Ramasta9

If you can try to stay at least 3 days on just water or freshly squeezed fruit and veg juices, and adding ginger, turmeric, mint, and lemon to the juices and drinking herbal teas in between that support digestion and gut inflammation like peppermint, licorice, fennel, chamomile, marshmellow root ect... then gradually after a few days introduce a light simple meal (minimal ingredients or a mono-meal) of simple fruit or veg, observe how your body responds, this should return to normal. If you notice feeling and digesting better but still have trouble you can try few days longer. Cucumber, apples, greens, grapes, melons, oranges are all great things you can juice. If you can water fast for 3 days at least, that's even better. Otherwise i would recommend try dry fasting for 24 - 48 hours and then have a juice to break your fast. Whatever feels most natural and easiest for you, see how that goes and you should feel much better and reset your gut. If this doesn't work then you may need to do a longer water fast or a juice cleanse with anti-parasitical herbs which is often mostly likely the cause of such issues. Another thing that comes to mind is mold or bad bacteria. If this interests you, feel free to keep my posted, i'll try help as much as i can.

@JowblobSorry that i didn't properly acknowledge your post and situation and disregarded it. I've been in a very challenging phase lately. I trust one day we can live without money and we can trade and exchange energy and live harmoniously and in a balanced way.

Cause he is afraid they might actually be true.

Remove everything but "Truth" then sit with only that.

If you can begin to grasp the very nature of "infinite intelligence" or "intelligent infinity" then how could it not be paradoxical?

I abused MDMA a lot as a teenager, after a while I was using 2-CB as a booster / on the comedown and it seemed to bring some of the "magic" back, feltlike a more chill version of MDMA. Only had it few times but from what I remember it was like a nice warm hug with mild psychedelica. Also some annoying birds outside screaming turned into classical music as it kicked in.

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It only appears such a way because we are seeing reality / creation through a very narrow / limited perspective.

The point is to be truly yourself, and that in-itself is the greatest spiritual teacher without needing to be a spiritual teacher Want the Truth? Be Truth-Full ! Be Honest, Be RAW, Be REAL, and if you can, most importantly, Be Loving, Do for Love, Live for Love. And those who are truly abundant know how to navigate reality by the very ~wave of abundance~ that carries them, so they thrive ! Do you remember who you were before the world told you who you were and taught you how to be? Sit 5 - 10 minutes a day and contemplate this. All one has to do is remember who they truly are. Then you'll find your way, regardless of with path you take, it will be illuminated.

Depends on ones definition of success. For some success is money, for some its fame, for some health, and for some, inner-peace. For me, success is finding out who i truly am and being who I truly am as fully as i can be in effortless beingness. For me Tao Te Ching is the greatest book of all time, nothing comes closer to the Truth in my eyes. Everything else, is secondary, because if you understand the tao, the rest naturally falls into place. In other words, once you understand nature, everything else falls into place. That is the greatest success.

That's your opinion. I can ready the energy of the room well enough. Far more than meets the eye here.

How did you live before you learned about romantic love? Its usually a good start to questions like these. Also this "I have an asocial brain(, probably autistic if the psychiatrists that examined me were right), I am slow thinker, non creative, not smart, not good memory" is a poor / bad program you are "reinforcing" into your reality thus you attract more of it. Change the way you see yourself and your reality changes too. The mirror does not smile first. Don't let the world and your thoughts shape who you are, you can reinvent and rebuild yourself at any given moment. Ultimately, change and inlightenment is a conscious choice you can make right now. One small step at a time, and it can all start with a smile or positive thought about yourself. Then others naturally will notice this to, for you radiate out what you feel within. Universal Mechanics 101

Grab her thighs nice and strong, give her a taste of your strength jks put it in her butt

I had to deal with these white richy spoiled people like this during my travels a few times. Sometimes i wasn't even camping just parked on the park to have a rest and some lunch. I sometimes have to simply tell them to fuck off before i knock your ass out or have to remind them that they stole this land from my people, usually works even though I am not indigenous, they get scared of such statements cause they don't wanna deal with "primitive savages" >.<

Find ways to decompress spine, hanging, yoga, breathing and deep stretches multiple times a day and instead of sitting on your chair, squat, it helps a lot. If you worry about what others will think then you have to ask yourself, whats more important, your health or others judgements. Swimming and rebounding also helps with back pain and shifting to a lighter diet, less processed foods, more whole and fresh foods, healthy fats like coconut and avocado to lubricate the joints, lots of fresh fruit and veggies, less seed oils and processed animal products ect... Also some strengthening workouts may help and deep breathing practices. Daily walks and hikes in nature if possible. My dad suffered from back pain for his and he used this https://drchristophersherbs.com/products/cayenne-heat-ointment And CBD oil and significantly reduced his back pain from (9/10 - 3/10 pain level) along with following some of the tips i shared above.

Enlightenment in my eyes is being totally aware of the oneness we share, and at the same time playing our individual part without losing awareness of the whole ocean that we truly are. One one becomes fully established in simply being, enlightenment is the natural side-effect.

When i said this stuff 20 years ago everyone called me a crazy conspiracy theorist, and yet most of the conspiracy theories i shared turned out to be true