LifeEnjoyer

Lmao you just perfectly described my first situation ship, I was head over heels for this girl meanwhile she was dating a guy. Luckily, I had the self esteem to see my way out. Although I'll admit, I would've liked to keep that friendship with her, she had long blonde hair and was really cool.

I don't know if it's just me, but my situation ships are intense, like really intense. Although, the endings are also really intense, like chaos, pure chaos. It's not very easy on the mental I'll tell you that To solve the dilemma of not connecting with them as deep as you/them would like, you could check out premasati yoga. There is one technique I like where your basically just doing the wim hof method with her on your lap, really good connecting with them just by staring them in the eyes (you could even begin feeling like you're merging with them, becoming one.)

Same. I like treating the thoughts of self-hate, disgust and self attacking as waves of an ocean, observing them as they come and go. I forget this a lot, though. You got that.

@Scholar You're posts on this thread have helped my understanding of the current political situation, here in the us, a lot. Thank you.

My brother wasn't 100% on it being 15, I don't know

wow

Where are you?

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Hi, I'm not ADHD diagnosed, but my brother is. He's around your age, seemingly, he took medication and ended up quitting it. He pointed out the same things you were afraid of, feeling like a robot was his biggest problem. He doesn't take them anymore and self medicates with weed which kinda works for him, definitely not optimal though. So that's his story. How have I never heard of this before? Seems good

I was scared too my first few times doing DMT (I assume it was 5meo because it was very low visual) As soon as I smoked it I was instantly taken by the hand and thrusted into a direct channel of infinite love. Needless to say the fears around the drug absolved mid trip but they still come back every time I go in for more, so just acknowledge it and send it

Those masks are wildly cool. Work at a museum that has some masks just like those but way less cool. They remind me of how we're always putting on a mask around other people

574981302-Connor-Murphy-Overcome-Social-Anxiety-And-Loneliness-With-V-E-M.pdf

@1337

No self is the greatest social anxiety hack.

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Congrats!

This reminds me of when I got into my own bible debates my first semester of college. Pretty fruitless endeavors though since their so stuck in ideology (as was I at this time).

Solitude during the lockdown when I was 16 really shaped how much I value social connection, so that blog post really resonated with me as I’m now 20 and excessively socializing. The past year though has been nearly all socializing, does that mean I should go into solitude? My LP requires massive socializing...

The Borborite texts are great too (Jesus eats his own cum), which were cut from the Bible.

IIRC, it's coming this 2025.

There is no deeper meaning behind this at all, it is completely surface level, this is not an infinitely intelligent metaphor for the vicious struggle for your sheepish dogmatic brainwashed herd mentality stricken ego and your enlightened Christ-like higher self.

That movie is fantastic. The soundtrack is beautiful too