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@Cubbage If you like that then I'd highly recommend phenibut too. I used to use it once a week (to ensure I wasn't abusing it,) and use a taper off strategy where I'd take 750mg in the morning 500mg in the afternoon and 250mg in the morning, the next day. Since it's so little it acts like a nootropic too, combining it with cannabis too is overpowered.

Yeah even with a few hiccups here and there. It makes socializing a lot more enjoyable too.

This reminds me of clip #393 - You Are Not Relating To People But Your Image Of Them Nice connection. My image of women was them on a pedestal. Not only women but everyone I perceived as higher status.

Lol. Works for me!

#335 and #336 are the same video?

Very satisfied with my purchase. I've gotten insights into every area of my life! Thank you so, so much.

Hey guys, Looking for some guidance here as my girlfriend who I've been dating for a week now and who I've been seeing for a month has been freaking out (she's also on her period,) because she thinks one day I'm just going to decide I don't like her anymore and will ghost her. For some background, she has OCD and anxiety, and her last boyfriend was an abusive POS, for example, when they broke up he told her to commit self-deletion then blocked her on everything. BTW, she is getting professional help for all of this as we speak. I've never been in a relationship before, just had casual sex partners, so this is all new to me and I'm not sure how to handle it, she called me today and said let's talk about it tonight, because although she's over him, some of the things he did have really fucked her up and she wishes she warned me about it beforehand. I just want to head into this conversation as best as I can because I do really care for her and I think tonight is either going to make us much stronger as a couple or it's going to be over. Either option is okay for me but I would prefer the former. Any advice is appreciated. Peace, Owen.

Okay but if you learned all this from a bad trip is it really bad? I’d say no and it’s quite paradoxical in that way. I like that last part about bad trips being a self deception and that’s why my mantra while tripping is, “I surrender myself fully.” And open my body up.

You're right. It's all good man. I was just hoping to show her that good men do exist + she's hot AF.

Yeah man everything will be ok, I went out tonight and already felt much better.

Well guys, she ended up breaking up with me. At first I thought she meant she just wanted to take a break but now that I've had time to reflect I can see that it's over. Said something like she didn't think she was deserving enough of me, which broke my heart. That's about it. Thanks for all the words of wisdom guys.

Happy birthday!

How would we study the cults? Just line it up with the lessons from Actualized.org’s videos on cults?

Haha

Urinal rules like leaving a spot open in between you and the other guy.

Part 3 of Actualized.org's music playlist on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1KX7yXmbXxP2ERBXQTA9Lc?si=3f223ec41bc843aa

The symptoms? I was using chronically and couldn't hold a relationship for longer than 3 months, friends were dropping like flies, I live with my parents and they don't want drugs in the house and just had a general apathy towards socializing in general because all I wanted to do was to maintain my addiction. I chose to go to rehab and there was quite some devilish events leading up to this moment involving lying and stealing. I just had enough and asked my parents for help and they agreed.

I'm 21 and I spent 4 good weeks in rehab to finally kick weed addiction. Now I can happily say that I don't care if I ever smoke weed again in my life. I also got the chance to observe lower developed minds in person and psychology's current understanding of addiction (at least a sliver of it.) Which, yes, there was plenty of good information in there too, which is partly why I feel confident AF now. Here's what I observed: - They never tackle the root issue (being able to sit with the void, as Leo pointed out.) Thus, many of them have been in and out of rehab for years. The only ones I could see actually making improvements had the right attitude and were willing to drop ALL the drugs. Many would still rationalized their weed addiction or replace whatever they were using with drinking a fuck ton of caffeine. - A few of the therapists there were depressed and addicted themselves Not addicted to alcohol but to food, caffeine, the subtler things, then sit there and give us advice on how to stop being addicts. It's a really interesting dichotomy. - Psychedelics are still demonized This one wasn't as much as a surprise to me because even Deepak Chopra's right hand man (Roger Gabriel) who I talked with, dismissed them. - Many of the people in there were much older and are parents It just makes me really fucking sad to see this. - I'm blessed. Actualized.org has significantly shifted the trajectory of my life. I feel incredibly lucky to have stumbled upon this resource. That's about it. Thank you. Peace, Owen.

Thank you King Crimson 1000%

@Inliytened1 Thanks for the advice. I definitely noticed myself being hyper judgmental while in there and I couldn’t tell if it was because of the past year of meditation I did or what. @Carl-Richard Yeah you’re right. I’ve made it 6 months last year then thought I could get away with just doing it once. Big mistake, huge. I caught up to what I would’ve used in that time and I did it FAST. @Jordan of the Shire I had to google what humility meant. Lol. @Ulax Thanks boss. My LP right now has to do with stand up comedy, but I realized I’d never be able to actualize it unless I let go of the ganja.

My last shrooms trip was so shocking I wet my bed. Really brings a whole new meaning to "feeling like a kid again."

Lol. I felt the same way. Every now and then everything clicks into place and I burst into tears of joy.

Vaccines.

Latest posts reminded me of when I went on a meditation retreat with Roger Gabriel (Deepak Chopra's right hand man(?)) I asked him what he thought about "sanity is just an island in an ocean of insanity." (paraphrasing) He said he'd switch the two terms around. I found him very interesting because he came really close to saying a lot of the things that Leo talks about, just slightly off. Another example was when I asked him what the highest value was and he said Love, True Love... He laughed at the idea of using psychedelics. He also said that there is more to this experience than just this present moment though. I remember asking the question and the lady next to him started shaking her head arrogantly. Lol. Was my first experience at the feet of the master and it was still pretty powerful overall though.

I’m with you on Project Hail Mary.