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Good stuff. Thanks for the advice everyone!

Hello everyone, I’ve been doing some cold approaches recently as I’m in college I thought this would be the perfect place to practice this skillset. I go to a school with 23,000 people, and I’ve been told by my older brother (who is almost 30) that I should be worried by not gaining a reputation like, “oh but he was also talking to me?” Idk is this a legit concern? I want to do a fuck ton of approaches, and I’ve done around 30 in the first week of school but after my brother gave me this piece of advice I’ve had my doubts about gaming on campus… I’ve had experiences in the past with gaining bad rep but that was at a much smaller school…Thoughts? Thank you.

Yea, I don’t wanna be known as the guy who hits on every girl, basically.

I’ve never built a huge social circle before, this could be fun! Thanks you!

LMFAO i’m dead

Thanks for sharing. My mom would always put on Oprah as a kid and I think that’s where my interest in personal development/spirituality all began! Thanks again.

Interesting. My purpose also involves stand up!

well put!

Global awakening may not be occurring, but spirituality is undoubtedly expanding—and expanding quickly. It will just continue to grow larger and larger!

i have the same goal to make it to 100 lol

Around Fall 2023, there was this time I was seeing a girl named Emma. Emma was undoubtedly the sweetest most pure hearted human I had ever met. She was affectionate. There wasn't a moment out of any hang out session she wasn't touching or cuddling me in some way. I definitely didn’t complain. There wasn’t an evil cell in her entire body. I couldn’t even imagine her getting angry. There were never any games with Emma. She wouldn’t wait 30 extra minutes to text back to not seem needy. She never pretended to be busy and delayed hanging out with me. She never played hard to get. She was so considerate of my feelings. If she made a joke over text and I didn’t respond for a while, she would text me again to make it known that she sent it with only good intentions. Some would call this being needy. I found it refreshing. It felt real. I had never encountered someone with so much empathy. It was like this force, this aura I could feel when I was in her presence. Her sweetness made me feel like a total asshole for having even the slightest negative thought toward anyone. I had never seen anyone care for other people with the same intensity in which they cared for themselves. How was she like this? How could she be so sweet and caring in a world so narcissistic? How did I find someone like this in the Midwest out of all places? Why can’t everyone be like this? What was it that she had that the rest of the world was missing? Well, about a month later I would find out exactly what she had that differentiated her from the typical self-obsessed girl in Milwaukee: she had the truth. Emma was awakened. After quite the shroom trip, I facetimed her the next day at 9 o'clock in the morning. She answered. She didn't even have to hear me say a word but all I could think of was "Emma... do you know?" She sat up from her bed and screamed, "What the fuck?!" I screamed "What the fuck?! You have to come over right now." Without a thought, she was on her way. We talked for hours. The entire time my jaw was dropped. She understood literally everything I said. I understood literally everything she said. We talked about the universe. We talked about consciousness. We talked about ourselves. The one us. That was what it truly felt like. We were one. I wasn’t talking to another being. I was simply talking to myself. Me saying something to her and her responding was no different than me having a conversation with myself in my mind. It was the most mind blowing experience yet. I just kept thinking how I couldn’t wait for the entire world to be like this. I hoped it would be in my lifetime. I could talk to Emma about literally anything. I could talk to her just as freely as I could think. There were no insecurities. There was no jealousy. There was no fear. There was only love. There was just the pure human experience. 10/10 would recommend

@Leo Gura I’ve shared your blog post with my dad who got tinnitus after working on a farm with heavy machinery when he was a kid. He said he would consult his doctor before trying this out, I think it would work out for him! Thanks for sharing!

this is fucked

Interesting. am taking a break from psychs rn, thanks for sharing though, @Jowblob

Wow, I feel like I heard so much dog-shit advice over the past few years, like, and now I'm finally reaching the good stuff, and it's all coming together like one giant symphony. Except the symphony is just how I'm interacting with others. Thank you.

Hello everyone, So I started taking psychedelics too young; I was 17 and it was my second semester of senior year. I thought this was the perfect time to take some mushrooms because that's what my brother (29) said he did when he first tried it. The first trip was really solid; I got my child-like sense of wonder back (which I had lost during COVID) and felt so free, until a couple of days later, when I went back to school and had all the anxieties come back. Funny enough, that's when I found Actualized.org. I looked up "How to get over what others think of you," and his video popped up first. It's safe to say I've been hooked ever since. So I'm 20 now, and on one of my recent DMT trips, I was experiencing pure, unfiltered, unconditional love. It was amazing, but it also really made me rethink how unserious I was about this work. I received a direct flood of insights from God that I can barely remember. I've been meditating and whatnot, but I can barely make it through one week of consistent, strong determination sitting before quitting. I think I'm so far ahead on the journey when I might be even worse off now. It's like I cheated to achieve that state. From 17–20, I tripped probably 30 times, a mix of shrooms, acid, ayahuasca, and DMT. I was using these psychedelics under the guise that I could achieve this state all the time, using them like I would use a cheat code in a video game. I heard these words from them, and I don't know if I'm allowed to say his name on this forum because he's banned, but his initials are C.M. So yeah, he may have motivated me to take some psychs in the past, but at the end of the day, I was the one using them irresponsibly, and I take full responsibility. So from this point forward, I'm quitting psychedelics until I'm more mature. I am 100% committed to this. Another question I have is whether my serotonin receptors are compromised, which may not be the best option in this situation. I ask this because I combined acid with the antidepressants that I was prescribed. I don't think it's over, but I'd like to hear any other advice y'all have. I don't know; for the most part, I'm just confused. Sometimes I took these psychedelics in situations I most definitely shouldn't have, publicly too (like reputation-fucking experiences). Anything is appreciated. Thank you.

LMAO The Leos are endless but I stay silly

unrelated but how do u dose phenibut?

i watched the video, that’s a good way of putting it, thanks for sharing

i don’t see anything

well put!

bad habits are very hard to break as you stated and most people are quitters

Cool.

Yo @Jowblob I remember you posting about your experience with falling asleep on lsd, and how it’s a sure fire way to awaken to solipsism, yes? I was just wondering if you’ve experienced anything else since then, or if you were to do it differently, say you did it again?

Yep salvia will skull fucked me 1000%