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Yesterday I did a MDMA trip and I had some profound insights on integrity (with the truth). Basically life is about if you are in integrity with the truth or not. Nobody is in integrity 10/10 times since only God is in integrity 10/10 times. For example in social situations you can't always be in integrity with the truth. Humans have to strike a sweet balance between integrity and survival as a razor's edge. It is all about determining which areas of life integrity is utmost importance and focus on that. We can't become integral in one sweep. Making priorities of the important areas where integrity is important and working from there is key. This is what I determined. Areas were high integrity is necessary: Your health, if you are not in integrity with truth your body will say fuck you. You have to respect the rules of health. The body and mind is connected thus if you have bad health, it means you are not in alignment with the truth of the principles of health. Health is the highest priority to gain integrity because without a body, you don't have temple to prey in. This is why Zen Body Being by Ralston is so pivotal than anything else imo. Another area where it is crucial to be in integrity with the truth is the existence of God. If you deny this you are missing a fundamental part of the fabric of reality. If the the center of the body is the heart, integrity (with the truth) is part of the psyche. If you delude yourself too much from the truth, your psyche will fall apart and this will also reflect on your body. Another insight is that integrity and authenticity are the same thing. A fragmented person can't be authentic. We have all seen them, it almost looks like an uncanny valley. But if you reached this integrity you have won back your "soul" that a lot of people lose when becoming adult and which children are born with. Too much hard drugs, dims the soul while being in total integrity with your body/mind is energizing. It is really true what Ralston says. The body and mind are one. For me the most important insight was that I have to respect the body as much as the mind because they are one. Too much overthinking is abusive the body. That is why great thinkers always get sick. After a deep think we need to give our instrument rest for it to recover and maintain its health. I know some don't agree with this but I will say it again: health = truth. Health and truth are the same thing in my opinion. Because a healthy person is in integrity with the principles of the truth of health. An unhealthy on the other hand is not in integrity with the principles of the truth of health.

@Ramanujan his content is very fluffy and geared towards the masses. Most of his books can be summarized into one page and you will still have 3/4 of the page empty.

Reading a lot is like going to the McDonalds a lot. It is definitely not a flex. You have to be very careful who you let in your mind. The architecture of the library is as important as its content. This is where close-mindedness is a good thing vis-a-vis open-mindedness.

We are living in scifi times. My favorite type of movie. At least we won’t have a boring time with all those AI baddies around.

Turquoise mind is SD yellow but connected to each other into a singularity. That would be insane to imagine considering there are only a handful of SD yellow people.

The worst case scenario is not death by AI but if AI turns to sadism as a terror tactic. It is only a matter of time somebody is going to get tortured or raped.

It works well for calmness and productivity but it doesn’t feel healthy

Kind of reminds me of Steve Jobs. He had all the money in the world but he still went to quacks and imploded. That is why it is so important to integrate the destroyer. If one isn’t aware of it, people self destruct. Same with Peterson who believes in all kind of quacks.

Personally I think eternal youth is possible

I think it is because of human communication skills. Our communication skill is not much better than that of a caveman if you look at the grand scheme of things. As portrayed in the movie Arrival, aliens might have a much better communication skill. Just imagine being able to tell the story of all existence in 0.1 second. That download is possible with things like neurolink.

@Leo Guraso is your alien consciousness discovery linked to aliens we are seeing in the news or what? It is time to confess.

@OBEler I get extreme stress under 5 meo

@something_else I bought it from a research lab so I know it is good. It is my final batch anyway because they changed the laws and I can’t buy it anymore even if I wanted. I have a bag of 5 Meo DMT but that shit is much heavier? I don’t know but that doesn’t seem very healthy for the brain either. I’m more kind of a micro dosing guy and focusing on healing, healthy ego development and contemplation. One needs a healthy ego before it is safe to break shit down.

I developed a disdain for ChatGPT after using the paid version of Claude and Grok. ChatGPT is weak sauce.

@Peo I think every psychedelic have its downside. I never take a full pill of MDMA. That doesn’t feel healthy. My preferred those is 1/4th of a pill or even less.

The body is very mechanical. It is like a car. Some have better cars than others. Some abuse their cars with substances it is not made for. But that doesn’t mean there are certain principles how to deal with the car. The principles are the truth. But the thing is that if you have abused your body so much you can’t just fix the parts like you could with a car. At least not for now because of the technological limitations. Another thing I discovered. Taking care of your health, taking good food and supplements, does boost your health but at the same time it boosts your mind. I basically 10x my mind through health hacks that I shared on this forum. Mind over matter doesn’t mean matter doesn’t exist. Matter exist as much as mind. When you eat a piece of food for example you basically eat a piece of mind.

I know I'm oversharing this guy but guys really need to see it. This episode really hits like a truck. I also put a summary. This is a structured nested summary of the provided source material, "The disposable man: all lives are not worth the same," based on the transcript excerpts: I. Introduction of the Core Concept: The Brainwashing of the Disposable Man The topic of the talk is the disposable man, discussing ideas that may be difficult for some men to hear because they may cause them to question their identities in a deep, fundamental way. The speaker, Dr. Orion Teraban, asserts that most men on this planet are brainwashed; this word is used because no better alternative describes men's predicament. This brainwashing is supported in a million subtle ways across most cultures and has been going on so long that its existence is completely naturalized. This condition is often mistaken for a biological difference, similar to how women’s historical social conditions were mistaken for their natural inferiority. II. The Historical Analogy: The Kamikaze Script To bring the belief into sharper focus, the historical contrast of the Kamikaze practice during WWII is presented. Kamikaze pilots were young men who were ordered to dive-bomb American battleships, resulting in their death but potentially killing hundreds of the enemy. They were highly honored and their self-sacrifice in the service of others was established as the highest goal a man could attain. The crucial, often unstated, element is that the "others" were primarily women sheltered on the home front; thus, self-sacrifice in the service of women was the highest goal. The speaker argues that a healthy, functioning man would not voluntarily surrender his life, especially given the protoplasmic desire of every cell to continue living, without an overarching ideology (like patriotism or love) and significant propaganda and indoctrination. The Modern Parallel: Men today are still raised to imitate the divine wind. The core belief programming men is that men are most useful as sacrifices, and their usefulness is proportional to the size of their sacrifice. Culture programs men in insidious ways to die or be willing to die when necessary so their sacrifice might be useful to others, especially to women. This programming is suggested as a large part of why far more men commit suicide than women. III. Manifestations of Male Disposability A. Literal Sacrifice and Governmental Mandates The Kamikaze comparison is both literal and figurative. Literal Sacrifice exists today as men are sent to war to die for causes they may not understand or benefit from. In the United States, men are forced to enroll in Selective Service, a program many American women are unaware of. This lack of concern stems from the belief that men are the disposable sex and expendable. The speaker suggests that collectively fewer wars might have been fought historically if belligerents were forced to send women—the "valued sex"—into battle. B. Figurative Sacrifice in Relationships Men are more commonly expected to make a figurative self-sacrifice in the service of women. This involves giving up hopes, dreams, interests, friends, happiness, and the possibility of happiness if these things conflict with his duty to his woman. Men are urged to "grow up, man up, and step up" when action benefits a woman's interests, not necessarily their own self-interest. C. Economic Sacrifice and the Argument for Partial Slavery Romantic relationships are argued to be the largest wealth redistribution program in history, whether wealth is transferred through taxes/social programs or material expectations of courtship/marriage. Even opting out offers little protection, as the bachelor tax has been "rebranded as the tax advantages of filing jointly". Men's income (single, married, or divorced) is expected to support women partially, a way that women’s income is never expected to support men. The belief that one is entitled to another person's wealth implies an entitlement to the labor that created that wealth. Believing one is entitled to another person's labor is defined as slavery. This is considered a partial, proportional, and indirect form of slavery that operates functionally in plain sight, and the speaker argues that even partial forms of slavery are abominable and must be called out. IV. The Psychology of Compliance and Resistance The speaker expects most pushback to the ideas presented to come from men, not women. A significant subset of men has so deeply identified with the programming that they have elevated sacrifice in the service of women to an ideal and a source of pride. These men are argued to suffer from a kind of Stockholm syndrome, having imbued this "captive ideology" with positive, even holy or "divine wind," attributes. The depth of this programming is further demonstrated by men who are depressed, hopeless, and self-loathing because they currently lack a beneficiary (a woman) to whom they can offer their lives as sacrifice; they are "soldiers in want of a war". The programming leads men to feel guilty for not getting involved, or ashamed when their sacrifice is rejected as insufficient (like Cain). To show how quickly men become reasonable regarding self-sacrifice, the speaker suggests swapping the gender of the person in distress. While protecting "Kyle" would invoke questions about his actions, self-sufficiency, and the potential gain from intervention, turning "Kyle" into "Carla" changes the situation significantly, especially when "honor" is introduced. V. The Radical Position: The Invitation to Life The solution is for men to recognize the programming and turn away from death and sacrifice, focusing instead on life, abundance, and prosperity. The speaker takes the radical position that his life, hopes, and dreams are no less valuable than a woman’s. He argues that a life without honor (not the same as dishonor) is preferable to a death with honor, a concept most women implicitly understand. A man's life is not less precious on the basis of his gender, and accepting this will lead to more peace, justice, and equality in the world. The traditional masculine desire for honor and glory is often exploited, acting like a "bull fighter's cape" that leads men right into the sword. Men are challenged to move beyond merely dying for their women, and instead choose to live for them—meaning they must be healthy, take care of themselves, be abundant, and share resources. Dying in the service of an ideal, while courageous, may be an escape from a higher calling: the invitation not to death, but to life—to be healthy, virtuous, strong, powerful, abundant, and prosperous (classical virtues existing before Christianity). While self-sacrifice (exemplified by Christ) is a good thing, the ideal is easily exploited by others. Life demands more than death, and choosing life is often the harder choice. VI. Conclusion and Resources The speaker encourages listeners to send the episode to someone who might benefit and supports the channel through word-of-mouth referrals. Resources available include: a free weekly newsletter, paid one-on-one consultation sessions, the book The Value of Others (exploring intersexual relationships through behavioral economics), and the member community, The Captain's Quarters. The Captain’s Quarters offers access to a cadre of like-minded, supportive individuals, bimonthly group consultation sessions hosted by the speaker, and exclusive content.

Taking summaries is so 2020. Just let AI make a summary for you and focus on the content of the book. If you want tips on this and how to focus, I give coaching.

Thanks for posting this

@Zenterus don’t be hard on yourself. A lot of men develop this pathology because it is hard for them to get what they want in a natural way. So they need to learn to jump through those hoops and waste years of their potential. I made a topic about this a while back. It is all about mask on, mask off. In the same way you are wearing clothes you are wearing social masks too. This is not fake. This is the nature of the feminine. Women will hate each other and still be friends with each other. Men can’t do that. It is important to have these insights in human nature. I had similar insights very recently. It is better to internalize validation and go after your life purpose. Life purpose is something that you will benefit from at an older age. Those fleeting relationships won’t stay with you. For me it was about valuing my time and then you will automatically become more strategic when you let go of the eternal child syndrome.

My biggest mistake was to mix the game of spirituality with the game of dating. They are two different games with its own subset of rules and skills. That is why you have to learn from the best and these people are not spiritual. They are snakes.

Haha

His old stuff was good because he was uncensored about female nature. Today that would cost you your balls.

Owen can't go back to his old self because the moment he would, he would be canceled from the platforms. I don't listen to Owen, I just pull transcripts. His shit is still top tier level game in terms of the game of frames which is the highest level. If your frame is right, all things will fall in place.