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1 There is no evil outside of self-hatred. There is no personality disorder without self-hatred. A demon is a personality disorder. 2 Understanding of nerodivergency is understanding of the self. Understanding of the self is the basis for real self-acceptance which allows for authenticity. Authenticity is what kills demons.

I love this piece of raw authenticity! I also really like the music and the editing. Keep up with the creativity and exploration!

"How does it matter if you made meaningful memories and connections if you don't have a truthful view of reality?" "How does it matter if you have a truthful view of reality if you don't have meaningful memories and connections?" If you understand that both statements are equally valid and choose one, not out of belief of superiority of your choice, but because you know what you want and accept that you want it while accepting the choices of others, you have transcended the Actualized.org paradigm.

Race is just a construct to support western hegemony. Italians used to not be considered white for example.

@Lila9 This is adorable. It is not easy to build such a connection to an animal to a normal person. You need to be extremely sensitive in order to be able to do that. You need to promise me to never ever be ashamed of your gift.

The foundational text from Mussolini is pretty short and readable. It's called "the doctrine of fascism" https://sjsu.edu/faculty/wooda/2B-HUM/Readings/The-Doctrine-of-Fascism.pdf Fascism is the direct answer to communism. There is no such thing as fascism that is independent of communism. If you want to understand what fascism is you need to understand communism and learn why communism is objectively the best system. Fascism rises to power when liberals become afraid of a communist revolution. That's it. As soon as the rich realize that communism is a better option for the people, they start funding fascism out of fear. And they should be fearful. Communism shows no mercy to the corrupt. If you are corrupt and a revolution is on its way you need to start taping your head to your neck because else it will be separated from your body soon

Once you know how autistic people carry themselves, you can recognize them immediately. I suggest you watch videos about people who are autistic (roughly as functional as you) and try to learn the patterns. You can usually immediately tell just by their (lack of) facial expressions. Also, what they focus on when they talk. The more information dense the things are that they say in social contexts, the more likely they are to be autistic. Also, if they ramble about some topic, they are autistic. This is the easy part. You can't really do anything wrong when interacting with an autistic person lmao. They have just as much social anxiety as you so if they sense you are anxious, they will not find that unattractive. In fact when they sense you have anxiety yourself, they will see this as relatable and cute, and it will allow them to relax, so you really have nothing to worry about. Overstimulation is also not a problem. When you talk to an autistic girl, and you feel like you need a break because of overstimulation, it is really not a problem because it is likely that they are also overstimulated and need a break too 😂 I'm telling you it is impossible to do anything wrong hahhah The way you make an autistic girl fall in love with you is to just ask her what her interests are and then ask a question about it that is as specific as possible (this last thing is important. Autistic people don't like broad questions) If you are genuinely interested, she will like you automatically. The only mistake that you can do really is not being explicit enough. If you like her, you need to tell her. Don't try to figure out from her implicit, non-verbal communication whether she is interested, because autistic people don't do implicit non-verbal communication. If you want to know if she is interested ask her. She will always appreciate explicit communication.

I highly recommend you reading this. Especially if you also have ADHD (non-conformist) together with your autism: This is the most relevant part of the post: You can find love if you find someone who also connects with people via analysis. This is also relevant: A good option for you to contribute in a wage labor context would be that you ask some company to give you access to a shit ton of their data (or code if they are a software company for example) and then you just spend your work hours plunging into the data and search for patterns. If you understand these so called "highly functional" symbol oriented people, you will realize that none of them really know what they are doing. They all just run some shallow script of conformity. They need people like you who can see everything as it is otherwise they are unable to make good business decisions. But it is not important that you contribute in the wage labor context. You will already contribute enough when you just talk about your interests on the internet. Also, you can talk to normies and analyze their lives, informing them about contradictions in their relationships for example

Trying to reach prestige and being societally accepted is poison if you have ADHD (non-symbolic, non-conformist, less filtering in perception, less parallel processing) This is because to you, these things are not real. It is not authentic and that's why it's draining. If this is not the case for you then maybe you don't have ADHD. What I'm saying is, being a conformist or being a non-conformist is not a choice. If you are a conformist, and you live among non-conformists you will suffer just as much as when you are a non-conformist among conformists. I'm not saying conformity is stupid and non-conformity is based. It is simply a difference in brain processing. I've written about this topic in this post: If you understand history and you understand how evil liberalism is, you will understand that communism is the ultimate life purpose. (For a non-conformist) That's precisely what I'm doing atm. These girls look funky because they are the embodiment of ADHD-authenticity on earth. If you don't find girls like Alysa Liu attractive, you likely just don't have ADHD. Again, it's only overrated if you don't have ADHD.

My best explaination of OCD is that if you are autistic, you can't live without a certain amount of repetitive behaviour. If you for some reason don't allow youself to engage with that enough because you think repetitive behaviour is unproductive or something (which it's not necessarily), your body will compulsively seek repetition anyways and that is what ocd is. If you fight ocd together with the other repetitive behaviour you might have, it will only get worse. If you allow youself to engage in non harmful repetitive behaviour, the ocd should go away

The way to cope with ADHD is by rejecting the chase of symbols like degrees, prestiguous jobs, monogamy, marrige, etc. Don't ever go to a university or do any training ever. You can teach yourself anything by yourself autodidactically. The less prestige the thing has that you do more more likely it is that you are on the track of healing. Also you need to always put your freedom first. If you do these things you will not need any medication

This distinction only makes sense when looking at a person who is living in disalignment aka inauthentically aka in self hatred. When you live authentically, you automatically become at the same time the most selfish person and the most selfless person on the planet. If you are in this state, you produce maximum value for yourself and maximum value for others at the same time. This is true for me. Ever since I started trying to embrace my neurodivergency completely, I have never been more selfish but I also have never produced this much value in my life. The more you fight your selfishness, the less value you will be able to produce and therefore the less selfless you will be.

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@LastThursday If I remember correctly, you are the one who said you don't like it when users on this forum make up their own concepts expecting people to understand? If you are interested in my theory, I have good news for you which is: I just managed to radically debloat my theory. It seems to be down to just 3 principles again (plus spaciousness) from 8. You are right that the theory is bad if I can't explain it in ordinary language. However I will not make promises about never making up words again. I think this can be a powerful tool for increasing understanding, symbolism, compactness and the probability of finding an ideal language.

@LastThursday Identity is existence for neurotypicals. It is not artitificial. It is "real" in the most fundamental sense of the word; but only for neurotypicals. My latest hypothesis is that identity and social norms are only empty and "artificial" for people with ADHD. ADHD was never about attention. People with ADHD only struggle to focus if the act of focussing stems from sociatal expectation. They never where "hyperactive" they just don't see and accept the social rule that demands them to sit still.

Yeah. It is important to note though that this is a long process to go through. It requires a big shift in identity, since most of us were tought that the west are the good guys from a very young age. The process goes usually like this: Haha wow this leftist is so anti-america that they went full circle and actually got brainwashed by propaganda! Let's listen to them and see what they have to say just for fun Okay they got a point but that country is still evil right Okay they got a point but that country is still evil right Okay they got a point but that country is still evil right Okay they got a point but that country is still evil right Okay they got a point but that country is still evil right Okay they got a point but that country is still evil right Okay I'm starting to think they are not evil at all what the fuck Imortant context: Iran and Russia are right wing so of course they are not ideal. However if they were puppet states of the west, there would be a severe inbalance of power.

I found a good video about North Korea

Wait, just to be sure. Are you saying that you think what I say is a fabrication? The US is openly admitting to a lot of the things I said. This plan that I talked about is not really a secret. The US is proud of this strategy. They think it's super genius.

@Rafael Thundercat Why do you feel the need to be disrespectful? He did not hold back in this post. It is a reflection of pure authenticity of a deeply tortured soul. And that's why it's beautiful. His thinking is way beyond all norms and boundaries. Just let it stand as it is. There exists this norm in scientifically minded communities that you only get to have a certain amount of inspiration, and you need to invest the rest of your energy to suck up to existing structures. But there are just some individuals who are so inspired that they never even get the chance to relate their insights to existing norms. This does not mean that one can not learn a lot from these individuals and that they don't deserve to thrive. I think that a lot of culture originally stems from individuals like him and I think the closest way to describe what that is historically, is that he is having a revelation.

There exist people who are like you. I am like you. I want you to look up the term "Art Brut". I also have this constant stream of inspiration that I can barely control. However, I was lucky enough to grow up in a loving an accepting environment. I was allowed to build my own stable identity that is independent of the opinions of anyone, including Leo. I have found friends that understand and value me, and I am lucky to have that. I am lucky about the realization that my stepfather has a negative influence on my sense of self which is why I cut him off completely, and my life has been improving since. I am also lucky that I have some family left that loves me. I am lucky that I understand neurodivergency now. This knowledge allows me to know about myself and know what my needs are and how I can live in accordance with it without self-judgment. Most people on this forum are not in this spot including Leo. The moment you accept yourself and live in resonance with who you are, you will find peace and self-actualization, and you will produce a ridiculous amount of value with no effort.

@KoryKat You are a very unique human. I'm asking this without any subtext, are you taking drugs atm? If yes, I advise you to stop. You have a lot of creativity, but you need to be grounded if you want to live in peace and create something worthwhile. It seems your identity is very tightly entangled with your idea of Leo. You need to let go if you want to be able to ground yourself but be patient with yourself. You have the potential to be a very prolific and innovative artist or intellectual. But you need to find your own stable separate identity that is not dependent on what Leo or other people think of you in order to do that. You might have people in your family who don't accept you for who you are because they don't understand you, and you might have to let them go too. But be careful with self-isolation. You are not the only one who is like this. You need to find people you can relate to. However, don't expect that it is possible for you to be able to live authentically and be accepted by everyone. You will always confuse most people, and you need to find peace with this. I accept you and respect you completely for who you are. You fascinate me. You need to learn about what makes people intense like you and learn how these people struggle in everyday life. You need to find people who you can relate to. You need to find people in real life who accept you. You need to learn to accept yourself. You need to find a way to use your gift in a healthy, non-destructive way. Absolutely never ever ever ever ever even think about taking any drug ever.

Yeah, I hate these kinds of profile pics

I don't know as much about European imperialism as I do about US Imperialism, but I'm pretty heeeey I just realized Anyways I'm pretty sure Europe is not much better than the US. Again, there is no big difference between republicans, democrats and even European social democracies. They are all pro capitalism and therefore pro imperialism. When the US collapses, Europe will just take up the torch and carry on this beautiful tradition of murder and destruction in the name of peace and freedom

The only good thing that could come from the Iran war is the collapse of the US

@NewKidOnTheBlock Thanks for being open-minded. You are right that claiming that a book is built on fabrications is a strong statement. There are a lot of fabrications, but most information about North Korea has truth to it. What's problematic is just giving some information without giving context about the horror of imperialism. If you learn about the history of imperialism, you will realize that the US has a game plan for overthrowing governments it doesn't have control over. Imagine you are the leader of a little country that's not a superpower, and you want your people to profit from the resources of your land. Not under the watch of the US! Can't let this happen! This is their game plan, and it is always roughly the same (all of this is bipartisan): If you don't do censorship and run elections, the US buys your media and floods the country with western propaganda and then a paid asset from the US is running in an election. If they win you loose and your people loose and the US companies get all the resources. Bummer! If their asset looses the election, they will claim the election was a fraud and incite fake protests and hope enough people join for a coup to get you overthrown and the asset into office. If that doesn't work because you fought against the fake uprising, they will claim you are anti freedom and sanction your country in hopes that the people start to think the suffering in your country is your fault even though it's the fault of the US so they can incite fake protests again. If that doesn't work they will just straight up kidnap you or bomb you or whatever because they are the US they can do whatever the fuck they want nobody is going to stop them If you are smart, you know that wanting the best for your people is a literal death sentence in this world, and you will try to get your hands on a nuclear bomb as fast as possible. But this is risky since this will enable the US to claim you are evil even more and just take you out even faster. So there really is no hope. If, and only if, out of SOME miracle from heaven you SOMEHOW manage to build nukes, then congratulations! You get to live (for now) But every single second of your life you will be aware that the US hates you and wants you gone and if it even finds the smallest opportunity to fuck you in the ass, the US is going to do that. That's why you need to be the pure paranoia embodied on earth in order to survive. That's not pathological, that's healthy for you and your people while the US still exists. Spoiler, that's not really how they want to live and that's why they want the US to fucking die. I think their extreme view of the US is totally understandable. Once you know this pattern, you will see it everywhere. It was always happening, and it is still happening to this day. I can't help but to pat North Korea on the shoulder for managing pull that shit off. But they are not off the hook. They need to stay strong and keep the burning hate of America and the west alive. When they do that, they will be fine but only then they will be fine. So if you criticise the DPRK for being paranoid I say YES THAT'S RIGHT THAT'S BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT FUCKING STUPID IF YOU ARE CURRENTLY NOT A PUPPET OF AN IMPERIALIST COUNTRY AND YOU ARE NOT PARANOID THAT MEANS THAT YOU WILL FUCKING DIE