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This lady is scary, she looks like a parasite who wants to eat my soul with that evil smile (: Did you make this? I was quite disappointed with myself when i discovered I had tricked myself for years into believing 11 was my favorite number when it was all spiritual ego... and I had abandoned my dear 9 who was there all alone right by my side. I was not happy that my numerology didn't add up to 11 or 33 the so called "master numbers" but simply 9. Then one day I remembered myself as a child and saw through those eyes again, and that I always loved the color red, and the number nine... It was like a reunion with self, me and my friend red and nine

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A long time ago i read the words "believing is not enough, we must know". Everything changed from that moment on.

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That's cause most city people are far from their authentic selves, your authentic self disturbs the masks they wear and the darkness they suppress with alcohol, drugs, junk foods, sex and other forms of escapism. I would look into natural or spiritual gatherings or festivals, vision quests, sweat lodges, hiking groups, yoga events ect... you tend to find more conscious people there. I haven't been clubbing since i was 19. I was turned off after a few trips, plus too much alcohol and ego-driven fights my friends would get into, i rather enjoyed the local pub with more mature people and oldies. Mature women loved me and found me intelligent and could actually communicate with them, younger girls found me ugly and weird, probably cause I was too real for them. For me real success is inner-peace and freedom, everything else is secondary and just another idea of success. I believe Bashar said it best: If you don't feel successful, then redefine success.

Existence is what is / Consciousness is what it's like to be what is

I can relate and i know it can be challenging, but i have traveled a lot, mostly around my country (Australia) and I know there are places out there with far more conscious people where you can feel safe to truly be yourself, and this then can help be yourself more in other areas like cities and more mainstream places where people are generally far less conscious and Awake, shall we say. It can be extremely disheartening and exhausting not being your truest self all the time and i often struggle with this more with my family than others, cause you are always a son/daughter to them, especially your parents. its definitely something you can put into practice more, not holding back as much, releasing by physical activity and dance and meditation and whatever helps you feel more yourself, then interacting more with the world. You don't want people who are attracted to your masks, they won't be nourishing for your soul, you want those who are drawn to your true nature, that's what the world and you need. That's what moves mountains and changes lives, that's also what heals and supports us. We all need environments and spaces where we can feel safe to be truly and unlimitedly ourselves.

I remember reading somewhere to bypass this is to open, maybe grind and soak them in water for hours or overnight then strain the bits and drink the water. I think it was DMT nexus where i read this but I cant remember clearly the procedure. Unless it was for Morning Glory seeds. How many did you consume or do you suggest to start with? Thanks

I got some Hawaiian Baby Woodrose Seeds sitting in my drawer for over 10 years now, never really came around to trying them, anyone had them before? I rarely get the free time or space to explore deeper medicines, mum and sisters, always home, I need the whole house to myself, dislike being confined to my room during a powerful trip, i enjoy making a fire out the back, turning the house speakers on soothing music, waltzing around and creating magic undisturbed. Hopefully they go on holidays soon I can maybe try them one day.

Rupert Spira once said, you are not the seer or the seen, but the "seeing" itself.

I notice when daily use (and i feel this is because the nervous system is being overstimulated and exhausted from the repetitive use) and no breaks, that when you are sober, you tend to feel far more triggered and angry the following days until your nervous system stabilizes again. This is common with even coffee, junk foods, alcohol, even social media and tech stimulation. These things are something we are using daily not originally indented for daily use, hence the withdrawals when you take a break or detox, hence when i say a lot of us are not truly sober but living on an edge supported by such substances and things. Just somethings I have observed and sometimes guilty of myself. Its a process.

I listen to this in the background quite often, its tremendously beautiful sound.

What we "resist" persists. The Law of Vibration ~

Does consciousness exist within existence or does existence exist within consciousness? Or is consciousness just existence aware/conscious of itself?

Sorry for the confusion. 80 - 100% fruit almost every single day. Occasionally i would fast on Saturday or Sunday to give my body a break. 3 - 4 days (out of the week). I enjoy other raw vegetables, greens, sprouts, nuts, seeds ect... Usually a big hearty salad (last meal). In general.

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Interesting share guys, i did notice weed use, especially when it was more often, affected my relationships and social interactions, can feel like its the only true friend you can trust and won't betray you, but then betrays everything else, where the medicine then can turn into the poison with overuse. On the other hand weed and psychedelics have helped me tremendously return to spiritual focus and practice, so i feel (intuitive timing) is very important, and sometimes our lives can be so dark on the outside that its just that nudge, reminder, friend, push you need to get back on track. The challenge is not to allow the mind to keep knocking on that door every time shit hits the fan. I often would notice the next day is more of a withdrawal type day and things tend to trigger you more with prolonged use. Once in a while for ceremonial and special occasions never seems to create much issues, especially when there is a spiritual or healing intention behind it, and especially if you grow your own medicine organically. The weed i grew was far more profound and medicinal and psychedelic for me than any weed I ever tried on the streets. This actually helped me stop consuming a lot and integrate the teacher/plant better. Less became more, and natural high gradually arose with daily sober care. Its unfortunate most people feel they need weed and tobacco (as we do have those receptors in our brains) but don't really get the true medicine that it once was. This is why i suggested to grow ones own medicine, the time and effort, the meditative practice, all that in itself pays off and you may not even want to consume it in the end, but the process itself, is what shifts things in you, because its an act of love to something alive. I will say tho, I've made the most profound music when high and did some things I can really tap into while sober, if anything it can be inspiring like that of your inner-capabilities when in the correct state. I've only touched upon these states when I was living in a high state of love and unity, although weed can feel like an enlightening of the mind, but the body kinda gets left behind, and that's where i feel people fall into the trap of a false-enlightenment with most substances and then claim their enlightenment online, the body eventually catches up, can you carry it? Eating or Drinking a brew seems to provide a more balanced mind / body effect than smoking it though, and far less chance of abuse. Some say this was the original way and doesn't fire up the mind too much and allows the medicine to penetrate deeper on all levels and do its job. Nowadays strains are heavily bread unfortunately and have far too much THC and not enough CBD so the medicinal experience and healing is chemically and structurally out of alignment from its original form. I notice whenever i tried street-weed its severely lacks in spirit and body. Pure head/mind numbness, little to nothing healing about it. I grew up in a very harsh environment full of broken family's, drugs, gangs, alcohol, violence and weed was the only thing that saved a lot of lives so its been a bit part of my life but I also feel its very shamanic in nature when used respectfully and can help many. These days I rarely consume it but she will always be dear to me and I will never shut her off completely. I probably wouldn't be here if it wasn't for weed and there are many people like myself out there who simply went through hell to just make it through the day. So i can understand where some people are coming from. I notice the medicine call me too, especially when in these old environments where there is a lot of trauma and suffering, and i seem to do some type of shamanic work with it to help transmute energies, but when i am in nature and in an environment where people are in a healed state and environment is light and conscious, sweet, the need to use the medicine becomes obsolete. Rather its more as an offering of sharing to those still transitioning from a dark phase. This deeper shamanic stuff is still quite new to me, I am still figuring it all out, but when i look back at my life, i was always being a shaman to the community / environment, even without knowing. I remember baking weed-cookies for xmas (that i grew myself) and sharing them with my whole street, the feedback I got was amazing, they all had full psychedelic and medicinal experiences. I was just giving freely because i felt abundant and rich in myself. I felt to share this perspective because there is a lot of negative views on weed that i feel need enlightening up a bit.

This lifestyle definitely makes you more attune to the feminine, and for me personally i was always angry when i ate meat and animal products and severely out of touch with my feminine side, but yes too much for some people can be a hindrance too. Vegetables would be more masculine. Animal products for me, i find too masculine / aggressive, too much testosterone. I had a lot of kidney pains personally from animal protein. This book goes into detail how we develop puberty prematurely due to animal protein and excess testosterone from hormones they produce. That today children go into such phases much earlier than in the past and develop abnormally and sexual urges come before the child is even mature. https://archive.org/details/returntobrainofe0000gynn I also know its related to the modern chemicals and toxins in our environments but yeah if you ever get a chance to read that book, i think you will enjoy it because its more scientific-based and less spiritual woo-woo.

I feel i already answered this in the previous comment but I'd say on most days its 80 - 100% fruit. 3 - 4 days a week I enjoy a hearty salad with more variety of greens and vegetables and some nuts / seeds. I go through phases though, with how my body feels day by day, intuition, environment, seasons, stress ect...

That's cool, experiment all you want, hope you find clarity and balance I may argue tho, if a tigers chasing you, I bet you'll outrun the steroids I've seen some superhuman stuff in my life when you really need it.

Its an attempt to create more confusion in consciousness, as simple as that. Its a shadow play.

Plenty of people I know eat and live this way even in colder climates and winter time, you just tend to fast and or exercise more to keep body temperature high so when you eat fruit, especially melons, it doesn't cool you down too much. Often during winter if not so active or practicing fasting as much you eat more fats (like avocados, nuts, seeds ect,..) which insulate the body and organs from cold. Some people do what you say, but more so they would eat potatoes and beans and steamed vegetables, pumpkin, squash ect... during winter and raw fruits/veg during spring/summer ect.. The thing is if cooked food is introduced, it changes the way the bodies temperature regulars and thus generating heat from within signals become turned off and now becomes reliant on food / external sources, so that's the trade off. Animal products bind us to a denser consciousness and if you value spiritual work i would at least cut them out. Some people say raw milk and dairy, cheese is good as long as you raise the animal yourself and its supporting you and it doesn't involve "killing" so lesser-karmic load/imprint. You have to take it one step at a time, it took me years to get to this point as i did more healing, cleaning, detoxing, i naturally craved lighter and more plant-foods and could no longer tolerate denser and animal foods. After a while i could see how they shut down higher spiritual energies. You can usually notice the effects that each food has when you take a long break from that type of food then introduce it again. Also not all the produce is GMO, most of it is hybrid unfortunately but if you can find (seeded) natural produce, ideally organically grown, and even hybrid produce is better than other foods, (the key here is raw "living" foods that hold the cleanest/purest vibration and closest to Nature) and you can if you research online and find groups via social media ect... There's people everywhere who live this way and grow and want to eat organic food. These people i follow live in Germany and seem to source decent organic produce in their area. They seem more on the countryside. Cities can be a pain but even in cities if you are serious you can find good stuff, have to do a little extra work but it pays off.

Oh very simple, I enjoy mono meals mostly, like 1/4 of a large watermelon, or 3 - 5 mangoes, 5 - 7 bananas, a big salad with maybe 3 - 5 different ingredients at most, greens, carrots, beets, avocado, cabbage ect... Some lemon and lime for taste, 6 - 9 oranges, half to a whole cantaloupe ect... I find the less ingredients, the simpler the meal, the better i feel and easier on my body to digest, assimilate and utilize the food. Doing this one meal a day is a very zenful experience too, but probably not for everyone. Sometimes I enjoy a handful of nuts / seeds after meals. I often follow the 80/10/10 diet book / protocol 80% carbs 10% fat 10% protein which naturally occurs on this diet unless you go hard on the avocados, coconuts, and other fattier foods but then things tend to feel a bit more sluggish and slow down in my experience. Here is a general example of a fruitarian lifestyle mono-meal plan, its very simple, no need to dishes, and mess. I follow a guy named Eli Martyr on youtube he has been eating this way ^ for almost a decade now and is some who has it dialed in. This man amazes me, he can go travel for weeks to different countries and fasts the whole time and is full of energy. Very well read and educated. I am still mastering being on 100% fruit but from my past experiences it does make me feel the best on all levels, mind, body and spirit.

Even nootropics, again its something you have to experience for yourself. When i take such things while i am at least a few weeks on this diet and lifetyle and or fasting and meditating or being in nature a lot, i notice they distort / dilute reality / perception and actually become a hindrance to ones natural state. Its like an ongoing flow state, often happens when you are meditating a lot or fasting, anything else added only mixes the consciousness / clarity / focus / flow up. Nootropics help mind / focus but there's yer another layer of Awareness beyond that that naturally arises once the body is purified and this cant be topped by any additive.