Evan Gill

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  1. Being extroverted, social and charismatic are ultimately the keys to an abundant dating life. Those are probably the people you are seeing.
  2. @Leo Gura I am curious.. how do you think the Hindus figured this out? They most likely weren't taking Psychedelics. Did they achieve it through meditation alone?
  3. Self-inquiry has diminished my internal dialogue a lot
  4. Everything that we perceive is an unreal dream, but one should not then think, “Since everything is unreal, I can do what I like”. There are dream consequences for the bad acts committed in the dream, and while you still take the dream to be the reality, you will suffer the consequences of your bad behaviour. Do no evil and have no hate. Have equanimity towards everything. -Annamali Swami (disciple of Ramana Maharshi)
  5. Very enjoyable read
  6. What's wrong with Turkey?
  7. Yes i have. I came across his YouTube channel and was very surprised to see that it was located in NJ. Was under the assumption it was in India haha
  8. His ashram is only about 45 mins away from me. Haven’t gotten a chance to go yet.
  9. @Ishanga I am curious, how would you describe the practice of Shambhavi Mahamudra ? I looked online but am interested in hearing your perspective.
  10. Apparently I can't until I reach a certain number of posts
  11. Things I Am/Was Wrong about: 1. The way that I treated people in the past. Especially women. i acted selfishly and immaturely. I constantly replay this in my mind and I regret it. 2. Spending most of my 20s using drugs and chasing quick pleasures. I can't believe how stupid and irresponsible I was. 3. I was wrong in the sense that I didn't devote more time to building conscious relationships with people because I never really valued human connection that much. Although, there is a lot of nuance to this. 4. I am wrong about the way I justify my current job. Working for a corporation like this does not align with you and your values. But the $$ is good. I wasn't wrong for initially taking the job. You didn't know any better. But you should have left once you started awakening and realize you have a greater purpose to serve. 5. I am wrong in the way that I judge and criticize others. Spiral Dynamics has opened my eyes to this. Everyone is evolving at their own rate. Things You Are/Were right about: 1. Having enough self awareness to recognize your faults and change them. 2. Becoming a content creator even though it was tough in the beginning. Smartest move you made. 3. Leaving University and going back to community college and then ultimately finishing your degree even though you were going through such a dark time. Good job! 4. Parting ways with all of the narcissists in your life. 5. Accepting the position at your current company, it made the most sense at the time.
  12. idk why this doesn't work. here's the link Film
  13. <iframe> width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/HqdPnj-qLcY?si=eST67qx3jh2NckZU" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share" referrerpolicy="strict-origin-when-cross-origin" allowfullscreen></iframe> One of the first films my dad showed me the I was like 6 (Yeah.. great parenting )
  14. @Bazooka Jesus I love this. I'm not sure how I even came across this thread since it's a month old, but that's an enlightening message. Its nothing I didn't already know, but I guess I sometimes need the reminder.
  15. I've had the same exact experience. When I did around 60+ days of semen retention and no porn, the effects it had on me were undeniable. And I am a huge skeptic by nature. I genuinely believe porn is way more damaging than people care to realize. Btw, what app are you using to track your days? I want to try that.
  16. This is an amazing video. Thanks for sharing this!
  17. That's an interesting perspective
  18. Kind of reminds me of solipsism.
  19. Lol I have seen this first video before. Once I typed into google "white people with Jamaican accents". I couldn't tell if it was real or not.
  20. thoughts on this? Kriya Breathing Technique
  21. going to try this now. thanks for sharing.
  22. Congratulations on being so consistent and dedicated to this