ExploringReality

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  1. I hear you on that, it's a very nuanced issue. The corruption is pulling from all sides and depending where you are situated in life right now, the effects vary.
  2. Bro, it was cringe when he would argue in favor of the Bible and have absolute positions on morality lol. But those extreme arguments he was having were silly
  3. @Leo Gura Basically, live by the gun, die by the gun.
  4. @Leo Gura He had some pretty gnarly debates with University students, I'm sure it sparked rage, a lot of heated back and forth. I never liked his straw man positions, but sucks that this happened and also the political and American backlash that will happen. What are your thoughts on him overall?
  5. Psychedelic facilitator is ultimately my life purpose, well at least very close. Helping people through and after an intense psychedelic trip. Like when you have a super gnarly trip that scares the shit out of you, I want to be of service where people cross that domain. A psychedelic helper. Help people calm down, and surrender. Like a emergency psychedelic hotline for those experiencing a complete breakthrough of reality and they feel overwhelmed and can't help but breakdown.
  6. Thank you. Have you experienced the fear of dropping inauthentic aspects of yourself especially in a social context? Like the uncomfortable fear of not putting up a front or a mask that makes you fit in a social domain in different social contexts. Like having the fear of shining too bright around others, especially when you're someone that values truth you don't want to hurt people's feelings and you try not to come off too strongly with your presence even though deep down you know that you're lowering yourself, sacrificing yourself or what's true for what's comfortable for others and yourself. Sorry I digress lol. Your first sentence is 🔥🎯 I just had an insight! Truth is already what is True. It is itself right now.
  7. Wow, thank you for pointing that out Leo. I notice now how my ego mind is distorting my quest for truth, not seeing how im blindsiding myself with assumptions about what isn't Truth. There is a lot of Truth to be learned from the feminine that I simply am not conscious of due to my biases and predilections.
  8. He may mean like a visceral dream state where you experience sexual pleasures that feel physically real.
  9. @UnbornTao Truth is a ? But what is that? I want Truth only. I don't give a fuck about anything else but the Truth. Yes I have my biases, ego, selfishness but Id rather sleep with Truth. The rest are just side chicks
  10. Fair enough. But when a strong feeler, especially a mother lives in her fantasies of what motherhood and relationships are that are dictated by anxiety, worry, neuroticism and fear of not being seen as a good mother or partner, it isn't the highest Truth of being a mother or partner. Even Feelings, and being a nurturing Mom have a spectrum of true enough at least and complete fantasy and deception. Me being a father, I value telling my kids the truth specifically in situations where they throw tantrums because they don't get what they want. I am very calm and composed and holding space for them to fuss but also not just giving them what they want. I noticed how the mother's tend to cater to the babies feelings and just want to prevent them from crying because they project that feeling bad and crying is equivalent to something bad or their survival is endangered and they would rather not be Truthful. A lot of it has to do with the mother's self image of herself and how she is seen which isn't the truth.
  11. How can I know the difference between Truth and Falsehood? What is the Real? How can I tell between what's True and what's Fake? Like, is the Realness of a friendship based on Truth, if one values Truth based on feelings? And if not then what does Truth look like??? What backbone does Truth lay on? How to know when the Truth is found? No bs, I'm serious.
  12. Leo what's up with the flower fairy girl? I feel like your latest episode really dug in and hammered on someone like that lol. Very true. Iknow you weren't attacking her directly but it made so much sense how ones attitude and twisted values distort a true desire for Truth above all else. Why are most women full of shit when it comes to Truth? Why so much fantasy?
  13. @- Adam - Beautifully said. I promised myself that I will give myself permission to take a pyschedelic again when my finances are at a certain checkpoint in the survival game. Like instead of just tripping, I will treat my life like a video game, reach checkpoints, stats ect before I surrender into the Godhead and completely blast off. Always make sure you have a safety net before you go skydiving lol
  14. If actualized.org forum was a real school, we'd all kick your ass 😂. I'm kidding
  15. It is the Absolute, but also it isn't. The Absolute isn't in the world of objects and forms, the objects and forms are The Absolute but also it isn't at the same time. Its a weird mind fuck. The objects like the impermanent sand being drawn by us is relative but also it's the absolute because the Absolute is all.
  16. @- Adam - That's a tremendous journey you've been on. Keep riding that wave of consciousness, now we have to balance our survival and psychology with our spirituality and metaphysical breakthroughs. I haven't tripped in 5 years, it's really intense. There is just so much to integrate that doing more psychedelic voyaging can cause mundane survival imbalances because were so overwhelmed and pounded with these experiences and realizations. Take care man, take it easy but take it..
  17. I understand what you mean. There is something that happens to my mind when on LSD and Psilocybin that I look for and always receive. It's this very stoned, very alert, hyper alert but cleanly clear and smooth consciousness. It's like being in flow States ×10. Imagine squeezing a full months retreat state of mind into an order of a full day. I love deep trance hallucinations that completely break my senses of reality and I have also experienced states of cosmic Consciousness where I am absolutely petrified, terrified, crying and salivating on the floor praying for mercy, but the main thing that I love is having a smooth, alert, wakeful, non reactive, hypersensitive and hyperspacual perception. Think of a mind of a fucking Buddha!! That's the good shit. But also this mundane ordinary consciousness right now is also IT!!!!! Once you see it, you can never go back
  18. You cannot be sure without personally validating and realizing the nature of Truth for oneself. Beliefs, hearsay and ideas are only that. He's saying what Leo said is correct is only correct when personally verified to be the case, not correct as in something factual to be believed.
  19. Trumpism/MAGA didn’t create white supremacy, it exposed it. America has always operated as a white supremacist system. From slavery, to Jim Crow, to mass incarceration, to structural inequities today. Systemic racism has always been in the air. White European colonizers built the U.S. system on genocide of Native peoples and enslavement of Africans. That’s the foundation. White supremacy is the operating system. Laws, land ownership, policing, wealth, all structured to maintain white dominance.
  20. Bro, you gotta try these. Lion’s Mane – Supports nerve growth factor (NGF) → long-term brain health, focus, memory. L-Theanine – Calms the nervous system without sedation → smooth focus, works great with caffeine. Cordyceps (2000 mg) – Boosts ATP + oxygen uptake → endurance, stamina, recovery. Sulbutiamine – Fat-soluble B1 derivative → mental energy, motivation, mood lift. CoQ10 – Mitochondrial fuel → cellular energy, heart + brain support. Ashwagandha – Adaptogen → reduces stress/cortisol, boosts resilience and recovery. Alpha-GPC – Choline source → sharper memory, focus, neurotransmitter support
  21. Follow me here. What is context? This will probably make your world fall apart hahah. Because what is context really? Context is something that is baked into your experience of reality. Everything is Context within a larger context within a larger context. Linguistic context, as in seeing what something means with words that could me something both ways or even three ways. Like saying " she saw her duck". That could mean she saw her pet duck or she was trying to avoid something. There are cultural context. Social context ect... Without context, Reality is this quantum soup of all potential. Unbounded awareness, infinite and is a simultaneous, paradoxical strangeloop. Context is what gives meaning to your life. You might say you don't care about context, but you obviously do because it's what gives rise to your sense of sanity, perception and gives order to your entire survival. This shit will really fuck with your head because this whole time we are living in a very specific context no matter how objective or common sense you feel it is, or scientific or realistic you think you are. You think your standing on the earth in space? That's a background context that keeps you from losing your fucking mind. You don't know anything other than what's gonna keep your ass alive, and context is what does that for you, it's what is holding your sense of reality. Everything is contextual. This is where mindfucks happen and insight occurs. You have to have a still mind to not get caught in or fall into the ocean of mind. You have to be meta contextual.
  22. little weasel, bro your profile name is literally hobo. 😂