TruthFreedom

I had made some bad decisions, and was isolated and using alcohol I believe that the world we see is a reflection of our own souls. I suppose my soul was very dark at the time, and I was battling with demons (not metaphorical, literal demons).

I'm sure showing a dick pic is against the rules. 🤣🤣🤣

Has this what the forum has degraded to? Comparing sizes? Well I'm up for it.

Look at you all, you're all so intellectual. Bet you all just wish you had a big dick instead... like I do. 😁

Awakening to no self was incredible. The most profound peace and bliss. And it made me laugh hysterically. Awakening to non-duality was absolutely beautiful, but different because it made me cry tears of joy.

So it's all just me and my mind Right here, right now? How is that possible?

All I know is that you see it when you look into people's eyes sometimes.

Thanks Aaron Good humour. 🙂

I've figured everything out. A certain spiritual guru talks nonsense!

Just wanted to remind you. Death is coming. Good luck.

I ordered some food. Now what? The end of the universe?

Nice try Tyler Durden.

I am only seeing what I am seeing 👀

Your saying that you are separate from me? I thought the universe was one

Yes, but I am everything, so why are we even having this conversation

Is that what you think

what if good and bad really exist? what if we have free will? wouldn't life be meaningless if this wasn't the case? why do you want to believe life is meaningless? have you forgotten something?

You want meaning? Then you listen to someone like Eva Cassidy sing, then you can't deny there is meaning. Or, you just believe it's all in your mind. Up to you.

Truth and meaning are so intertwined, I would almost say they are synonymous.

People always tell me I am "different" People have tried to call me "autistic", but other people have pointed out that I don't fit into that category either. Once, I was almost assessed by professionals, because they thought they had discovered someone so unique, that they couldn't box me into any form of mental illness. I don't know what to do about this. Perhaps I am "special", like my parents told me when I was six? And when they said that, I said: "everyone is special"...but they insisted that I was extra special, like an anomaly in the universe. I don't know what I'm supposed to do about this. Leo, maybe you can help?

There is nothing I can verify that is outside of my own experience. So that is impossible. But I can still "believe" in things outside of my own experience. Ok, Just because I believe it does not mean it is true. But also, Just because I believe it, does not mean that it's NOT true.

It's OK, I still just see black shapes on a screen. I know that my mind creates the meaning behind the words. This does not, however, negate my point that there could be an inherent meaning to life, beyond the mind.

You got it And you're a trap, Cos your name says "crocodile"

that's what you "believe". hahaha

Your day is ruined because I made you question your reality? Have a cup of tea.