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Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Maybe Ralston is right about that. Love to have a chance of any impact, meaning or significance would mean it would have to be absolute. Even facets of the absolute are absolute. Like the holographic idea. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Maybe you love hunger because the hunger signals you to eat, otherwise the body would die. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Wow, doesn’t surprise me. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I know, it’s radical whitewashing.. maybe that’s how Phil wants to manage his own forum, it’s not my place to object to the way he chooses to manage his own business, it’s none of mine, so. Each their own as they say. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The thing is…When I first joined that forum, Phil specifically said to me that he thought I was an Angel. 👼 Yes, I did become aggressive, but I cannot change my true nature, I guess Phil just didn’t want an aggressive angel on his forum. That’s his prerogative, I have no problem with it. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Well thanks then. But looking back, I’m now thinking I’m well rid, tbh. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Honestly I believe you. I didn’t think for one second you were shaming me. All I did was try to defend my human self, but I was repeatedly told I didn’t have a human self. And so I said okay, if you deny me my human self then I’ll think about migrating to a Jesus forum, and at that moment everything I ever stood for on that forum went blank and disappeared down a black hole. But I was already registered here anyway. It’s not like I joined this forum just because I was banned from the other. I was already a member here, before the ban. I love Leo Gura -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Okay thanks for letting me know the reason, I always wondered the reason. They didn’t tell me to my face why, but to your face yes. Okay, I own it, no problem. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Spoiler ‼️ Alert ..there’s no leader without a follower. No follower without a leader. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
No I didn’t. Go back and read the thread, oh wait…Joseph wanted it hidden, strangely, 🤔 hmm. What evvs.. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I was referring to the ban you were dealt on this forum, not Phil’s forum. Please listen carefully. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Okay, well it’s been nice not knowing you. See you on the next one, because if it wasn’t recorded, it never happened. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
My God I even made a thread in your name out of concern for your absence here. I was shocked too at the ban from other forum, just for being myself the real fictional character.. you’re familiar with this terminology, yeah? In my world, the online cyberspace presence of human interaction is identical to real life human interaction . Unless Joseph is pretending to not be a human online, believing a human is only a human when in real life. Lol And you think I am a fool. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I don’t take this seriously, so …… If you’ve already made your mind up about me, then so be it. Maybe why you ghosted me when I contacted you, it’s fine you already know me, so no point in continuing to sweat the small talk. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It’s not trickery, it’s projection. Which I suppose is a kind of trickless trick. So what! -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What if..being full of shit or allegedly autistic, is a perfect expression of oneness. Think about it, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with you unless you think about. Not you, but who you think and believe you and others are. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You poor baby. People cannot hurt you without your permission. The Unconscious Directs Life: When unconscious, our actions are governed by hidden programming rather than conscious choice. “being lived" means allowing unconscious patterns to drive your existence. "Living" means bringing awareness to those patterns to consciously shape your destiny. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Well certainly not the one who’s asking…go figure. -
Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
“ I am not my thoughts. I am not other people’s thoughts about me. I am not the thoughts that I think people think of me. I am not the thoughts I think that I’m a lesser or lower status than some other person. Or even that I’m a higher or higher status than some other person. Present in the hear and now, Present without patterns, Present without perception. I am all patterns, I am all perception. I am no pattern, I am no perception. “ -
Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
💯 🫵 -
Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, I really do understand that mind and body is within the you what you always are. Mind and bodies come together and fall apart. But not you. -
Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The practice of, being witness of thoughts in Hindu traditions or surrendering in Muslim or christian traditions are actually identical. Which means is not stop functioning or throwing out to baby with bathwater, it is actually deeply understanding that body / mind already functions by itself. Therefore, assumption of, I am control of the body is, just in thinking. Deeply in thinking, including body / mind functions belongs to me. The physical and the spiritual are two different aspects of human experience, and they’re not in opposition. The human experience is to claim the body as my body. But the human mind can understand its own opposition that understands it is nobody’s body, that’s right, J -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I agree in the context of emotional and romantic love that seemingly requires effort, usually the kind of love that involves two. Even the love with one’s own self can require effort within the mind that is dual by its very nature. We beat ourselves up over silly words that we have believed to be true, for example, when someone is told they are not good enough, or something. So yeah, I agree with you once again. Love is just what is now, effortlessly flowing forth from source to source an endless expression of oneness without condition or expectation. I still think that even the belief I am a bad person is just a perfect expression of oneness. So ultimately nothing matters when love is this unconditional. But obviously human love requires effort because human love is conditional due to its unavoidable egocentrism. -
Mellowmarsh replied to Mellowmarsh's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, I agree with what you are saying, James. I guess what I’m trying to say rather clumsily is … to awaken, for me, is the same as dying or surrendering to the irrational belief there is a separate ‘someone’ who suffers from their misguided conditioned beliefs believed. Freedom from all such belief is likened to a death, which leaves a sense of pure clarity in it’s wake. There’s this spontaneous recognition that even death is just another belief…and so that’s what I personally call the awakening…and yet, even the idea of an ‘awakening’ is still just part of the same belief system. But I’m not suggesting throwing out the baby with the bathwater, it’s not that ego is being denied it’s birthright position. Humans still need to function on a human level which they have been doing since the birth of their avatar. The avatar is simply recognised for what it is not, rather than what it is, as believed in this conception. Just more pointless word salad I know, but yeah, I’m on the same page as you on this one, James. -
Mellowmarsh replied to CARDOZZO's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The ability to still unconditionally love everyone despite their flaws in this dimension, is proving to yourself that you will always love every part of you. Love is the recognition of oneness in a world of duality.Every part of you, the good, the bad, the ugly, the corrupt, the wrong doer, the do gooder, the serial killer, the psychopath, the empath, the cheater, the liar, etc etc..are all the perfect expression of oneness unconditional love.
