By this I mean you have to calm down and read the Buddhist life guides. It's hard to tolerate, but somehow we need to neutrally observe and build our own lives, and any kind of conflict - even scientific debate - is a dangerous thing to do. Conspiracy theorist is a revolutionary person, who has ideas of better world and thus makes heavy critics to world today; when people watch this, they get extreme pain about being wrong when they are doing their best - it's like they got no opportunity. Somehow, the enlightened people in the past have seen many people living wrong, but they assert that those are long paths, and those people are in the beginning - you have to lose the restlessness quality of your mind, observe neutrally, whatever horror you see coming from this karma, and build up your own life so that you are listened. Material World is never so ideal, but from some more evolved race, you might be also in Pagan phase of your development. When you concentrate on building your life here and now, and not depend on your future visions about better life and past wounds about how those materialist people kicked you out, but you carefully choose friends who won't leave you when you open your soul and turn out to be idealist (not materialist); and you watch that your material things are OK and you don't make demands to others - and better world is a high demand to be yelled out so easily ..then you can get assertment that you have psychology OK. In the forest, those survive, who build all those things, and those won't survive, who go into social circles, where they do not belong - who go there and tell that they are a part of better, different world. So you need to build this better, different world with your friends and somehow look very calmly, how the others are living in much slower pace and creating destruction in the environment; when you have built up your own life, you have kind of materialist proof for your mind model, and even the spiritual models, when they are materially proven, can be models about material growth of your own, even if you became just famous, and people would study them. Somehow, the healthy psychology is built on them, which can survive in Natural World, and the social spheres, businesses etc. all exist - thus, they are more materialist theories. If you are just being accused by the government that you are rebel and out of your mind, nobody is going to base their success on yours - being rebel and out of your mind just does not seem a successful model of material life.
Also, if you help people to enlighten instead of accusing them in things you figured out with hypersensory perception - you are sticking much more with the facts available for everyone; and you can know that if you are going to make it in better, newer ways, then a positive person will create an obstacle; you need to carefully choose your friends to be sure they are for a lifetime, and remember your deeds when you are old. They need to tell you the truth and not protect their ego picture. With this, you can even have a healthy amount of material friends, who do not need to support you and your idealistic plans, materially - so they cannot tell the doctor and government that they have a material problem with you. You can see, with positive people - all what they do, it is about positive things like money and power, and the natural laws of humans as animals, who would kill the weaker. They think this very easily - you either make money and friends right now, or you do not.
https://spireason.neocities.org/
