hello,
growing up i didnt have money so ive always motivated by making it and i focus alot on it.
i love to play football and currently looking to take it forward as my career but i dont know if leo is saying that its a bad idea to be successful in his videos.
i am still young so i want to do self actualized work and focus on school football etc.
i use to be very sociable and very active but now i have very few if any friends and i find it very hard to socialize with people. if talking to someone i dont exactly know my hands start to get sweaty and i start to get nervous this is very usual as i use to be lets say the "clown" of the class and found it very easy to communicate with people.( i do like to be alone though )
i have experienced both sides of being good and being bad
not too long ago i was involved with quite alot of negative stuff. i have now changed that around extremely quickly and now focus on school,football etc but it just doesnt feel right. i always feel like something is missing. i go through fazes of being extremely motivated to do everything then it drops for an unknown reason. its really confusing its almost like i get addicted to overcoming anything that comes in my way then i loose it and i start to slack but no one notices except my self( eg. i started doing meditation consistently then i just stopped out for reason ) . if anyone has taken the time to read this i appreciate it and i feel like anyone who could give me answers will help progress further and overcome this problem that i currently am struggling with.
thank you
