I had a really cool trip today on MDMA, shrooms, THC and nitrous oxide. I’m curious if anyone can relate to this kind of insight, it's similar to the cosmic joke Awakening.
Everything is a journey, and that journey manifests as the hero’s cycle. Existence itself is this hero’s cycle.
At first you search and search and think through everything in the first half, and then at some point you feel into the second half and that switch is the death of the hero in the cycle.
The development of this story manifests in the real world, everywhere, in everything. Everything evolves within a tension that keeps building. And the more it winds up, the more charge it builds, until that charge becomes so absolute that it becomes real.
Everyday consciousness is the most charged stage of the hero’s cycle, and god-realization is the release.
I don’t know if this makes sense to read, I’m still pretty stoned but I feel like you recognize the dynamic once you’ve experienced it.
There's also some more to it, like the first half of the hero's cycle seems to be masculine while the second half seems to be feminine and they're also interplaying the whole time. And there is also the aspect of not being able to grasp it, and this inability is the tension that is building up. This tension that I'm talking about is like the build up to the cosmic joke and the joke is the release of this tension.
