Ramasta9

Maybe its the universe playing with me, maybe I cant do much for this forums anymore. Maybe Ill create my own

Here is an example i took the other day, otherwise I cannot message any mod either, 0 messages, can only reply to messages. If i am in the middle of posting something, when i click submit it doesn't go through and when i refresh page, the whole comment box disappears.

Yeah I've been on and off the forums since around 2016. I had a few different accounts over the years because every now and then I retreat into the wild and often disconnect entirely from being online for months, sometimes years, and so much happens in my wild-adventures that when I do come back, Its a whole process reintegrating again into "this world", often forgetting the details, so i end up creating new one, I probably have 15k posts total if i collected all of them. I made this one on a more recent email so it should be easier to recover. Its a whole another world out there. I'm only here temporary one day I may never return.

@Natasha Tori Maru Sorry i was put on ban again for 8 hours, not sure which mod is butt hurt or maybe its the bald devil himself but this basically happens every day. Usually 4 hours, today was 8. Might have to leave this forums if this keeps happening, someone obviously can't stand me here. The Truth will prevail, with or without me, it continues, while bullshit eventually crumbles under its own delusion. Illumination is inevitable.

Yes this is what happens to many people, they are unconsciously "suppressing" sexual energy and thinking they are becoming more strong and spiritual, the issue is that energy is not being used and channeled out properly and creatively so it becomes stagnant and leads to mental and emotional and even physical disorders over time. You can't try to be celibate and be a master overnight, this no-fap has to come naturally. There are phases in my life where I have a lot of sex, there are phases when I have none at all. It all depends. You have to learn to be in-tune with your NATURAL SELF. Not what others are doing or saying.

Lmao, Nah-im just 'sleeping'

Naw IM just been myself bruhhda fox

Yeah I am in more alignment with what this guy shares and have been for some years now. I just do simple things, pushups, squats, abs, running, rebounding, dancing randomly throughout the day. Just to keep some activity when I am living at home, its amazing how less = more. Its all about play for me, always has been, as soon as its no longer fun and playful, i drop it. And yeah well I didn't know them too well personally, but they mostly did steroids, took viagra, basically were in competition mode with themselves and their own ego's and others just to go to stereosonic and music festivals to show off and pick up chicks. That all they focused on. Looks, photoshoots, girls, drugs, parties - the short lived life

I do, I see this forum, i feel for it, i create a new account, just trying to lighten things up, there are many good souls here, just bit in the dark. That's why i create topics like Nature and fun things to post and share, sometimes comedy or nature or similar things can make all the difference. its not always about going into deep discussions about what is, but simply enjoying what is presented. @Davino You may enjoy this ^^

When i was 17 - 21 I was caught up in this phase, following my friends, it almost killed me, then I had major awakening and quit all animal products, processed foods, gyms, powders, and almost everything from my old life. The only things I still play with from that era are psychedelics. Its basically a death trap, all my friends my age mid 30s, who continue that path have a head full of grey hair and aged like they look 40 - 50. Their bodies fall apart when they stop training, especially those who took steroids, luckily i was always afraid of needles. But then again all those shakes, and powders and pre-workouts full of toxic chemicals are not much different. I actually knew zyss and his group, they had the biggest ego's of all, and several of them died of heart-attack. Bodybuilding is literally like the inflamed-ego in physical form / manifestation. As deformed as they look, as inflamed the ego.

The Individual absorbs knowledge, but Truth absorbs the individual.

Am i the only one who actually found this video funny or is this forums just full of depressed people? I was aiming to lighten things up a bit We don't have to over-complicate everything, just be, enjoy your life and do your best, or be your best, hows that?

A Gift ~

Linux Mint i believe.

This was shared a few years back, still blows me away <3 @Natasha Tori Maru You did the right thing by following your nature.

Neither do I really, we just are, that's all we truly know, that I AM.

It depends on how you are asking it. I could say a "distortion" of consciousness, or I could say an activity of mind. It depends.

Linux is something else, I use it, it can be a headache at times, but its also nice, like your in a safe-mode style windows, feels more organic and flows better for me, even though i still have no idea how to use terminal properly. I'm leading towards one of those new M series macbooks though.

Illuminated / exposed / transformed ?

I've actually met these types of people, of course its a little exaggerated but it was hilarious to watch.

The ego merely jumped from one type of clothing into another, still hiding from itself

Gotta feel for the brother hahaha

Try CBD is way better and safer long term. Protect your brains. Add a strong sedative tea, do a little exercise few hours before bedtime, turn off blue lights and wear blue blockers.