ExploringReality

I am an enfj, I crave social depth and also that inner intuitive auxiliary. I cannot stand social shallow and hollowness, it's draining talking about gibberish and gossip, I want to have a conversation at the edge of reality. Its even more interesting being an enfj after psychedelics and awakenings, there's this mismatch which can be interpreted as arrogance or introvertion. I would love to have a conversation with anybody, bounce ideas off of each other and not just go deep but go very fucking deep. We could talk about car mechanics or anything as long as we really go down that rabbit hole and we can hold multiple threads of thought simultaneously etc I love being mind fuck and learning new things. Sometimes I feel like I have to shrink myself in order to relate with people, like trying to fit the infinite in a box. I'm done with that shit, I love to socialize and be authentic but I'm not shrinking myself anymore, if people can't lift at least an inch off the ground I'm flying high baby

@Leo Gura You know what is conformist? AI generated GIF slop on social media comments sections!!! So fucking annoying. The same ole " this made me cry" response, ect... "That's diabolical".

@Leo Gura Can't get enough of it lol. Highly conformist but all good.

There are no more questions. Thank you master Yoda 😄 👌🏽

Thank you!!!!! My Goodness. I knew I was fucking up. I'm on it. Is there anything else, visualizing ect? Are inhaling through the nose or mouth? Are you exhaling through the nose or mouth?

@Leo Gura I am doing kriya yoga consistently, you mentioned that you do 36 breaths in a 25 minute time span, twice a day. I am doing 25 minute sessions, but it's difficult to only do 36 breaths, I am breathing in for 6-9 seconds, holding the breath for 30 seconds and releasing very slowly, and repeat for the rest of the duration. Am I doing something wrong or is there anything to keep in mind, or to add. Thanks 🙏🏽 I want to make sure I'm doing this accurately before investing in this time to make sure I'm doing it right to get the benefits without wasting my time doing it wrong and to have peace of mind. Like making sure my rocket has enough fuel and is set up properly so I know it'll take of in time and not worry about it when I'm in and priming the pump.

Would love to hear some insights into what you seen

@Natasha Tori Maru That's what I'm saying!!! Hallelujah to that. I love to make love while getting it on and not just doing it for a quickie every time. I'm sure being misled by what gets her off can break a man's heart especially when he lets her into his own. What are some examples from your experiences in which a women does that? Why would women lie about that? That's so shady.

Just make sure you pull out fast enough before you merge with the infinite, or have to raise little self actualizers 😆 I definitely prefer jerking off, rather than having sex with a women that lays there like a starfish, then wonders why I won't cum, easy for someone to get in there head about it and to think you don't find them attractive but in reality they don't know how to rub your dick in the right way or stroke with you. Glad I'm not the only one who doesn't prefer condoms, although it is risky, Love is risky aye.

@Natasha Tori Maru Thank you 🙏🏽 Not a pro, but a teammate that loves photography, he also fought that same day. He took photos of all the fighter's there, it's his side gig but he didn't charge me a dime thankfully.

From a district tournament last Thursday.

I've never went scooba diving 🤿 that's on my bucket list. Sounds fun. Only went sky diving and it felt like a short deep LSD trip.

I was being childish. Is that your face on the photo you just posted? Your cute as hell, and what are you holding? Lol

The double standards 😆

Here to protect against trolls 😆❤️

I just laughed in front of my boss, thanks

We call that being swole

"This is what it's like when a species is prepared to depart for the Stars" - Terence McKenna

Condolences to her. I lost my dad a few years ago and it didn't hit me until the initial shock was over. There is no time limit on grieving. Let her know that you are there if she needs anything and there isn't really much to do to soothe her other than being someone with loving presence. Tell her that you love her and you appreciate her and yeah man it's difficult, we will all face our mortality and in the meantime all we can do is be more loving, be more nice, be more considerate. Don't rush trying to give her advice, don't try to over distract her, give her time and space to process and don't fill her mind with a bunch of stuff. When she's ready try to spend some time with her and make her laugh or spend some quality time with her. I'm very sorry to hear that happened about your friend. Sending love to you all. One of the best things you can do now that I'm thinking about it, is to be someone in close proximity to her while she is going through the grieving process, don't say much, but if you are able to grieve with her or just be a space in which she grieves unapologetically and you can do so non-judgmentally. Some people like to be alone but it's always a great gift if you can be someone next to her while she grieves and you hold space and she feels free to cry without feeling like she has to suppressor tears or hold strong. Be someone that she can feel that she can let go and cry and to talk

@Leo Gura Your right. I am, thank you for pointing that out.

That's extraordinary! That's like a breath n a half per minute!!! Normal breathing is like 12-22 per minute. Advanced meditators reach prolly 4-6 breathes per minute. Holy smokes Leo you are fucking zen'd out. What's going on phenomenologically while you're in these deep states of consciousness?

Thank you. Do you add the three bandhas (locks) with breath retention, or just long ass breathes? How long are each breathe? Do you visualize? And how long are your breaths?

@Leo Gura I have been doing Satama gamanas instructions. Can you please just give a quick breakdown of your own practice please!!!!? Just cut Straight to the chase and explain what you are doing. How do you practice kriya yoga for a dummy? I don't want to overthink this. Thanks

I'm in the black uniform, red headgear Disagreed with the outcome. Uphill battle before the bell even rang. Blessed to have been in that ring tonight. The work continues. Respect to my opponent. The arena gave us both something tonight. The politics in amateur boxing is so fucking corrupted, this is my second fight and nobody told me that you cannot wear the same color trunks and tops, the beltline needs to be a different color so they can identify any potential low blows. I told the referee respectfully that it will not happen again and he gave me shit, he was being sarcastic and he was only telling me that he's not going to give me any warnings and he's only going to tell me once to keep it clean but he didn't tell my opponent anything. Then he asked the judges and the officials if I'm disqualified because of the uniform, to which I told them that the owner of the event said that I'm good, and they looked at me and told me that it didn't matter what I said and they called the owner while the fighters were in the ring and the owner told them that I'm good. I kicked the guy's ass, boxed his head off, even launched his head gear off and they didn't give him a standing eight count. I could have controlled the center of the Ring more but I boxed economically and landed the crispier punches but I didn't get my hand raised and I stayed respectfully even after the fight, I looked on my Fightbook and the judges put that I lost all three rounds which was absolutely absurd. Everyone there saw that I got robbed. Back to the drawing board