ExploringReality

@OBEler Our notion of time is linear, I was in a non linear non-local state of consciousness. You think you have a mind that is projecting thoughts, but I can see that reality is infinite mind, not happening to someone. It is happening of itself. It could be from your point of view, it is an experience, I cannot give you that. I am not religious, but I am very inquisitive, love to learn different perspectives and I value consciousness exploration and unraveling deep existential insights. Could be delusional.

@Leo Gura Infinity is love because love is Reality's acceptance and embrace of Itself.

@OBEler Yes, imagine the first time you ever had sex or head until you cum, now take that feeling of exhilaration and excitement a 100,000,000 x more when you discover and Awaken to an existential Truth of Reality. Realizing and having a direct experience of your consciousness being independent of the body brings me exhilaration and awe. Space and time are illusions of eternity and infinity. That same trip I also was mentally in the middle of a crossroads of infinity. I was in the intersection of realities Cross connecting, I could see lives come and go, decisions being made and universes creating and destroying, stars explode, astroids collide, life forming, different species and the struggles of my ancestors all the way to my immediate family.

The very first time I did psilocybin mushrooms I did 0.8 g and I left home after 30 minutes of consumption thinking that it didn't work and my friend told me that he apologized but I told him it's okay I give him a hug I told him thank you and I left. As soon as I went home I sat down on the couch because my body started feeling tingly and the TV was on and my little brother was playing skate game online, then suddenly as I was looking at the TV and the characters inside the video game skateboarding, my entire sense of consciousness jumped out of my body and I went and teleported inside the video game in my Consciousness and the characters became one and I was inside the video game looking around stunned that the character became alive, or rather my consciousness became one with the video game and in that very moment I unlocked a secret of the universe of consciousness and I knew for certain that Consciousness is boundless and without form. Then what would seem like an instant my Consciousness shifted right back into myself on the couch and I looked at my brother and he looked at me and what appeared to be slow motion, he said to me " you took them didn't you"? And I looked at him and smiled. Within 2 to 3 hours of the trip I got so excited but my entire body was stoned and you could just tell I was intoxicated but I grabbed my skateboard ran out of the house and jumped on the bus to take me to the nearest skate park and I got on that bus and I was stumbling and people are looking at me like what the heck lol. But I was so excited to go out and skate and live because I discovered that Consciousness is absolute, because for Consciousness to have the ability to not be bound is extraordinary and gave me so much energy. Before my life was dull and now it is vibrant and alive, I definitely felt motivated if you ask me

@Leo Gura God is an infinite feedback loop. Nothing is truly lost. Creation and Destruction are inseparable.

@mmKay I really resonate with your response 🙏🏽 thank you

Whoaaa!!! Congratulations, as a fellow psychedelic explorer I will check it out.

Being on the outskirts of society for me was being outside and trying to understand the social condition, my indoctrinations and questioning the status quo. I read books on psychedelics and non Duality before I experimented with them. I always took seriously to do homework on substances or foods before I take them, but realized everyone around me just took anything they thought would get them high, well low actually haha unconsciousness. There is a paranoia when I'm about to take a psychedelic because the legal status and the stupidity of people's minds and opinions and people can easily mess with your mind energetically. I've never tried anything except tryptamines and cannabis.

The word drug wasn’t created by the government, but its meaning was politicized and manipulated to control public perception. This blurred the lines between harmful substances and those with potential benefits (like psychedelics). The real issue is how the narrative around "drugs" has been shaped, not the word itself. Especially when we're young we get taught that drugs are bad, and were given very poor examples of people, family, and others using drugs such as nicotine, cigarettes, alcohol and other harder substances. We aren't taught and educated enough on the history of drugs, evolution of mankind's relationship and transition's of plants and substances to distinguish between good drugs and bad drugs. Drugs that lower consciousness and health vs drugs that raise consciousness and are non dependent. Of course addiction is an important thing, but teaching people that the culture and media of drugs portrayed is not only misleading but is rigged against you. Why is alcohol accepted and encouraged but mushrooms and dmt are not? We live in a twisted society. Drug choice is important and education on which drugs are beneficial and which drugs are not. Let's face it, your brain and body is made of drugs, neurotransmitters. Brain soup of drugs and chemicals. You can't escape this no matter what, your always using drugs, foods, spices, herbs, plants and synthetic drugs.

@Princess Arabia Maybe it was him, maybe it wasn't. But the information is clear.

Practice the art of shutting the fuck up. When you have an impulse to say something, tell yourself to shut up, sometimes you must police yourself, but balance it out with understanding your addiction to speak and give yourself that loving reminder to let whatever your mouth wants to say go.

@Someone here I'm just framing it as a serious inquiry and highlighting the significance of the desire for Truth. Yes Truth contains all answers. There are no observers, there is only Truth. Truth is trying to dig in its own asshole to see itself.

@Leo Gura What am I? Truth. What is Truth? That's a helluva question. That ain't no trivial matter. What the fuck is reality???????? Ahhhhhhhhh fuck!!!!!!! What is Existence?!!!! This is the fire for wanting Truth and nothing else. I want to be fucked by Truth. I want to fully open up to the magnitude of infinity.

@Leo Gura I literally said this to myself before reading your response. Synchronicity.

Nothingness is what is happening. Nothingness is not separate from something. But what is Nothing? Is a great question. It cannot be pointed too, it can only be realized. Too be conscious of Nothingness is to see the hollowness of reality, what helps is to have a boundary dissolving experience in which your sense of solid reality breakdown and melts. When your entire reality flips inside out, there is no out there, it is all happening in the Mind. But not your mind, this mind is the mind of the Universe. This Mind is empty of itself but contains all form. This empty Nothingness is the intelligence of creation. It is Infinite Consciousness. You can feel like your going crazy because all experience is universal and there is no focal point to which you can point to yourself, there is no you, and the inside and outside become One. Which is not the nothing you think of, you cannot imagine it, it imagines everything. You are it.

This was when I was 15 years old. Everyone was partying, I was skating 😉

That's me boxing in the white headgear. These are me doing what I love. Hope you enjoyed

@Leo Gura!!!!! Minutes ago before checking the forum and seeing this post, I had a visceral insight and vision of God as an infinite eyeball that wants to look at itself. This experience was so intense probably because I was laying down in the sun after a hard skateboarding session and the sun was in my face, I was thinking about God and your previous episode and then, it suddenly shined on me, this sentient infinite eyeball of God. Also your background effect on your video is pitch black 🖤 there is an existential depth to your style. Like taking us on a orientation and presentation around the universe.

@Asia P I see where your coming from. Reaching high peak states of consciousness are expansive, but consciousness also contracts. Try to see more of the miraculousness of life around you, life is very beautiful. High consciousness is beautiful and our limited experiences as a human is beautiful within our mundane perceptions. God doesn't want to be unlimited, God wants to be limited, because to truly be unlimited you have to accept and embrace all limitations and Finite forms. Spirituality is forming a deep connection with reality, which is where love comes in, love is the embrace of everything as it is and doesn't want to change it. I'm sure you will have more breakthroughs and epiphanies along the way so don't worry to much, and the bright side is that you can take this time to integrate your insights down in your everyday life.

@Princess Arabia You can never out crazy crazy lol

Realizing God is realizing yourself, what you actually are, but have forgotten to purposefully forget yourself and get lost in dreams, then to set out on adventures and journeys away from oneself back towards oneself. But ultimately God is all inclusive which includes relative exclusivity. Just because you realize God doesn't neglect anything else like Understanding, philosophy and Truth. This is a major trap of non-duality. It's a kind of spiritual dysfunction when once you reach a peak experience or a mystical experience or you have a really high state of consciousness, the ego once it reforms will want to either cling to the transcendent or neglect the Imminent and the relative.

@Leo Gura!!! I've just been rick rolled!! Hahaha

This is a very powerful episode.

Listen to Robert Greene book the 48 laws of power to shield yourself from power and stage red. Listen to Leo's episode strictly on stage red of Spiral Dynamics. You got this!!! Stay Safe 🙏🏽