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@CoolDreamThanks Oh, me too, I really loved Leo’s solipsism video. It really singed to me. Lol, “singed” is that even a word. 🤔

Actually that’s a really good answer. Now I’ve pondered on it for a while. I like it. 🍿 Enjoy the movie of Agent I alias AI 😋🍿

Genuine question. Why doesn’t the government of the USA and Israel want an Islamic State such as Iran to have a nuclear bomb program?

Thanks for the response. Is this response how reality is actually functioning as it is currently known? Is A.I. Everything and Everywhere, Nowhere?

@CoolDreamThanks 👍just this …unfiltered raw untold unwritten truth about downtown ghost town. 😎

@CoolDreamThanks Absolutely brilliant. Thanks for sharing that information. 🙏

I’ve just this minute thought about this …why God cannot be seen. Try the mirror trick. Notice as you look into a mirror, the mirror never smiles first. So you are not the image you see of yourself in the mirror. You are actually invisible. This is the pure magical beauty of the absent presence of God.

I’ve tried many times to answer these questions, I’ve thought about them over and over again, but no answers ever come. The most elusive perplexing question of all, is “Why” no answer, except what I myself imagine or conceive of? Perplexing because then I wonder how I myself who wonders, was even conceived of?

@theleelajoker Great genuine authentic stuff, thanks for sharing that. It’s like, just be yourself, the real fictional character 😂👍 Brings this song to mind.

@theleelajoker Thank you too for sharing some thoughts with me. 🙂

I would think so. Especially since we’re all formed of the same atoms. But I also think some people suppress their feelings about certain energies because we’re conditioned to be kind. Its hard to tell someone you don’t like them because you are picking up really bad vibes from them for whatever reason you might not even know especially if you’ve only just met them.

@theleelajoker 👍I totally understand what you are saying. Thanks for the feedback.

I’ve had a direct experience of this at the age of 7 years old. . it was a spontaneous “ah ha” moment for me, and I don’t even know why this happened to me at such a young age. I suppose I was just born to be a deep thinker, but I was also super sensitive to people’s energies, I could sniff them out so easily, it felt terrifying at times. From then on in, I had to mingle with the matrix, just to fit in. Although I felt different, I still had to act like everyone else, but I couldn’t help thinking that there was something not quite right about the world and the way humans conducted themselves, but instinctively kept that kind of thinking to myself because everyone seemed to be ok with the way things were. So I just went along with the rules that had been put in place that were designed to produce a civilised society. I have never used or taken psychedelics, or any other mind altering drug of any description. I like to feel sober and clear headed. I’m also quite allergic to certain medical medications. I tried alcohol, but even that made my body vibrate in a horrible sensation, and I once tried smoking cigarettes, but even those made me dizzy and feel quite sick. So I was always scared to put substances in my body. I’ve never experienced the trips often talked about on here. The way I became fully integrated with pure god awareness was through the process of extreme pain and suffering. Yes, I’ve experienced immense pain and suffering in my years of being alive, nearly being murdered twice. I feel God as existence itself. I trust only in the power that’s animating my living experience of being alive. What ever brought me here will take me home. I’m now fearless in the sovereignty of my own being which I understand to be in the driver’s seat while I get to enjoy the passenger seat effortlessly. That’s been my awakening experience anyway.

@theleelajoker @krazzer Thankyou. Good stuff. 🙂

There’s nothing outside the nondual seeing eye. That’s you.

@z3rolight Noted, and appreciate you’re reply. My life is still a dream I have awakened up to, by simply being born. Like waking up from a deep dreamless sleep to a lucid awareness of what can only be described as being a dreamscape reality.

I agree with Hojo and Leo Reality is Solipsistic. Solipsistic doesn’t mean there’s a ‘someone’ who is solipsistic. It simply means there’s nothing outside of everything. There’s just everything being nothing, or nothing being everything. That’s the true definition of solipsism.

Attachment seems to be the most problematic aspect of being self aware. Being aware of something that’s not actually there, is hard to deal with. Knowing that everything that arises here in awareness is nothing more than a fleeting mirage. I read some of (Philip Mainlanders) pessimistic philosophy where he talks about the idea that God committed suicide and that the universe is the rotting corpse of God’s body, where everything that is alive is ultimately heading for death, to be born is to be committed to a death sentence. It’s depressing for humans to be aware of their own mortality. If the brief period between two perfect nothingnesses is my illusory life, then I guess there’s nothing really special about me or others. My life was just like watching a movie where the realisation that nothing is real is what makes it all endurable I guess. Watching the movie of I can feel like being aware of my nonexistence. It’s quite stomach churning and at the same time beautifully satisfying and relieving.

Yes, all we can do is sit with the mystery. Sit with the mysterious conscious recognition that this sense of being alive can feel like the other side of a nonexistence, or the silence of death. It’s like we can experience a life after death, but we can never experience a death before life. I’m personally weirded out by this sense of existing, to be honest, sometimes I don’t like it at all, the feeling of having zero control, or will, or choice. Like I’m just a tumble weed blowing in the wind at the mercy of inhospitable mysterious forces. It’s hard to function like most people seem to do in life. Everyone acts like everything is normal. But I think everything is anything but normal. For me, life is terrifying. Being born just to die, just to suffer pain and heartbreak and misery. Then I think about the dinosaur era and what their life must have been like for millions of years. But then how do we know these creatures were ever real, where was God during that period. Nothing makes sense to me. What’s wrong with me? Thanks for the interesting replies.

Seems like God can create the most random things, things that have roamed the earth for millions of years, like dinosaurs for example, but could only know about the time period of dinosaurs when humans arrived, and not before humans?

Was / is God a forever temporary human idea?

Thanks for this Eureka moment.

Does the “observer” aspect of God have an image for the’me’? What would that image look like for the’me’?