ExploringReality

My partner, our babies are about to be two years. But both our extended families are fairly unconscious about actualizing, psychedelics, spirituality and Consciousness

It's important that no matter what we hear outside, we must confirm the reality of Truth within as a living understanding 🙏🏽. Here's a thought experiment for you and me, imagine you as conscious awareness shifting through billions of parallel realities per second which create the illusion of time, space, change and movement. There is only One Reality but you as "It" shifts through itself creating the illusion of "reality" as known through a finite self. The duality of finite and infinite is illusory.

I'm from Los Angeles Cali, I love skateboarding (I'm a really good skater) 😌 I love MMA and Boxing, I train boxing almost everyday to prepare for my first amateur fight. I love psychedelics, contemplating the nature of experience and a connoisseur for amazing books on philosophy, metaphysics, science and spirituality. I feel I don't have many friends who had a mystical experience. Talk to me y'all, love you all.

Imagine you were about to be killed by any means, you would probably have your life flash before your eyes, the good and the bad, your regrets and your fulfillment. Imagine this happening for about 8 hours while going insane. Either you would freak out or stay quiet and ride it out knowing the people around you have no clue what your going through and they won't be able to help you because they are not open minded enough.

I've taken LSD about 30 times before. My procedure is to fast a few hours before dosing, as the trip comes on, my mouth feels numb, tingling sensation in my legs, neck and arms. I feel dreamy but not sleepy. After the physical effects grab my attention I start having a mental trip. My mind becomes malleable and flexible. Thoughts are externalized, I reflect on my past, present life circumstances and my family, I describe it as I'm about to step off a cliff or about to be killed. I isolate myself anywhere away from other people preparing to go deep and be free of distractions or influence. Once I'm alone I start crying and allowing the mind to run the movie of my life, I am grateful for my family and step out of the game of survival to enter a empty space of nothingness and void. Now is a time to sit, stretch and really have sex with reality. I am penetrated by visions and insights that are so mind boggling and extreme that I trust whatever happens I will allow it without resistance. Understanding of Life, Death, suffering and Transcendence flood my Being. And the highest I have reached is the revelation of God as Self. The come down is no issue other than psychological shock. Usually the next day I am down but I am never the same after each trip going forward but in a positive loving way. After realizing the dream is embedded in Self and that I am That I get inspired to live my life in the best way I can and to continue to play hide and seek for eternity. Let me know how you can relate, I'm glad I found you Leo and this community to virtually be around folks that are open minded and have experienced reality beyond the edge of ordinary normal low awareness existence.