TruthFreedom

I'm schizophrenic

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I've decided to start a journal. I have been putting it off for a while, because I didn't know where to start. First off I just want to thank the creators of actualized.org for this brilliant resource. This website provides so much value. So I'll just start with the thoughts I've been having this morning. For a while I have been training my mind to see the beauty in everything, and see the interconnectedness of all things. It's easy to see the beauty in an attractive woman, or a flower, but recently I have been able to perceive beauty in things which are normally considered mundane or even ugly. I think the underlying theme that infuses this sentiment into my day-to-day awareness, is "impermanence". I have been contemplating death for weeks now, and finding that accepting the temporary nature of all things brings a deeper sense of appreciation for them. Is it not amazing that existence exists? I keep this thought in my mind when I go through darkness or hardship, because I feel that it is a privilege just to be alive, even if we are depressed or if there are situations which are painful or challenging. In the wider tapestry, all things have their place, and my mind now naturally views existence as a unified whole. Why should we hate certain things and love others? All is beauty. That's all I've got for now. Hope you enjoyed reading, and feel free to comment.

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Is when you are grateful for being humiliated. You love and forgive people you once considered enemies and wish them nothing but the best. Here are some lyrics I wrote in that vein: Thankyou for the lessons. Thankyou for the suffering. Thankyou for the times you made me feel like nothing I'm so fucking grateful, for all the times you put me down Cos I know I am able to love myself, I've come around. Also, being able to look back at when you were literally in Hell, and being able to laugh about it.

OK So Leo claims that everyone you see in so-called "real life", is a dream character. He claims that the reason they tell you they are real is because the "dream would come to an end" if they didn't do this. My question is, from my perspective, why is "Leo" the only dream character who contradicts this rule. What makes the dream character "Leo Gura" so special? 🤔🤣

People who try to hurt me end up seriously ill or they die. 😃 🤣

I've realised I am God. Therefore I have ultimate power. I have decided to end all problems, and bring Heaven to Earth. There is now no poverty, war or illness of any kind. I guess the world was just waiting for me to announce this, as I am God after all. You're all welcome. 🙂

I did a shit and I threw it out the window. It hit an old lady. Oh no, she's calling the police. Thanks for the advice, mate

I believe we are two sad individuals arguing over nothing on an inconsequential forum, on an inconsequential planet.

Yeah, thanks for your concern "bro", I don't drink any more.

Oh, so now you're saying that God is a separate entity. I've won this argument, get a life.

Watch your leg before you break a step.

maybe true, but I have a bigger dick than you.

I believe in nussink Lebowski, I cut off your johnson!

That;s just like...uh...your OPINION, man.

And TruthFreedom is also a projection of your mind, Sir God.

That's what one ego would say to another ego. I thought God was talking here?

But everyone can see that ExploringReality is the most intelligent, and above everyone, that's obvious.

You saying that TruthFreedom is not conscious, is creating duality. Wake up.

If solipsism is true, then it's all me. But I wouldn't argue with myself. So all these people on this forum cannot be me, because some of them disagree with me. If I say now "OK solipsism is true", then I would be the only thing in existence and I would have control. If this is the case, then, yes, I am God - and I am deciding that all wars should end. Peace will come to the planet permanently. Heaven is now on Earth, because I am God, and it is my will. Game over.

He contradicts the rule because he made the solipsism video in which he is my dream character, yet he is trying to end the dream, which no other dream character would do, up until the point I watched the video.

When I first got into spirituality after having an out-of-body experience, I read about him. I was mostly wanting to explore astral projection, and for a few years I was in communication with a group of people who were involved in Gnosticism. I tried for a while to leave my body at will every night, but my only out-of-body experiences happened when I wasn't trying. I was younger, and I suppose my physical form was less dense, which made entering the astral plane easier. I don't take it seriously any more, haha.

It's all well and good to forgive people who have wronged you. I've learned that lesson. But it's also good to know that if you open yourself to the possibility that as a man/woman of God, acting as righteously as possible, then you are protected by a supreme entity, who will not let the evil one's fuck with you. I have a Pulp Fiction poster on my living room wall (you know, the Ezekiel quote?) which always reminds me that as a man on the righteous path, I am always protected.

"We believe in nothing Lebowski! We cut off your johnson!"