LifeEnjoyer

That sucks.

Bro same. Rock climbing is way more fun and people are more open to socializing there which is why I love it.

Syrian rue + mimosa hostilis= instant god realization

I'm also with you guys, it was one of the reasons I quit weed LOL

One pro of leaving the house is you’ll progress spiritually much more than while living with your parents

Had something similar happen off my latest trip except at the end of my realization I “let it go” anyways, welcome home

@Hojo Cool.

This just made me hate myself

Thank you for the music recommendations. I've been listening to the Actualized.org music playlist part 2 every day since you dropped it and it's leveled up my music taste 10x. Thank you. I love you. <3

I just wanna be your sigmaaa

Ryan Cropper has a solid 10 step process

I only watched the first 3 minutes of this video, it seems good, it reminded me of a similar video Charisma on Command did that really helped me tackle my own shame

Btw, I’m more of a newbie when it comes to meditation, but vispassana may help. Frank yang has some good videos on YouTube about it.

@OBEler YouTube search “Youngr - The One”

From Leo's music playlist part 2

What happened to you really sucks, man. My meditation teacher at my college recently suggested a book to us all called "The Body Keeps the Score." Have you heard of it? It's on trauma and it could help you.

I'm on day 4 of no weed through the help of Leo's addiction video and some other members on this forum who helped illuminate how I was torturing myself with the substance. I've "quit," many times before, but this time it feels like I'm coming at it from the right angle To see that video Leo posted on his blog hit me hard, wow. Synchronicities in my life have been popping off recently, it's wild. I love it.

How likely is for that to actually happen, though? Is it really that bad?

I'm more likely to resist and suffer on low doses. If I take a high dose though there is no chance of NOT surrendering. It's like, BOOM! Instant cosmic consciousness!

@Emerald Very insightful post, thank you. I really liked your analogy with the shame and crossing a gymnastics beam 200 feet off the ground. That's an interesting observation about pickup too. My understanding is we're all born as natural flirts, then for some reason in school we get bullied for having a crush or, whatever, and suddenly making new friends and girlfriends becomes hard

Were you based in the same household as your mother when you had this realization?

@Reciprocality I see. I don't know, then. Sorry

Focus on everything you don't want in your life. The things you do want will make themselves apparent - Dan Koe

@Elton leo should pay you. I'm hyped for this new course now

Yeah you're right.