AION

I want to be liked who I’m. But girls don’t like me while I hate some parts of myself. But who the f fully loves them? I see guys who are full of bull pulling girls. And I don’t get it. They treat these girls like a flesh light. My issue is not having no self love. In my observation most women want to be with a guy with personal or collective power. That is the only thing they respond to. All that self love and shit is bullshit. We all know what can of guys they reward. And mind you I do get girls. I’m not an incel. I just get girls with low self esteem usually. Or girls who adore me because I go below my own league.

So they will love me for being a man? Instead of loving me for who I’m ? A guy who has his issues ? Nobody is a finished product I’m not red pilled

I hope she liked who I was. she wojldnt be turned off by lack of game and not being rich. I'm in IT. i will make good money but she needs to have patience. I'm still studying. Most women wait at the finish line and chose the winners. I'm so disappointed in women. They are just players. And I disovered I need to be a player. I can't love these profiteers.

I contemplated about it and I came to the same conclusion: we men don’t have power of being liked. The more we force the more she pushes away. The only solution is to become heartless and become a fuck boy. Because that is what they want.

All enlightenment is fake because you are already enlightened

That is the definition of a psychopath. I still love her and want her back. I don’t know how to get rid of these emotions.

India is an erroneous place. I can’t imagine living there.

It is all in your head. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. If there was no eye there would be no beauty.

Our history of humankind is totally wrong. And they are covering it up.

So I’m seeing my ex again because I want her back. We dated for 2 months and we were head of heels. She broke up with me because I was not stable enough with my finances and I acted a little bit beta I think. Since last week we have been seeing each other again. And although the vibe is good. Every time I go for a kiss she repels me. She allows physical escalation. But when we come eye to eye she looks away. It is very hurtful. Because I love her. I ask her if she still loves me and she says yes but she has to think over things. I don’t know what this means in womanize language. She asked me if I’m still angry at her and I said yes. Because I didn’t like it that she just broke up with me without saying anything. She is a strange girl but I like her.

The only woman I want is her.

Neediness is worship of fake idols. You should only worship god. Not a hot 18 something year old with that good good.

Jung calls it the collective unconscious; infinite sea of potential.

Third eye drops on YouTube. It is my favorite Jungian channel. The owner regularly interviews people.

I believe in god but not necessarily in Christian god but Christian are very nagging about it. I have a Christian gf and this is a huge stumbling block. I tell her I respect her religion and I even go to ceremonies with her because I love her but she is hell bend on converting me. I talk to religious people and they are so confused when I say I see some truth in every religion. Should I just stop talking to these people?

I don’t get what Ukraine is trying to get out of this by being pawns of war profiteering Americans. Although I do support Ukraine. They should have had second thoughts before being so pro US in terms of foreign policy that caused the Russian aggression in the first place. Best thing is for Ukraine to understand Russia won’t back down. They need to settle down for something in the middle. US should stay out and write unconditional guarantees to stay out and Russia should retreat to their own borders. This whole quagmire should be a lesson for smaller countries. Don’t be a pawn.

Only jobs that will remain will be creative jobs. Which will be good. I hate non creative work.

His applied kinistesiology theory is weird as fuck. If you ignore that part of his work he is pretty good.