NewKidOnTheBlock

Well, I kind of already laid out my proto plan in here, ofc I wasn't very intentional about it at all and let it just be - time to dust it off and start acting towards it again. Basically the most realistic path for me is to keep working 9-5 and working towards getting better and better 9-5s - while simultaneously working on solo projects, it can be via freelance model, but ideally I'd like to make something which would pour money towards me passivelly. And if I really focus on doing these 2 things simultaneously - I think in 10-20 years I should be able to acumulate enough money to retire. That's the basic idea. The reason why I estimate it'd take this long is due to my current lack of experience, having to develop those internal qualities such as focus and discipline etc., and I expect it to be very difficult. And I also wanna enjoy some life in the process. Nevertheless - it beats just slugging along, working for 40-50 fuckin years. I essentially aim to cut this time by half, or even by 3 quarters. By that time my appartment loan should be paid off too, so I'll be completely debt free and retired

I may use this section as a daily goal tracking tool, the consistency and quality of it being dependent on my willingness to care about it. It sort of has some element of accountibility partnering to it, though generally people reading this do not actually care to monitor my progress, it still has that feeling It's also unclear just how much stuff I'll be willing to share about myself here, as I generally don't like to be vulnerable with random people, and especially not that comfortable with sharing my faults, regardless of how anonymous this forum may be. Perhaps I'll keep everything abbreviated in such a way in which the posts would be only understandable for me, or perhaps I'll share more. I'll see Regardless, I'd like to take life more seriously and progress in all areas of life (which I deem worthy of bettering and worthy of being goal-chased in the first place) with consistency, rigor, and unyielding will and patience. While also embodying higher consciousness values that I care about. And I am going to end this innitial post vaguely like that

My "shift" ending soon, I'll focus more on this topic

I'm gonna prioritize achieving financial freedom, it just makes the most sense to focus on that. After that I'll focus on other things

It's cool man, I'm not some prude, yall can post as much as yall like😅 Yeah I'm aware of him, haven't really watched any of his videos. Tbh I came to conclusion that I need to draw inspiration and confidence from within, somehow, instead of getting inspiration from the external world or people, or the internet. That's what I'm trying to do but it's difficult

Ability to have and mantain a smooth life is a necessary prerequisite for me to even consider having children. Which really just means having a fuckton of money. To the point you don't have to work anymore. No point in having children if you're a brokie or average earner in my opinion. Ofc most people having children are brokies or average earners and that's fine and I respect it. But it sucks. Limits your options severely. I'd rather wait till I got some bread or not have any children at all

I'm constantly confused and undecided about what I want from life, sometimes it's nothing. Sometimes I get bothered about something enough to start thinking about doing something and the steps I could take towards it, but then my mood changes and I couldn't give a fuck. Or the enviroment influences me. Or the difficulty of the goal, or my impatience. Or just the thought "What the fuck is the point of it all, at the end of the day" seems like I'm just cursed to forever be stuck in the purgatory stage and just be mediocre, or even slightly bellow mediocre

It's not about a religion, or any isolated factor like that. We as men are just inherently violent. That's something that simply cannot be unadressed

I would start rapping about my wealth in trap tracks. Do a colab with Future

I wonder if there's genuinely anything on this planet that I could legitimately enjoy. (Except the obvious stuff). Why does life have to be about discipline, and "you need to put in an effort bro" typa fa* shit. Why is life either so meh, or painfull. And then once in a while something positive will happen to you or a positive thought or mood come to you, and suddenly it fools you that yeah bro, this life shit is so totally worth it, you're winning bro, don't you see, I'm so glad that I've been doing this XY thing for all this time - only for it to be meh, or shit again.

Sounds like the most random war I've ever heard of from my perspective. You would think that 2 countries that are barely even mentioned (well, Thailand is mentioned in some very specific topics, lol) would have enough common sense to know that their geopolitical and economic situation should not warrant any conflict, it's like this border clash between Kosovo and Serbia except even less known about

Let's see what my options are for the rest of this day: 1. I can lay in my bed playing a video game 2. I can lay in my bed to play a video game, but move to my flat to do so 3. I can go out to a city, find a nice spot, preferably a wooden bench so that I can sit on it as comfortably as possible and play a video game 4. I can learn to speak fluent mandarin Hard choices. Very difficult indeed

Already got my profile reviewed 'n shit, I see. Seems like punishment for the terrible crime of my specific way of self expression is in pending😂

I mean, just me being aware could already be good enough. I will always be self serving, but that's fine in my book. I'll be able to navigate the world a lot smoother tho

Or maybe I just haven't fully grasped it yet. I will try to

I am who I am. I've been born a certain way and conditioned a certain way for years. Crucial early years, at that. It's honestly unrealistic to expect me to change and I'm not gonna go throught life criticizing myself for existing. Just gonna do me

Retirement home, maybe? Way to go, grandpa

I call BS on that, the biggest and the most influential cults on the planet have all been founded, mantained, enforced and mostly consisted of a bunch of retarded men. Such as all of religions, dictatorships and kingdoms, etc. etc.

This would be a fairly justified reaction under normal circumstances. But not when the orcs, mohammeds and various other kinds of dictatorships basically join forces to challenge democracy worldwide

@Twentyfirst The irony here is truly palpable at this point lmao

As opposed to venting it out on some Taylor Swift concert lmao

Marriage should be subscription based. I mean it's so obvious that yall should be paying me a monthly fee to deal with your asses

I don't like to use ratings as they are very subjective in their nature, but Ima say this - I like living in my country. Wages could be significantly increased and retarded politicians replaced, but you could say the same near about every country. If you think politicians influence the quality of your life then you are looking at life the wrong way. I like our geographic location and I like our nature and climate, and those things are the most important at the end of the day, more important than how's the country's current economic, political and cultural situation. On the contrary, because of this I feel like a lot of you guys are overrating your countries a bit, a lot of them are going to experience significant enviromental problems (if they are not experiencing them already), and are located in tricky locations such as near the oceans and seas, very tropical locations etc.

If you won't invest to make money, then this will ensure you'll stay poor

I feel sorry (ok, maybe not) for anyone (who's a hetero male), who considers Tinder as an option, while not even being able to have a good Instagram. Or any kind of social life or life in general. And looks like a bag of potatoes. Like, goddamn son, what do you expect your results are going to be LMAO