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I did something similar but it’s called alpha stim it puts electrical signals through your brain it makes it feel like your mind is floating in a warm bath it’s a weird experience that’s for sure…

I can’t do psychedelics I am not mentally fit I mean I could do them but I know I can successfully harm myself. But anyways can I get close to a NDE through meditation or anything? I don’t care but I’ll never be comfortable with solipsism I just can’t sit with it anymore I want to expand my consciousness I wanna strip this physical body I feel like a prisoner to whatever this experience is. I am so obsessed with death I want to feel it I wanna embrace it and see what’s on the other side so fucking bad. please don’t ban or lock my stuff I’m just venting and sick and tired of this bullshit experience maybe I died and I’m in hell maybe I deserve it.

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You have been around for over 3,000 years. I think you would have learned maturity and patience by now.

Wait what does mortal combat and the Buddha gotta do with this 😂

Death is an illusion quantum immortality

Yes the self is an illusion Buddhism knew this this ages ago

Now I’m not advocating this but by this logic since consciousness creates everything can consciousness create its own death or keep existing. For example if consciousness creates the grenade you can put it in your mouth blow yourself up and then quantum immortality you just go to another timeline or fuck all that maybe the grenade does blow up but nothing can affect you since consciousness can’t die by its own creation

You are contradicting yourself? You said you had a solipsism awakening that you are alone as god is that not solipsism? But now you are calling it awareness?? How does that even make sense. And good you should not look up to Leo or anyone. I guarantee you wouldn’t even have had a solipsism awakening and the only reason why you did is because this is what this website is plagued with. Guarantee that shit if awareness is formless there is nothing to be alone.

Who are you talking to? You are the one that had the solipsism awakening on DMT YOU ARE TALKING TO YOU. “Man you are alone now too” You are projecting you are simulating me! If you seriously had a dmt solipsism awakening you would not be here arguing with “me”. I think you made it up because Leo said so. You are a Leo parrot.

Keep going why stop at solipsism because Leo says so? Why not keep pushing you should play with infinity of gods enjoy your playground

TRY SO HARD AND GOT SO FARRRRRRR

What’s up with your love / hate relationship with sadhguru just curious

I will forever loop in endless dreams in solipsism hell quantum immortality.

Noooo there’s just fucking god everything is godding Jesus fuck Christ read her words!

Ohhh the irony YOU are the one that literally made this solipsism awakening post. So from your logic no your the fucking one alone as god.

What you mean death trumps it? And you don’t know if death is dreaming and even if that’s the case if i am dreaming right now and i choose to die wouldn’t jumping into another dream be okay?

Then what’s next I mean you don’t know what death will bring but I’ll tell you maybe it’s bliss NDEs seem to be pretty nice 😊

So you’re telling me death doesn’t give me a free ticket out of the bondage of these thoughts?

Solipsism strips everything to an utter void. It’s basically holy fuck I’m all alone or “oh my god I’m everything” but that is still not blissful to me. I don’t understand what’s scary about death? Potential nothing …no thoughts…no fear literally nothing even the concept of nothing doesn’t exist how beautiful is that? Sounds nice to me…

How is death scarier than solipsism? Solipsism is the worst absolutely loneliness for eternity. What’s wrong with death or the potential of non existence that sounds like nirvana! And you trying to tell me I’m dreaming right now but you say you’re real or something? If your a real consciousness don’t play with me hojo. It’s like this…if it’s only me here I have every right to end the dream who am I gonna affect? Myself? Who gives a flying fuck

I’m not in your head I’m conscious I’m tell you all right now I fucking love this forum but I am not playing about death I’m obsessed with it. I refuse I refuse with every core or my being to accept solipsism this body mine soul etc rejects the absolute piss out of it. Solipsism gets in your skin and makes you fucking mad.

Hell no I don’t want to be trapped in solipsism hell no more maybe actual physical death I can find the answer I don’t mean a NDE I mean actual physical gone

I’m not fucking playing with you goddamit if you fuckers are playing with me or this is my dream I’m fucking done with this shit I am tired of circle jerking and talking to myself. All of you are too pussy to kill yourself i am not im bout to fucking take the journey to the other side I’m tired of this dream. I’ll find out once and for all what this bullshit is all about.

does that mean I can jump off building rn and not die? Serious question. If you are being serious that I’m just dreaming and you are part of my mind then I’m gonna push the limits tonight.