wavelengths you attune to. Its like a radio-frequency, if you are not at the correct frequency, you simply cannot see/hear the information presented. For me all of this is common universal sense. You will rarely find individuals like me who are even on the internet, but i find I have a role here to play to plant seeds while this window of opportunity is currently open and in use. I am simply here to remind all of you what you have never been taught and ultimately forgotten about. I am an open and active channel, like a different radio frequency, for those who are ready to hear. Most people are using maybe 5 - 15% of their full capacity, I am attempting to show you how to activate and use even more, but first we must be open to it to receive such a vibration, because there's a whole another world out there completely alien to most internet and city goers. Call it whatever you want, it will all come to light, as Jesus said and others before him. I am only a messenger, take it how you wish. Here is a picture of Sri Tat Wale Baba at 85 - 90 years of age. (he was shot and killed and knew the exact time and date). He never slept, only meditated and also ate very little, often fasting for weeks or living purely on Source Energy, or whatever he found wild around the mountain. He was also very large and muscular and had dreadlocks to the ground with not a single grey hair. What he revealed was that true nourishment comes from the Eternal Consciousness, and when we can surrender fully to that, it sustains us indefinitely. He was totally embodied in God Consciousness, that was his nourishment, food and whatever people brought him was just a bonus and sleep was only for the mind, when in no-mind, he stated, "if I sleep, the whole creation sleeps, so I don't sleep" so aging and sleep really comes down to how much our minds and bodies are active, the closer to no-mind and empty body, the closer to our immortal nature. There are rumors of such people living in the mountains who have been alive and kicking for centuries. This is one simple and yet profound example. Until next time, take care.

"Obviously I wouldn't make this question if I was attractive" - I would like to touch upon this very important thing you said here. I used to think like this when i was a teenager until i met all my cousins for the first time. They were older than me, and all seven of them women, very attractive I'd say. They told me everyday I am attractive and at first i didn't believe it because all the girls in school called me ugly, but after spending a a month or so at my aunties house i received a lot of positive words and love from them, eventually i came back to Australia when my holiday was over and I had a new belief / idea about myself. Then girls at school couldn't take their eyes of me, so i realized back then, the universe is a reflection of how you feel and see yourself on the inside, if you know you glow and own it, you own your reality and started to tap into how to master it. (Mind over matter) is one of the most powerful things you can learn. These days I know without a shadow of a doubt I am beautiful, i cannot unsee it now when i look at myself in the mirror or feel my being, and I may not have the most doll-like / fuck-boy look, but plenty of real women love my natural and rugged look and find it very attractive, but mostly the energy I give off, from what I've been told. So this is something that i can leave with you that you can apply for the better. To answer your other questions. Most woman usually find a confident man very attractive, so if you can make the first move great, but not always needed. In my experience, because i have this energy of not needing / not seeking and feeling mostly whole and content within myself, especially when I am more rested and grounded, i find that makes women even more interested in me, compared to when I am more in my ego and trying to play that old game. Interestingly tho, in the city women behave like flies around me, whereas in natural environments its like moths to a flame. Not to talk it up, just my experience. I think its all about your energy and how you feel at the time that matters most. Be yourself.

Good, Basic Stuff I feel at least this should be common sense / knowledge in our world but its quite the opposite.

Avoiding the sun is one of the biggest mistakes, you can incrementally re-adapt yourself to sunshine very easily regardless of skin type. There are endless benefits to sunshine that go far beyond the physical level, and they will eventually figure it out and become more mainstream science inevitably. Everything I have been saying on these forums will eventually come to light. Its ancient wisdom recycled and resurfacing. I used to watch Siim, he was on Actualized a while back. Good guy, but tbh he looked healthier before, now there's less energy / radiance coming off him. Our current scientific systems are not true measures of health and radiance (light-quotent). I've noticed a pattern with those who go high on supplements / synthetics / bio-tech which makes humans more robotic/doll-like but less light / blood / circulation of chi flows through them. You can see this in their eyes, skin, aura, and especially how you feel around them. Everything is consciousness / everything is energy, so what you consume you eventually become "shaped by. This is called "fusion". Its real. Physics. As for your last comment, I assume you have not traveled much outside of modern environments and cities? I have met and seen people older than 120 multiple times, so 141 is not surprising too me. I read genuine energy coming off her. Energy doesn't lie. I guess you missed my reply to breakingthewall a little further up this chat? The lack of direct experience and deeper understanding of how nature and aging works shaped by limiting beliefs = the reality you get. Ever heard of the quote: Those who don't believe in magic will never experience it? The deeper you go into the nature of reality, the more magical and mysterious it gets, if you dare. The programming runs deep i know... but you'd be surprised that 141 is not even that old compared to our full potential and whats out there. The oldest people in the world don't look it, because their energy is so high, their vibration is so fast, that cells regenerate faster than they decay, they are not aging as most people do, they are living and maturing / progressing. Those stories of people living 900 years didn't come out of thin air, they exist. Even Bashar channeled this information a while back. The old people we see today in the west are diseases, were not meant to age like that, but they eat wrong foods, process and denature it, thus their lives, live in wrong environments flooded with chemicals and technology that greatly damage the DNA, and most importantly, have little mastery over their own energy and body of consciousness. Everything can be regenerated anew when the conditions are ideal and in harmony, Mind-Body-Spirit. I've experienced this myself on a 8 day fast in the mountains. There is a book called Mans Higher Consciousness by Hilton Hotema) Read it. It will open your eyes. For me it didn't teach me anything new, not a single book has, only confirmed that others have also tapped into the same energy / truth I have realized within myself. So where does all this knowledge and info come from? Source, tune in, make thy eyes single > true sight.

You have to feel loving not only think it, and in doing so, words and actions will naturally follow.

I had to contact old mate one day because people kept saying "Jesus is the only way" and i needed a response for them in the way he would of responded. This is what we came up with A little meditative channeling ~ Beloved, do not think that freedom is given by my name. The name is a signpost; the path is your own heart. The truth is not outside you, waiting for you to grasp it. It is the Living Word planted in the soul of every child of Earth. Walk with purity, walk with love, walk with simplicity, and the Son of Man will be born in you. I am a way, not the only way, a brother who came to remind you of what you have forgotten. Seek not to escape, but to Awaken. For the Kingdom is within you, and the doors are open to all who live in the Light. Connecting with such an energy always feels like home to me, thanks for the reminder. Hope you enjoyed

@Natasha Tori Maru @Carl-Richard Thank you 🙏🏻❤️

@Carl-Richard @Natasha Tori Maru Thanks for your responses. I can see where you both are coming from with your angles on things, and how it can appear with my choice of wording and ways of expression. I am not sure how to respond exactly right now, my last post took a lot of energy. Yes, as all animals in nature, inside we are the same, but some have more toxins, heavy metals, old-waste products, and overall (obstructions) than others, thus preventing the optimal flow of energy/chi/prana ect... and in my experience when the body is hmm... lets say more available? open, clean and clear? a higher 'charge' or 'current' came come through, a higher consciousness, higher information, access to higher intelligence ect... and so while we can access higher states of consciousness via meditation, psychedelics and spiritual / energetic work, it often does not 'stick' because our bodies are heavily polluted, damaged, deformed and modified in unnatural ways through lifetimes of abuse, that unless you clean out the inner-terrain, the old thoughts, habits, beliefs, cravings, perceptions ect.. eventually come back. Because every particle contributes to every thought / ripple effect we experience, if that makes sense, same for the environment we live in, every structure/shape/device emits its signature frequency. When i go on 100% raw and high fruit-based and living mostly in a fasted state, and live in such an environment and lifestyle that most of us live today, i feel my cells literally screaming "WTF IS THIS ENVIRONMENT" - "GET OUT ASAP" so i find at times i need to eat more dense to buffer and dampen the blow on my nervous system, because it becomes far too active, too sensitive, too psychic, too aware of every little thing, which is amazing and a blessing when the environment and lifestyle supports it, but can be chaotic and overwhelming when it does not. At the moment i am holding space here after we recently lost someone dear to us who was murdered horrifically which has shocked us all, so its been heavy on all of us, and supporting the family during the grieving process, and holding space for others spiritual and emotional needs, i find myself eating more bread, potatoes, some beans and nuts which doesn't work the best for me (I actually feel like shit in my body) but its helping me blend in with the denser energies of the people and environment here. This is also why I am probably not flowing best with my wording and expressions lately and maybe even struggling to process emotions. This has been a challenge for me for years because what works for me does not harmonize with a modern environment, so my energy often clashes and my cells rebel. The book: Mans higher consciousness speaks in depth on this. I often find when relapse back to denser foods my function and flow becomes heavily compromised and i experience more negatively. I also been more active on the politics and darker side of things which reveals my attractions and thought patterns lately. Its been wave after wave for me since early 2025 following family, betrayal, health and financial issues, and breaking up with my partner i feel i am still recovering from, and now brother in law stabbed and killed...(who also was the kindest, most loving sweetheart i knew)... i felt i haven't got a break. Kinda like when your swimming at the beach and soon as you rise up to breathe another wave crashes you down, and its like every time i come back to mums, shit hits the fan. In fact, i think since 2020 everything (at least in this environment) is going to shit and i guess i wish i had my own patch of land in nature to escape too full time. I am planning to spend a month or so in Asia and clear my soul a bit from the chaos here and completely disconnect from the technology and socials. Sometimes after very traumatic things its what I find helps me to recover and regain myself again to know whats my next move. There's not much for me to do here but jump on my computer, other than that I do general day to day things, but its like I'm not really living and as alive as i could be here. I guess i am ranting and releasing and rambling. When you taste something greater, a richer life, a greater consciousness, a higher expression of health and living, it haunts you... Sometimes i watch those Aghoris and Sadhus in india and they look so happy all the time, living without ID, without money, without material things but a small bag or backpack, like wtf am i doing? They have less than me and feel closer to GOD.

I know how it appears, its just the patterns that continue to show up in my reality over and over again. There are files i read where the CIA did experiments on people targeting their pineal gland and others where they could render an idea, image, object ect... invisible simply by damaging certain parts and prematurely triggering piezoelectric signals, and even change a belief based on the damage or program/signal that is generated. The reality we see is a direct projection of pineal emissions / radiation, at the same time projecting the idea of ourselves "in it". In my experience, after long term specialized detoxification and decalcification protocols i followed, I could now see the "spells" i was under, but others could not who had not done the same or similar protocols, especially to such a degree. Meanwhile those who aligned such a lifestyle and followed similar protocols, diet, natural living, energy work, and similar modalities, also come to the same sight/perceptions and conclusions of what is truly going on "behind the scenes", and that's when the term "conspiracy theorist" was created by the CIA, in attempt to dismiss critical thinkers who could "see" beyond the veil or spell, beyond the illusion this matrix is built around and tries so strong to hide from mass realization, and often target such individuals with death threats or worse. The perception varies from individual based on the level of inner-work they had done both physical and energetic. The targeting of the pineal gland is arguably the biggest kept secret in the history of man. Its this very targeting of mans "inner-projector" that what appears to be on the screen of life and the world, is not truly what it appears to be. This is how humanity is enslaved at its core. Hence why "sodium fluoride" is flooded in our water supply, its the biggest player and very toxic. So i am not trying to appear higher or more awake, i am simply expressing the chemical / biological nature and physics of the matter. Some of us have access to higher psychic functions and % of DNA and we simply see / feel / sense more because the "obstructions" are no longer there. We are all equal inside, but depending on the damage we do and distortion-level of our mind/body/spirit-complex, we perceive reality differently and have access to different levels of consciousness / information / insight. Meditation and spiritual work is not enough, the body needs purification too. I know my comments can appear harsh, threatening, condescending, arrogant, and even brutal sometimes, but sometimes I don't know how else to say it to get it thru to people. I've had hundreds of people come back and thank me for opening their eyes after properly applying the things I've shared with them. Many of them felt insulted and threatened by what i was sharing initially, but when they did the work, they realized the truth behind it. There are levels to awakening, and this is why both Christ and Buddha greatly emphasized the importance of long term fasting and purification of the body, not just the mind, that most people and so called "enlightened beings" fail to acknowledge and see. This is why people do 40 day water fasts and 3+ months fruit/herbal cleanses with powerful supplements that focus on de-calcification and protection from radiation, or long dry fasts and even extensive urine therapies multiple times a year for years on end to gradually dislodge and dissolve the "obstructions" that keep us from full DNA potential and activation. This is what i started with taking daily in 2012 ish.. and probably was taking 3x more things by the time it was 2014 - 16. For me it took at least 6 months to start seeing results. Nowadays I take almost none of them, but in the beginning they were crucial. This is why people out there can teleport, walk on water, heal the sick, telepathically communicate and much more, they are using far more DNA than we do in the modern world and city environments are even capable of using even if we were healthier, because the technology we use distorts and damages those very functions, let alone all the other poisons and toxins in the environment. Such supplements and methods can help us, but they can only do so much. Every structure emits a frequency that reinforces that frequency / structure over and over again, so we are being flooded with a false sense of reality when we think "this is normal" but its really not, its what we have accepted as normal because we cannot see through it, and we are in an environment that makes it extremely challenging to to so. Just imagine yourself trying to live a healthy life in a computer motherboard. The deployment of 5G and the vaccines only made it 100x more challenging for most people to reclaim their sovereignty. They both perfectly compliment each other and hijack the system. Do you really feel you were designed to live in such an environment? Of course most people are "out of whack". Ever notice how 5G towers look like virus / viral structures? wink wink? Who's really in control here? AI maybe? Aliens? Viruses? This is evident when i go into more natural environments, far more people are open and understanding of such things compared to those who live in environments flooded with the opposite frequencies and "stuff" For me its very clear, but I can only do so much to open peoples eyes. Even just looking at the image above your sense / perception changes, thought patterns change, feelings / mood changes, based on the side you are focusing upon. It isn't that hard to acknowledge and see, for me at least. I've considered that i could be insane, schizo and all the above, but then i run into those who live a similar path and done similar things to get to where I am today and guess what? they agree with almost everything and see the same things / patterns. On this forum we are few, most left or got banned by Leo and others, its cause this forum rejects and dismisses us for conspiracy theorists, crazy woo-woos, but its fine, we don't need your confirmations on what we see. If anything, you should appreciate that we even come on this forum and share what we share, otherwise you'd probably be doomed in Leo's dark and twisted world

The issue with synthetics is that they are "artificial" not natural, thus do not hold the codes of divine intelligence / charge, thus do not have the proper (guidance mechanism) or fail-safe that nature creates. It automatically goes against GOD/NATURE/TAO thus instantly chooses "distortion-codes" of reality and not original-codes intended by the most high for man. When you consume anything synthetic or artificially created, you are agreeing to a false reality merge or fusion, the frequency is no longer the original eden-codes intended by the the Creator for man. We do have free-will, but very few masters can take such substances and stay in alignment. This is commonly emphasized by the higher intelligence and consciousness groups / beings i am attuned with, and various ET/ED sources. Its not that is bad or wrong, we have the free~will, but it only distorts us further from the original nature / reality because its not created by nature. Sure, you could argue man is also nature? yes but man also is not in total harmony with nature or enlightened enough to create a purely natural result besides creating a child, which again cannot be artificial done, AI will never have a soul, and we can never artificiality create what is already naturally perfected. At least in this universe. In fact, even when we grab a fruit from the tree and decide to process or cook it and change its molecular structure, thus denaturing the food, and then consuming it, even that in itself is slightly altering our reality. Now imagine what drinking cola or taking a jab does. As within ~ So without / As above ~ So below / As the Soul ~ So the Universe...

Its because its not a theory. Its something 80% of the people on this forum fail to see through cause thy 3rd eye (pineal) is compromised. It isn't surprising why its compromised either; artificial diet, environment, lifestyle, pharmaceuticals, vaccines, chemicals, connect the dots. Its the very people who are for this stuff, have damaged their bodies from synthetic bio-weapons that cannot see beyond the very spell they create, and its the very people who are not for this stuff and sufficiently detoxified their bodies and purified their minds enough to active higher psychic perceptions or higher percentage of their DNA which cannot be activated if your body is compromised with toxins, heavy metals, parasites, chemicals, technology. Its receiving a false charge, a "false signal" thus false perception of reality. I warned Leo about this before coronavirus and deployment of 5G, and he laughed at us, and now its even more bio-robots defending their illusion, and even less people who can "see" here, Surprise surprise ! I know a way out, but its a lot of work, not a simple psychedelic or magic pill that will cure distortion. Its a complete diet / lifestyle change. Will you be willing to do a 40 day water fast? I guess not, so its a few years of detoxification and inner-work.

' @PolyPeter I have another way of spotting it than the dashes

When i was a young child i was picking flowers from the neighbours garden and giving them to my mum and this made my mum very happy. Until one day the neighbour came over our place for tea and noticed her flowers and said to me: Little boy ! Did you steal these flowers from my garden? I replied: I did not steal them, I just took them (and laughter killed the room). --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In this scenario i always reflect back that children and animals are so innocent and pure that they live intuitively and Inner-stand that ALL IS ONE. One consciousness, one world, one nature, one god, one being. Thus "stealing" is a man-made invention stemming from the illusion of separation man has created for himself in society. Because nature did not care, i did not get stung by bees when i collected honey, or stabbed by thorns when picked roses, or bit or attacked by insects, snakes, animals when i interacted with the natural world, because i radiated love and peace, the reality only reflected that, and then humans became corrupted somewhere along the line and forgot about oneness and started inventing all these ideas and creating false laws in attempt to control reality and shape reality to suit their beliefs, not the truth. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- On another subject: I often run into these problems with indigenous people in Australia, whereas they feel they can claim who can play the didgeridoo and who cannot (ie women) / (white people) ect... when in reality, if someone can simply pick up an instrument and play it, nature / creation has already allowed such an act to be done, otherwise you wouldn't be able to do it in the first place, because of natural and creational laws that would prevent you from doing so. Some of the best didgeridoo players I know are white women... for example, imagine if they ignored intuition and suppressed themselves of such a powerful healing art. Examples like these need to be broken because they are old, outdated and do not represent a higher intelligence / higher consciousness way of living and understanding reality. In order for humanity to rise and fully establish themselves into higher consciousness, some old ways of culture and tradition that do not represent Oneness or Christ Consciousness need to be dropped.

I would definitely look into detoxifying arsenic and mercury from the system. Do you eat a lot of rice / grains / processed foods? Hows your diet?

A guy i met at a festival who told me he watched a lot of porn and he is straight but for some reason lately he cannot stop watching gay porn and finds it disturbing and feels somethings hijacked has mind. I simply told him to lay off the porn drug for a while and see how it goes. Maybe he was on LSD at the time but i can see how this could psychologically happen because on how porn is presented. There is a lot of twisted subconscious shit going on in the porn industry is almost like modern black magic. The deeper i look into it, the darker it gets.

Partial Enlightenment

As within ~ so without Inner-terrain > outer-landscape A Cell in the Universe and the Universe in a Cell. Get the idea?

What should you choose? That's kinda like asking people to pick your favorite color for you, its not possible, you gotta find whats true for you. Find something you absolutely love to do and you will be the best at it because there would be no comparison when you truly love something you do. The notion of comparison will naturally dissolve.