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I’ve always had a passion for Truth. Living alone by myself for 5 years now, did bring me towards several awakenings (using no psychedelics). I’ve also been blessed to have a social job, interacting with people, teaching them English in a non English speaking country. The point is, I see how social life makes me more of a “Sleeping man” rather than an “Awakened one”. Distractions as they say come with social life. But the thing that I noticed is when me being in a social setting interacting with people, I try to force myself to be more Conscious, and SOMETIMES I really see the shift in a Reality, like people around are acting differently, while me being around them more Present. It’s like I make changes within them, as I try to be more Conscious around them (again it only happens occasionally, 1 out of 10 times, maybe even less). Being solo for a True Spiritual people, I assume, is not a problem, but being social is (in general). It’s a True Gift from God to experience both, to be ok with Solo as well as with Social life. But Being solo IN a social life - navigating it is a whole new challenge. Which I’m trying to figure out NOT TO MANIPULATE but to EXPLORE. God Bless all of YOU. The question is: “Do you understand?”

God bless everyone! Reading this post from TheSelf has touched me so I remembered that one specific awakening that happened in June this year. Awakening occurred literally while watching the episode “What is a Reality” on actualized.org (using no psychedelics) Mouth wide open, excessively breathing, laughing, tears are all over the place, producing all types of weird sounds, pushing my face “IN”, rolling on the floor, dancing, my hands trying to reach the ceiling, throwing up etc At one point I stopped breathing intentionally, and I was ok with that. Than ego had started knock knocking “Think of your closed one”. Everything was clear and ok afterwards. Love Love Love Thank you for reading.