Malkom

Everyone talks about enlightenment, shmenlightenment, and blah blah... But what's the point of infinity if we can't use it? Why doesn't this "Infinity" grant us Power? Truth gives Power, but first, the destruction of old illusions, and that's painful, hahaha. - "Why do I need AI if I'm personally involved in science? I can teach it some interesting things myself. When you contribute something original, something living, that's a sign of Life, or call it God, that's Awakening. When "energy" manifests through you naturally, like dance, like inspiration, like improvisation, from the depths of your soul, when your role is natural and organic, without any conflicts, spasms, or convictions—right/wrong, good/evil... It's not just "energy" manifesting itself, not how it flows and blah blah, but you Yourself ARE IT." - . Is there a P=NP millennium problem? Positive proof would mean that many practical problems, such as creating drugs with predetermined properties from the start, and individually tailored to each individual, could be solved. Moreover, it would impact genetics, both DNA analysis and protein modeling, to a superior level, because currently these problems are considered intractable and require significant computational resources. And this is all literally, not even metaphorically, a drop in the ocean; all these problems are NP-complete. If it's proven that the proof of P=NP itself is beyond axiomatics, meaning it's neither provable nor refutable within the framework of current mathematical logic, one option would be to introduce William Hude's measures (actually, not only, but let's just take one for now). These measures have an interesting property: strict insufficiency. What makes the unbounded "bounded" is that it reveals hidden structures, seemingly expanding the potential used, and also ensures reliability in logic that is new, not trivial. For example, one solved Millennium Problem, the Poincaré-Perelman theorem, indirectly proves that our world is not three-dimensional, but at least four-dimensional. This is within the framework of proof by logic (and this is very important in reality, not just as a direct experiential argument, because it can be used to one's advantage). He also discovered new methods such as functional extrema and singular flows. Moreover, a promising point of view is their use in the design of complex technical systems. Any Millennium Problem is potentially PRACTICAL. But the P=NP problem stands apart because it immediately opens literally fantastic doors. But there is one BUT. Like algorithmic randomness. Our mind is essentially an archiver (in the language of information theory). Archiving is data compression, and only structural, rhythmic, and predictable data can be compressed. Chaotic things are incompressible in principle, and our reality is incompressible, and no program can describe it more briefly than it does, that is, archive it, and therefore it is truly random. What appears orderly appears mundane, and what is chaos can contain the most profound information, but the mind is powerless here. For example, you download two audio files – one is your favorite song, and the other is the incomprehensible hiss of an old radio. You run the archiver – the music is compressed to 500 kilobytes, but the white noise of the old radio remains almost unchanged. Why? A song has structure, repeating rhythms, chords, a chorus. The archiver sees patterns and replaces them with shortcuts, like memory saying, "This has happened before, just repeat it." But there's nothing recognizable in the noise of an old radio; each fragment is unique, unpredictable, as if Nature itself rolls the dice with every sound. The archiver is powerless, "I can't make it shorter." Compression is a search for meaning. If a file compresses, it means it has order, structure, repetition; if not, you're looking at pure randomness. Everything that can be explained can be compressed; everything that can't be explained remains as it is. And the archiver is a small model of the human mind—it searches for patterns, tries to simplify, explain, systematize, and when it can't, it seems to say, "This isn't my limit, but the limit of the world itself." And almost everything in the universe is uncompressible; this is a mathematical proof—there's more chaos than order, order is the exception to chaos, randomness is the norm. Sometimes the most complete formula for describing reality is Reality itself. For centuries, science has been pursuing the same goal: compressing the world. We seek formulas to replace long descriptions of reality with short ones. Science is the art of compression. We believe the world obeys laws, meaning it can be described more simply than it appears, that behind the apparent chaos lies a "hidden code." But not everything can be coded. If a "string" is incompressible, that doesn't mean it's "noisy"; it means no explanation will be shorter than the string itself, even the most ingenious. And the laws of nature aren't fundamental truths, but the most successful archives of reality—we've found a way to compress part of the universe, but not all of it. Our minds work in the same way—it tries to pack chaos into explanations, but somewhere on the edges of consciousness, chunks of data remain that can't be compressed. Science has always believed that behind the complex lies simplicity, but the opposite is true: behind the simple lies complexity, which no formula can contain. Is it possible to compress the Universe itself? Imagine our entire world as a gigantic hard drive the size of the Cosmos, with everything recorded on it—every photon, every particle, every thought…? Could this gigantic file be replaced with a short program—a Theory of Everything? Option one: the Universe is deterministic, it has a simple formula, the laws of physics are a compressed version of reality, we can describe the past and future if we know the initial conditions—the world is a gigantic program, and we are processors executing its code. But there's a problem: the formula explains HOW, but it doesn't explain WHY these specific "numbers" exist. There is no answer. These parameters are simply GIVEN as unchanging chunks of an incompressible string. Option two: the Universe is completely random. There is no code. All laws are merely temporary coincidences; each event is unique, like billions of incompressible strings scattered in the Vacuum of Existence. Such a world is impossible to understand. It doesn't repeat itself, it can't be explained, and essentially defies our logic; it simply Is. This Universe is meaningless, yet this is precisely its True Meaning. Option three – the Golden Mean. The laws of nature are a compressed portion of Reality, while the initial conditions are incompressible. The world has structure, but not the Whole; it's partially explainable, like a file where the header is readable, but the rest is pure noise. Most physicists believe precisely this; the laws are understandable, but the input data itself is inexplicable. And here's where the real mental nightmare begins – it's impossible to even prove that "something" is incompressible. If we found proof, it would itself be a program that shortens the description, meaning it would already be compression – a contradiction. The conclusion is that we will never know whether the Universe is lawful or random; it's simply an unsolvable question. We are the ones desperately trying to compress the infinite file of reality into a short, human-readable code called Understanding. Algorithmic randomness is the wall that human and artificial intelligence collide with, the SETI program and alien signals... Order is simplicity, and true randomness is when no explanation is shorter than Reality itself. The Universe doesn't have to be understandable, and chaos isn't the enemy of order, but its integral part. Each of us is also a "string" whose true length is greater than any attempt to explain ourselves in words. And if someone wants to "compress" you into a formula, you must remember that what is most alive in a person is what cannot be contained in any program. And the irony is that Ideal Order and Ideal Chaos are seemingly the same thing. The brain and perception—the human brain is also an archiver—seeks out repetitions to conserve energy; when they don't exist, it calls it noise. But sometimes, it's precisely in this noise that new information can be hidden, one that can't yet be compressed. We respond to art, to music, to random details because we sense a balance between order, which can be understood, and chaos, which cannot. The world becomes beautiful when it is almost, but not completely, compressible. Algorithmic randomness is not a paradox; it is information about where reason ends and the inexplicable begins. The world is ruled by Infinite Beauty in all its Meanings and nonsense. Truth = Beauty, and that's precisely what your "soul" craves.

it's all about the Shining...

It's obvious that you're a trolololo

Something similar happened. Something like a bad trip, but not a bad trip, when reality appeared to me as Absolute Cruelty. But that's all really ego, all your projections of what Reality should be. It simply Is. And then the liberation that Reality is Absolute Love. I described it primitively and very exaggeratedly.

If you think you know everything, Reality will show you're nobody. "God" doesn't like the proud. You feel insanity inside you, it's because you're bound by your mind, your Self, your Essence, yearns to come out, and it manifests itself in insanity. That's awareness it. And live with it, haha.

I'm just talking to myself . Besides, the translator distorts it. I used Sadhguru as an example; take anyone.

Who is Sadhguru? Some manager or businessman.

Amanita muscaria is not for the faint of heart. You'll have to throw out all the transcendental delusion generators like Sadhguru, who serve up yet another illusion under the guise of transcendence. Moreover, you're acting from programs, not from your true essence; you're simply repeating like a bot. And Life doesn't need bots, it needs PERSONALITIES. Well, you'll get your answer there. You'll hear all sorts of nonsense on the internet and forums. In reality, you can have 1,000 immersions, and 998 of them will just be "dreams." And you won't discover truths that aren't within you; you'll only discover what you can somehow interpret. If you take ayahuasca in the Amazon, they'll impose yet another illusion on you, even more than you had before, which will even make things worse. Because the natives' worldview is limited in itself, and you'll be repeating their path, not YOURSELF.

Take amanita muscaria, dude. Instead of watching "cartoons" under psychedelics created by your immature psyche, mistaking them for truth, and pondering pseudo-philosophical nonsense pretending to be profound wisdom, I suspect the mushroom will beat you up.

I see, you're impenetrable.

It's not about free will or control over everything. It's about being yourself—that is, you have certain spasms in your mind. So be it, how freely you breathe, how inhaling life itself. Certain emotions or spontaneous, unconscious reactions in your body prevent YOU from manifesting. Not in the sense of becoming a different person, but in the sense of how AUTHENTIC you are. Your ego often blocks this authenticity because you have to play a role. It's impossible to do otherwise, and you shouldn't, because it would be UNNATURAL again. Even when you're playing a role, like an actor, you don't always have to memorize every movement mechanically and in detail. The main thing is to immerse yourself in the essence, the character, and the movements, facial expressions, voice, body posture, will do what's needed, wiser than you, mind than inventing anything with your mind. "mind" is the ego, and the essence is the "soul." This, again, is "just a model." And there is a choice, there is no choice, it's a little different: I do it, or I don't. The main thing is what you feel in the moment. I hope this translates well.

Okay. Don't interfere with your body's autonomy with your mind; it already knows what to do—how to swallow, how to breathe, how your heart beats... Your autonomic nervous system does that for you. There's no need to take TOTAL CONTROL here. That's pointless.

"It's just a model, a model of reality, not reality itself." Apparently, translation difficulties

Dude. I don't bother with that kind of nonsense. I couldn't care less about these questions—what is the ego or what is the soul? I wrote "it's just a model" so that there would be an understanding, an entry point to what I want to write about. Don't fill your head with bullshit.

It's just a model; you had to start somewhere. The less you think about it, the better. You need to take a simpler approach to life.

It's not you who live life; it's life itself that's lived through you. The ego seeks comfort, your soul seeks truth... And its highest goal is self-realization, and only your "soul" knows what that is. And there's no uniform advice or ultimate answers. What does this mean? Nothing, haha.

99% of YouTube content is junkyard, hype, klickbate. It's like some no-name wrote "was here..." on a fence. The best content, in my opinion, is entertaining, and sometimes a little bit of true crime is okay. And if you're going to take something useful, you need to take it concretely, not someone else's opinion, much less advice on how to live a healthy life.

All this musing about enlightenment speaks to society's nervousness; it's again an exercise in avoidance, not enlightenment. Pay attention to this, activate your awareness. You need to clear your mind of "information trash."

Humans aren't designed to eat only plant foods, especially growing organisms. And the information is actually newer, encompassing a whole range of research, including genetics and biology. The idea that you'll become cleaner and feel better is merely a correlation, which isn't cause and effect. It could also be a matter of personal experience, which, moreover, can't be a criterion for truth—personal experience is only yours, and it might not apply to someone else.

AA won't help you unless you PERSONALLY want to change your situation. That should be the main message in AA.

If you're so obsessed with a vegan diet, you could, for example, try the Mediterranean diet; it's more sensible and practical. It includes vegetables, which is essential for people.

I'm skeptical about vegetarianism. Just my observation. I once decided to go vegan for a week. The first thing I realized was that I wasn't feeling full at all; I had to eat a lot of "grass." Ahahaha. At first, I felt a sense of lightness, and as if my thoughts had become clear, but that's just a first impression. It's not really like that; you're just telling yourself stories; it's just ego. Then, toward the end, I got sick and really craved meat. I ate it and felt my density, firmness, and strength return; I felt like I existed. And I quickly recovered. Furthermore, humans aren't designed to eat only vegetables; we don't have huge jaws like cows, or the same powerful stomachs and intestines. This means all our energy goes into digestion. Meat is necessary because it requires less energy to digest, plus the very structure of the jaw has evolutionarily allowed us to develop intelligence. There has to be some balance, and both are possible. All this vegetarian nonsense is just brainwashing. Trust yourself sometimes. And besides, we're not bugs that only eat leaves.

It's a good thing I haven't had a drink in years. Alcohol only makes depression worse. Plus, you don't face reality, which means you're not working on yourself. If you want to learn how to make sculptures, sculpt them; if you want to speak well, speak. Alcohol is an escape and fantasies with bravado. As for a Higher Power, there must be Faith. It's a matter of Trust in Life, it's fearlessness, it's not skepticism, it's not about a naive, childish perception. Just Faith, that's all. In what? Not in what. Just Faith.

I've been there. I'll put it this way. Everything depends on your personality and the strength of your spirit. For example, no one will convince me of any power independent of me. It's simply impossible. I am my own Authority. If anyone has any doubts, I will destroy them. Ahahahaha