Ramasta9

Yes I consumed weed from 13 on and off all my life. Nowadays i have a very healthy relationship with the medicine. And it all changed after I started to source my own seeds, grow my own medicine like i was raising my own children with love and care and taught me a deep connection to nature and the universe and about the same time i had a spiritual awakening so it all landed hand in hand. The medicine then was only smoked with spiritual intention and purpose of healing so it was more profound experience than any street weed i ever had and i would soften sit in my garden and reflect on life or clean and reorganize my whole home-space and got really creative ideas to get my shit together. Consuming my own creation helped me reduce intake significantly from daily use because i was finally getting the real medicine i intuitively needed growing up. It reduced from multiple times a day to 3 - 4 times a week, to 1 - 2 times a week, to 2 - 4 times a month, to once in a blue moon, now its very random and more for ceremonial and medicinal purposes, so the routine and rhythm is gone but the dance continues in its own unique way. Intuitive living and being I never quit things because i don't believe quitting helps, i tried quitting many things but that only leads to the opposite, because in some situations, its actually more helpful than not, and if i am not touching it due to quitting, it can somewhat interfere with the natural process and unfoldment of my life story or path, rather, "letting go and letting be" seems to align best for me, and not "quitting things" per se, and it naturally falls off when its no longer needed. Like all psychedelics, i find it useful to assist / integrate the sober life too, and vice versa. Sometimes after a good book or a phase of doing and or practicing something new, or going something traumatic or dense, that when I do have the medicine, it all becomes compiled and amplified and understood in one powerful session, and that's the difference between real natural weed and modern shit, its truly enthogenic, and all that i learned, absorbed, becomes the AH-HA i needed. Its like this for most psychedelics for me, weed is not the strongest, but the easiest and most unique, for me at least, its like a spiritual lubricating agent, the middle man that often is "just enough". When i am in nature in a peaceful and supportive environment, i often lose the need for it completely, rather socially / ceremonially i would have a puff or two, but it wouldn't even effect my state. Whereas when i am in the city or less natural environments with excess and artificial stresses we haven't evolved with, it can help a lot and far more noticeable.

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I notice i only go to video games when i am struggling to process deeper issues and life situations are quite dense and not much space to express, feel, integrate. Soon as i feel better again, lighter and more myself, the video games lose their appeal very shortly after. I ask myself, what am i escaping from here? when i could play the video game of life? I noticed at one point when i moved back into the city, the video game i played as a child would include things like woodcutting, fishing, crafting, firemaking, farming ect... when i was lacking the ability to do those tasks in real life due to the artificial city environment around me. Mentally it helped in some way, but physiologically it was lacking the whole body and action itself that would help process and release things when i was living in nature and doing those things first hand and more directly. Daily tasks as such help tremendously, but living on screens and computers, we miss out on 90% of the body of life. And being all crammed and boxed in, energy that needs to be released becomes entrapped. Watch this https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSe_X-6jIOK/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==

Cause they are often more intelligent and conscious and emotionally sensitive and aware than most men realize? Sex is really for creating life, we have made it into a perverted carnal game we partake it more often that so. Sure it can be used for ways of healing and transformation but mostly its not used in this way and misused. As you become more self-aware and emotionally sensitive, sex becomes something else entirely. And we only mostly crave it when we are at a lower consciousness, unless the intention is to create a child.

I feel its a different kind of suffering, that develops with incarnational cycles and not fixed to a single lifetime. Eventually the soul liberates. Each life is gradually refining the soul more and more.

When will you guys realize all these guys on the big screens, material or spiritual, are all part of the same party, and your not in it. They are playing chess and you are the pawns. Wakey wakey

Sometimes when you suffer enough, that's all that there is left to do. Those who want liberation enough, will liberate themselves.

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Hehehe I guess but there are others for a reason the play of pretend @Natasha Tori Maru Well said as always, its hard to disagree with you

This too ! I try but it feels pointless sometimes.

Yeah that's it, it gets weaponized.

I remember even before i did DMT as a child i had some recalls but they are very faint, i couldn't recall clearly but i just knew i was somewhere before this life, it was very real and there but i couldn't access it. I was always there/here never left but shifted / tuned into this frequency and life on earth.

Spiral dynamics too, i feel its very stupid idea and distracting / confusion and only complicates and makes people judge, categorize and label things.

I had a few experiences of returning to the place i was before birth, once on DMT and few times in other situations, everyone, all my family, everything was there, i remembered all the beings, characters, energies, creatures and what not, but soon as I returned here, i forgot them because it would be too distracting to this physical incarnation and life focus, you'd lose taste and touch and it would not be a fully immersed life. I also feel the reason why we forget is because we are not meant to remember everything, rather its meant to be a surprise when we depart.

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Trial and error, in nature the indigenous would do touch, skin, taste, smell experiments with micro-amounts, see reactions, and go from there. Sometimes the poison is the medicine we need, but the incorrect amount can kill, its all years and years of trial and error and almost superhuman senses and observation and intuitive skills the natural man developed overtime and his understanding and connection to nature. Other tribes, especially the shamans and healers could communicate with nature and actually hear/listen to which herb does what and when and how because the plants themselves could speak to them in a way through vibration and frequency. I met this shaman in the amazon who would simply smoke native tobacco and it allowed him to energetically see the stagnant and damages areas of the body and use sound and chanting and prayers to move that energy and clear the damage out. These days people need powerful psychedelics to be able to see things. Other things is like some herbs/foods looked like human body parts, organs ect... and naturally aided that part/area of the body, as walnuts help the brain, tomato the heart, celery the bones, and so on...

The human body functions on (amino acids) which are only (directly) found in plant foods, the body actually needs to work harder to break down (protein) from meat into (amino acids), and cannot utilize them as effectively and efficiently, so its actually easier to get the "correct protein" from plants, not animals. If you care about health and well being that is, if you are purely for muscle mass and such, meat is the way but its gonna take years off your life.

I disagree with how powerful psychedelics are so easily suggested and shared and advised on this forum. In the past there were some serious cases, suicidal people, some lost the ability to sleep for weeks, it was a mess, because they abused powerful substances like 5-Meo which Leo was promoting a lot. I feel this is why there are Shamans in nature who work with different medicines, master them, find the correct doses and approaches with people and guide them and live with them, not something we should share and try guide others online what they buy from the dark net, its extremely immature and risky. This is one issue i always had with this forum and the over-use of, especially synthetics drugs without a guide and shaman or expert because we are working with extremely powerful stuff nowadays which are not found in nature in the concentrated amounts they are created in a lab today, missing the whole body and plant and guiding mechanism. Isolates are very dangerous because our body recognizes such artificial and synthetic substances as foreign objects and have not adapted to these things. This is why you can die from synthetic selenium in a pill but eat 1kg of brazil nuts and nothing will happen. Some people like Leo are fine and experts in these things, but most people can end up in a mental institute or worse.

Nothing healthy about mix of any junk foods

Christ, Socrates, Gautama, Mehere, Mansur, Osho and all other enlightened masters and true prophets of God were targeted, crucified, poisoned, silenced, killed, ridiculed are often the real ones. The ones that continue to shine on the big screen are mostly false, corrupt and misleading puppets (corporate agents) highly trained and placed there to distort spiritual truth and sell a false sense of spirituality and confuse you more. The true masters are always a threat to any system because they are anti-system and anti-enslavement. This world is run by an enslavement system so anything that threatens that has to be hidden, silenced, judged, ridiculed, twisted and manipulated and projected as cult, bad, evil, ect... Anything anti-nature/natural is a big sign. Sadguru, Dalai Lama, Tolle, Dispensa, Chopra and many more shadow agents, i see through them all, all puppets working for the same system that keeps us confused and asleep. They fool many people, but some of us can see through them as clear as day. The true masters will rarely become world-known and as popular today, because today's system is very messed up.